I think, I will come and blog regularly again, starting from recently. :) This morning I'm already awake at 0640. 'Cause I was over at his house last night. Anyway, I wasn't late at all this morning! As usual, bus88 took quite a long time to come. When I arrived at Pasir Ris interchange, I am so worried! 'Cause I can say the queue was super long, but I got up. In fact, I was the last few people to get up, and it's the first time I got onto a "new" 15 but the bus was not very "new" in the sense that it was rather dusty. I dare not hold or stand too close, people were squeezing here and there.. The bus was as packed as sardine.. but I still prefer bus27 although it's almost the same. Anyway, as I was carrying a lot of books and I was standing very close to the front rear of the bus. The kind bus driver did something which kind of touched my heart 'cos it's the type of kindness; a gesture which most of the drivers will not do nowadays. He took his glove and clean the dusty part of the bus and signalled to me to place my books there.
So you see, Singaporeans aren't hopeless after all, be it a part of a service or his kindness. Thank you Mr Driver! If only there are more caring and kind souls in Singapore and this world! ^^
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Anyway, I wasn't late for class. :) I got to keep this up, I hate getting into classes late (although it's always because of the peak hour.) I think, I kind of got my attendance affected by going into classes more than the 15minutes grace.
Anyway, school just resumed on 20th October right? I already missed 1 Retail Accounting tutorial, 1 Psychology tutorial and 1 Comm Skills tutorial! :(
I'm very disappointed with myself, I told myself I must not be like last semester! Yet I let things like that happen again. And all these happened on two days, 13thNov and 14thNov.
Shit me! I really want to do well! I won't(I won't want to let) let our things affect us, I'm so shaken by what he's doing outside.
I'm already disappointed beyond words, speechless due to his actions.. Don't tell me it's work, work and work! You said you know me more than anyone else, since you are able to say that- boy you know what I think and what I feel. (It doesn't start with me being not understanding) You know what i can tolerate and what I can condone..
I hope I will fare alright for the Comm Skills written assignment(50 marks=15%)! I once hope for an "A" but .. Now, I just aim for a C+ and above. Li Anne and Qian Ru came in late today and I was kind of affected. Li-anne helped to print my notes, so it's with her. Nevertheless, thank you to Li-anne for printing the research for me. Thanks Shawn too(although he was supposed to be the one to do it! Now you owed me one! - for giving me a shock last night)
Tomorrow is the 18th, it's supposed to be our 22nd monthsary.. Will you make me feel different? I don't dare to hope or to dream. I don't want to ask for a miracle to happen.. but my heart is feeling so. I just don't want to get all my hopes up again(by you, or not) and get them all crush by you again. Baby, you understand me. You really do, but everything is dependent on your actions you know?
I love you,
and I love you still..
Leland&Elizabeth*
Monday, November 17, 2008:19:00
