♥ >ELIZABETH-GGH

My love, My Fate*

I will always love you.

One day, we will walk down the aisle and say "I do"

Your Queen; My King!♥

Baby, it's our 22nd monthsary today.. :)
Happy 22nd monthsary!
My love for you is still as true, as real and as strong..
**
Last night, you came back home at 0130 like that.
I did the same thing all over again, I knew doing that would piss you off.
It would remind you of so many things that are so unpleasant.
We fought, this time it's really fighting.
I know I should not have do that to you, but I feel so unhappy and pissed off.
I knew it would hurt you terribly but I just went ahead. I'm sorry boy.
I knew doing that would have send a slap right down on my cheek. Hard! But you didn't.
You controlled yourself, just like what you said.
It was supposed to be our day, but we both cried. We fought, but after that we talked.
I know, I should have listened..
We fought, your parents were worried and got woke up by the commotion. Your brother got woke up by us too, all those shoutings and noise. I'm so sorry to them, and you.
I know I have two options now.
The first, is to believe you. The second is yes, not to believe you and just let us end it off this way. But I know, in our hearts- we still have one another.
I don't know why, I just feel like dying each time we are like this..
The feeling is so torturous. Some asked me, if I were to pick the second option- they asked "Are you sure you can let go just like that? You love him so much.."
The fact is yes, Baby you knew I could not do without you. You know we can do without each other(cos before two in love got together, they are already living their own independent lives) We don't need each other. We are together because of feelings, and now we are still together because of Love.
But now, I don't know. I love you, I really do.
I know you could not have bothered like what you said(if you don't care about me, or us)
I know you talked so much, you explained without stopping-
you just didn't want us to be this way still.
We talked for hours last night, both of us went to bed at four plus and I got up at around seven am to get back home and prepare for school.

Actually it's rather inconvenient for me to really explain what really happened, I know you guys cared. But since everything is sort of being sorted out, I sincerely apologized to my Baby here. please don't pass any judgement against him(cos of my entries and what I said.)
Sorry Baby. I hope, what you said- they are true and it's really from your heart.

This could have been a post full of pictures of us, of you&me..
I will not be unreasonable to blame you for not being here to celebrate with me.
Having you with me, is sufficient.
Having myself in your heart is worth all the wait. You know I love you more than anybody else. Last night, from the things I've told you- I know you are protective of me(and you don't want me to be so naive and get bullied by people..I just want you, my family, your family, our cliques and my true friends, gfs and sisters.. Lets ignore the others.)
You're right, I will listen to you. I've been so gullible. I thought things will be better?
Anyway baby, you are busy working.. Do take care okay?
I know like what you said, you will be so busy from tomorrow onwards(because of the Laptop promotion) I will pray for you.. :)

Friends, there's this Starhub Laptop promtion thing starting from tomorrow. Do feel free to check out. Being the typical Singaporeans, I'm sure all of us love free things. If you want to change your house internet broadband or whatever, or sign up for SCV. Please feel free to contact my boyfriend, he's a responsible and good sales leader.

Baby, I've faith in you! You can achieve what you want, definitely with my support! :)
We are now together, I don't know how long we will still last but I will cherish every moment with you.. Two more months and it's our happy-two-year anniversary!**
I know we can, we do, and we will..

So, we are not going to separate. I believe (if) this is True Love between us, we will ride over the storms together, we will brave over the obstacles in front. We need not show or prove anything to others, what matters most is both of us.

I will always love you, like how I used to and like how I am doing it now.
And yes, Baby when you are home-
you have your baby here right here waiting for you(without fail, every night)
I can't wait to hug you.. I miss everything about you.
I'm really sorry, for everything.
A lot of kisses will make it up okay? ^^

Leland&Elizabeth**

Leland, you will ALWAYS BE MY BABY♥