Although I wonder and I ponder over these questions playing in my head silently,
there's still a part of me who wants to know why.
There's this part of me who wants to shout and scream it out loud!!
Like a crazy, frantic girl you know you will see around in school being so noisy and unbearable.. Like 13-dian like that? ._.
there's still a part of me who wants to know why.
There's this part of me who wants to shout and scream it out loud!!
Like a crazy, frantic girl you know you will see around in school being so noisy and unbearable.. Like 13-dian like that? ._.
Why are you behaving like this?
Am I supposed to act all nonchalant and let this continue..
And very soon, this will be what people called "Normal."
I just feel like crying now.
Can I just be a little girl again?
Where I can cry freely, where I won't be seen as a girl-with-no-dignity.
Won't be seen as A girl who doesn't love herself but cherish another life more than her own.
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Now I know, it probably applies to me as well.
Well............ I'm not exceptional.
I'm just me. After all.
I don't deserve anything like that, probably.