♥ >ELIZABETH-GGH

I have been good, keeping up with my promises. I had somehow made a pact to myself, to change. :]
I'm always meeting up with my girlfriends now, whenever I have the time. I'm always meeting A and Y nowadays. J, I miss you uh. Z too, W. :) When can we gather together everyone?
I hope, things will then get better then. We all know dears. I love everyone equally too.
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Been setting aside time for my lovely school clique, hoping to go out more. Sentosa, and k-singing and exercising too! Dears when? I miss Li Ying that charboh and Pei Yun ah!
When you all then wanna join the 4 of us?! :c
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For those who are concerned, particularly my close friends who are dog owners and lovers :)
My baby is recovering well, he's very active now. I've pictures of him for readers! :)
His bites hurt more now, and his nails are so sharp that they leave red marks on me :c Nono, I'm not lazy to trim them but I'm afraid t hurt him. It's either that I will learn soon or I will bring him for grooming sessions. :D He's so precious, I love him a lot!!
Anyway, while he was sick for those five-abt a week days- when I went out it was with great reluctance. I'm actually very frightened. I'm so afraid of things happening to him. I tried my best to be by his side whenever I can.
Maybe I'm also a beginner, some may even laugh at me. But after I got Baby for awhile, I had a nightmare abt losing him before, thus I cherished him more.
I really love him like he's my own flesh and blood. Been so worried abt him that I actually tear-ed one of those days. Went on the I'net to research abt his illness and other illnesses etc.
I hope he will grow up healthy and happy. Baby, Mommy loves you.
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Using this chance, I also want to encourage L. Thank you for being more responsible nowadays. He had changed somehow, maybe because of Baby's existence into our lives as well. I have known him since the year 2005 sort of. For us, we are in our early two-year relationship(it's going t be our 26th mth this 18th) now- I must say he does understand me a lot at some point of time, for me- I do, at times.

Throughout this two-year, we experienced and encountered a lot not only about happiness and unhappiness. Esp when I get to enjoy a lot of freedom from my parents, i get to see my boyf very often as compared to many out there. (althought it can be a pro or con)
I think we have both changed a lot, many things happened. Since we are both in our teenage years, I must say we are watching ourselves grow up this period.

Yes, indeed no one knows how long we may go on-- but I wanna say I'm really thankful to God for letting me to be here, to be in this process of growing and leading Life the way I have now, with him. I admit, I'm very dependant on him(which I never was) but I grew to be. He is indeed a major part of my life, and I really love him however things changed a lot..
Although I know many of you guys are sometimes "made confused" by me by my entries bla blah. We are together, we still are.

I must say I'm really an emotional person and I'm very straight-forward that's why I usually type out things the way they are. I know my pals are caring. being concerned, they will ask..
Sometimes I pondered t myself too: like you guys may think- since being in this relationship makes you upset and cry so much which you are "suffering"(in reality, my darlings thot i got depression for a period of time) why stay?

Yes, it's not wrong for you guys t say that, however this is a guy whom I cherish(and am still) and I'm still very in love with.

Most of the time, when I think back-- I have realised I may have been too demanding, I probably asked for too much in this relationship. I understand L is just 19 years old.. Eventually, we may even separate months later and may not what they labeled as "partners for life." For behavior: I was wrong to think that if I am this way, he shd too.
Apparently I was wrong.
I'm not afraid to let you guys know too that actually I'm not on very good terms with his close friends. Yes, this is definitely smth bad for my boyf as he may be caught in-between. Which, when I hrd from him when we have talks: these arises. I hate all of these. But well, everyone has their own characters, their own personalities.

There's bound to be conflicts and disagreements when people don't see eye to eye.
Using this chance, I really want to apologize to L here. I understand it must have been hard on you. Thinking back abt some past events/ incidents, I shd be the one liable. I'm so sorry.
I've been trying to change these days, I don't know if you have noticed.
Some emotions are stirring up within me as I type all these.
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i shd stop. This isn't meant to be an emotional post.
I saw my sisters, Z yesterday while at CP. I missed her a lot, really love this girl of mine. We knew each other abt 3 yrs back then. I saw J and A at T.M on Tue.
We used t be close, there were so many used-to-bes.. but they were gone.
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That's why, they said" Memories are the most beautiful though intangible..
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Anyway, a lot of people are changing numbers since mid Jan? I have received quite a no. of msgs. Haha. I haven't change my phone yet(gonna get a min: 8.0 megapixel phone for myself by my bday). Currently, I'm not using my own phone, that's why when friends msg me: I go " who're you? :] " PAI SEH >.<

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P.S: I have got some more pics uploaded onto L's pc. While uploading, I actually have some thoughts. Hmmmm..
Alright, some pics up on the next entry._.

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