Since I have confirmed my doubts, I will post this up.
I'm not a fool ,I'm not what you think I am. I'm just a feeler who cares for your feelings and therefore, I don't want to hurt you with my words harshly and then make some decisions which I know I will regret. However, the decision may be a regretful one yet it's a wise one.
If only I will do that, I will do it one day.
Denial. Will I ever wake up?
Will someone appear and give me a helping hand? That will be great, you see!
And then, I have grow up till this day to learn that one should forgive and forget. :)
Still I believe in Karma.
And I believe you will then soon become a believer too, after the going-around(s).
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On the other hand, (yes this is definitely very contradicting)
I realised I have been too much, I considered too much for yours and I've hurt myself.
You know, my phrase: stabbing my heart with a knife.
Ignorance may be a bliss, however given my character(if you claimed to know me the best) do you think I will want to be kept in the dark from the things you are doing behind and things on your mind. Joke uh. I think, you should pull my your socks and ya, brush up on your acting skills.
P.S: You're really disgusting me further off. . .