I don't want to get too emotional NOW. I know many of you guys know I'm very emotional as well. I don't want to blame all these mood-swings onto the monthly affair. I guessed it doesn't have much to do with it. I'm sorry to my body for torturing it probably these days, weeks or even months. I think I will break down sooner or later, be it physically or emotionally.
All I know is that my energy is getting drained off, very quickly.
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I want to dedicate this part now to my dear Sabrina.
My dear girl, I really appreciate you a lot. I'm very glad, you know to have found someone like you to enjoy the fun-filled and also the stress-filled days in school.
You're a true friend, a person whom I can trust.
You have always been here for me, lending me your ears whenever I need it, Bev too.
Remember there was once I broke down in school, it was such a disgrace. In school, there are too many students and people around. I remembered when I cried that badly, it affected you guys as well .. and almost caused you two to tear(and I'm guilty)
Bev, you and I are the closest to each other in class. We share our problems, and there's no problem for us being in the group of three; trio.
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Then, we have found another three fun-loving, responsible, and diligent pals. :)
Li Ying, Kereen and Pei Yun.
They motivates us to study, they never get mad at us for too long when we miss a project-meeting or left early. :) We cracked lame jokes, laughed and talked.
You guys always make(made) my days in school, and although I don't say it out.
I love you girls a lot, and I cherish the times wth you all.
I wanna say I will always be here for all of you.
You guys can bully me, we can beat one another and crap the whole day long, i can cry with you too if you need accompanion. we can share, and care.
Please, to every one of you: you're not alone.
You will always have me here. I love you.
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Although I'm always unhappy, in school I hardly am.
I guess, that's the only place for laughs and happiness. :)