Again, I'm here to blog so abruptly. I'm always blogging, like I have nothing better to do. Seriously, I have a lot to do! I need to complete assignments, finish up projects and study for exams. They are approaching real soon..
I really need to priortise my Life.. That day(Friday) I was super elated 'cause I cleared rubbish and junk in my room and living room in my house. I even packed my wardrobe! I hope I can find sponsors for new cupboards and things for my room! :D
One month from now, it will be Christmas Day.
Are you guys looking forward to it? I am not, but for now. But give me a few days, or rather this one month first to try and make things better for myself and others.
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Like I have told my girlfriends on Janet's birthday celebration, give me a few months it will all be over.. or rather one year or two the most, I'm as good as new. :)
I can do it, definitely. I'm really guilty and angry with myself. We were celebrating and singing happily. Then my mood changed, the weather in my world turned grey. Then it started raining, and because I'm imbecile, I caused two sweeties to cry as well. I really feel so sorry, for spoiling the moods of the babes. They were so sweet and nice, comforting and saying every possible nice things to make me feel better :D
And yes, they helped a lot. They even want to kick me out of the room 'cause I started tearing. Yes darlings, you are right. I have probably come to a decision. Thanks for being here for me, I know you all will always be here.
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And to a girl-friend: Cheer up :D I don't want to put your name down here, but you know who you are. I always believed you are a strong girl, you know you are. Don't let this affect your health, this period is definitely hard to pass through(And I will be joining you soon, don't worry!) But we don't need them to make our lives happier(I mean, once we are used to them not being here) Like yours, he is a major part of my Life. I can't bear to let go, I'm never the one to instigate what-so-ever. But like you said, it's being meaningless and rather point-less to gon since things have reach this point. We will be strong, and happy! :D
I will always be here for you girl. Wear your smile, don't let anything bring us down.. ^^
Tuesday, November 25, 2008:15:15
