Darling turned seventeen, finally! 
Love my gfs <3
The babes are so much fun to be with! :D
Once again, Happy birthday Janet! <3
One year from that day.. 
*P.s: Stay tuned for more pics! :D
Saturday, November 29, 2008:16:02
Darling turned seventeen, finally! Love my gfs <3 The babes are so much fun to be with! :D Once again, Happy birthday Janet! <3One year from that day.. *P.s: Stay tuned for more pics! :D
:15:41
I realised I haven't recover from my illnesses. And it had only got worse. I'm so happy my fiancee wasn't mad at me today. 'Cause I got up at early seven plus lo, to accompany her for Hockey! :D And then it was training :D And the guys and girls had a match? Who won? I also have no idea leh! :D Anyway, we went eating at "Techno" opposite school after training :D Happy belated birthdays to Wei Ying and DJ! :D Wei Ying is a Year1 from HTM while DJ is a Year1 from LRM :D And I was on the bus home with DJ and Wen Kai(Oh turned out he was my senior in SKSS and I didn't even know him and he knows my brother too) as they were taking bus27 as well.. The lovebirds didn't want me to be the limelight and so they didn't want me to take bus 88! Anyway, Wan Ling QINGREN sent me the pictures for Janet's birthday already! :D I'm going to upload them in another entry later.
Friday, November 28, 2008:15:53
That is, if we want to think of it this way or not.
***
I didn't go to school again. Overslept.
I don't know what's up with me lately.
I should probably camp in school then?
-,-
Worse still, I wasn't there to discuss Comm Skills Project with my groupmates
and the sweeties didn't blame me.
How sweet uh?
I miss you all la.. {Includes all 1r02!}
And now ..
I have to wait for Monday to come all over again.
Nono, don't get me wrong.
I love school, but 2 - 2 1/2 days this week not being in school :C
The only turn off thing is that
I have no bus concession!
Fuck, still need pay this and that.
I'm filthy poor. I don't have money to throw here and there.
Bye bye!
Please, let it rain :)
Thursday, November 27, 2008:23:19
It's because this is Life, that's why.
Back to being realistic, we still have to face everything.
No matter we like it or not.
P.S: Aiya, some people are just _______ (fill up the blank)
Rule: no vulgarities.
Good night friends, I just got my medicine. :)
Sleep dreams to the homo sapiens.
Thank you uh Ms Lau for complimenting me today.
I didn't know I am :D
Back to being realistic, we still have to face everything.
No matter we like it or not.
P.S: Aiya, some people are just _______ (fill up the blank)
Rule: no vulgarities.
Good night friends, I just got my medicine. :)
Sleep dreams to the homo sapiens.
Thank you uh Ms Lau for complimenting me today.
I didn't know I am :D
:14:27
It still hurts though, I don't want to say anything anymore.
I guessed, this is all too much.
All because I cherish(ed)and I think I was wrong.
I should not have.
This feeling is not going anywhere.
:c
I guessed, this is all too much.
All because I cherish(ed)and I think I was wrong.
I should not have.
This feeling is not going anywhere.
:c
Wednesday, November 26, 2008:20:32
I wish, we can just go on and on.
Let that day be far far away.
If I can ever choose,
I want you to be the one who will hold my hand
and then walk down the rest of our lives, together happily.
Do you know, loverboy?
I am so in love with you, everyday.
:17:51
Baby, I miss you.
This nice song here is for you :)
You will always be The One.
See you tonight Hon.
Lets hug and and fall asleep together again, just like any night. :)
And I never knew Love this way until the day I met you.
:14:35
I didn't go to the doctor yesterday, that explained why I'm still sneezing away! :( B didn't go to work yesterday, and this is good! Continue not going okay? SHIT! & I just messaged him this super long message, this is very common. He replied something, this is better than nothing. :D Both of us are sick now, lets take care of each other okay? You are at the office now, good luck for your work today. And please take care of yourself when I'm not with you.
BUT I DON'T NEED OTHERS TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, YOU CAN JUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!(When I'm not around)
!@$#!#$#@#@!~!#@#!$
*** Currently at Bus Lab with my groupmates, we were supposed to do our project! And I didn't not want to donate blood, I'm still sick!!! Level 9 @ library, I think I will ask the others along to have a look! :D {EDITED} Anyway, the girls and I wnt to check out at the library.. We could not look as it was out of bounds. And I can't donate: Firstly, I'm 45kg(I'm underweight anyway) Secondly, I'm sick. I hope to be able to do it in the future. :D
I will wait until I can't do it anymore okay?
Cos I've got the never-say-die cells inside me.
BUT I DON'T NEED OTHERS TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, YOU CAN JUST TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!(When I'm not around)
!@$#!#$#@#@!~!#@#!$
*** Currently at Bus Lab with my groupmates, we were supposed to do our project! And I didn't not want to donate blood, I'm still sick!!! Level 9 @ library, I think I will ask the others along to have a look! :D {EDITED} Anyway, the girls and I wnt to check out at the library.. We could not look as it was out of bounds. And I can't donate: Firstly, I'm 45kg(I'm underweight anyway) Secondly, I'm sick. I hope to be able to do it in the future. :D
I will wait until I can't do it anymore okay?
Cos I've got the never-say-die cells inside me.
&& I heard I just got spammed?! :X
Tuesday, November 25, 2008:15:57
:15:15
Again, I'm here to blog so abruptly. I'm always blogging, like I have nothing better to do. Seriously, I have a lot to do! I need to complete assignments, finish up projects and study for exams. They are approaching real soon..
I really need to priortise my Life.. That day(Friday) I was super elated 'cause I cleared rubbish and junk in my room and living room in my house. I even packed my wardrobe! I hope I can find sponsors for new cupboards and things for my room! :D
One month from now, it will be Christmas Day.
Are you guys looking forward to it? I am not, but for now. But give me a few days, or rather this one month first to try and make things better for myself and others.
***
Like I have told my girlfriends on Janet's birthday celebration, give me a few months it will all be over.. or rather one year or two the most, I'm as good as new. :)
I can do it, definitely. I'm really guilty and angry with myself. We were celebrating and singing happily. Then my mood changed, the weather in my world turned grey. Then it started raining, and because I'm imbecile, I caused two sweeties to cry as well. I really feel so sorry, for spoiling the moods of the babes. They were so sweet and nice, comforting and saying every possible nice things to make me feel better :D
And yes, they helped a lot. They even want to kick me out of the room 'cause I started tearing. Yes darlings, you are right. I have probably come to a decision. Thanks for being here for me, I know you all will always be here.
...
And to a girl-friend: Cheer up :D I don't want to put your name down here, but you know who you are. I always believed you are a strong girl, you know you are. Don't let this affect your health, this period is definitely hard to pass through(And I will be joining you soon, don't worry!) But we don't need them to make our lives happier(I mean, once we are used to them not being here) Like yours, he is a major part of my Life. I can't bear to let go, I'm never the one to instigate what-so-ever. But like you said, it's being meaningless and rather point-less to gon since things have reach this point. We will be strong, and happy! :D
I will always be here for you girl. Wear your smile, don't let anything bring us down.. ^^
I really need to priortise my Life.. That day(Friday) I was super elated 'cause I cleared rubbish and junk in my room and living room in my house. I even packed my wardrobe! I hope I can find sponsors for new cupboards and things for my room! :D
One month from now, it will be Christmas Day.
Are you guys looking forward to it? I am not, but for now. But give me a few days, or rather this one month first to try and make things better for myself and others.
***
Like I have told my girlfriends on Janet's birthday celebration, give me a few months it will all be over.. or rather one year or two the most, I'm as good as new. :)
I can do it, definitely. I'm really guilty and angry with myself. We were celebrating and singing happily. Then my mood changed, the weather in my world turned grey. Then it started raining, and because I'm imbecile, I caused two sweeties to cry as well. I really feel so sorry, for spoiling the moods of the babes. They were so sweet and nice, comforting and saying every possible nice things to make me feel better :D
And yes, they helped a lot. They even want to kick me out of the room 'cause I started tearing. Yes darlings, you are right. I have probably come to a decision. Thanks for being here for me, I know you all will always be here.
...
And to a girl-friend: Cheer up :D I don't want to put your name down here, but you know who you are. I always believed you are a strong girl, you know you are. Don't let this affect your health, this period is definitely hard to pass through(And I will be joining you soon, don't worry!) But we don't need them to make our lives happier(I mean, once we are used to them not being here) Like yours, he is a major part of my Life. I can't bear to let go, I'm never the one to instigate what-so-ever. But like you said, it's being meaningless and rather point-less to gon since things have reach this point. We will be strong, and happy! :D
I will always be here for you girl. Wear your smile, don't let anything bring us down.. ^^
:14:51
The first time I heard this song, I thought it was alright la. Not that nice leh!
After a few times, I think it's very NICE :DD
:14:33
Hey guys, hello! Guess why I didn't update?
...
I'm sick, since yesterday early in the morning. Been sneezing away in the tutorials, luckily PORM teacher was sick too, so there's no lecture. If not, I would have disturb everyone in lecture. :c I'm so sorry my dear classmates, who had to put up with my sneezings here and there during classes.
I miss school, didn't attend today. It's Macroeconomics tutorial and lecture.
I have just click on my Nuffnang's 2nd add. The one below, it's the movie called "Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist" In cinemas from 11th December! Is it nice, do you think?!
I feel like watching, seems quite lame from the trailer but I haven't been going to the cinemas for long. Haha Kereen and guys, should we try Princess then?! -,-
I want to watch REC(the spanish version of Quarantine! , they said this is scarier than Quarantine .. I heard it has got a stupid ending but don't tell me!) I want to watch, girlfriends date me out! :DD
***
On Sunday, it was Janet darling's birthday. Oh finally, darling turned seventeen! One year from that day, we will wait for her then all of us can go clubbing.
My stand is I would rather not go if I have to borrow IC or go for underage parties :) No offence to anyone :D
It was fun, with the babes! We went to town, Cine Leisure K-box!
First, I was the second last to arrive, met them in Hong Kong Cafe! :)
Yinign bestie wa sthe last, haha. The 8 babes are so much fun to be with, don't worry about me sweeties. I'm alright now, okay I am to a extent.
I want to check out my girls' blogs for pictures already! See you guys :D
...
I'm sick, since yesterday early in the morning. Been sneezing away in the tutorials, luckily PORM teacher was sick too, so there's no lecture. If not, I would have disturb everyone in lecture. :c I'm so sorry my dear classmates, who had to put up with my sneezings here and there during classes.
I miss school, didn't attend today. It's Macroeconomics tutorial and lecture.
I have just click on my Nuffnang's 2nd add. The one below, it's the movie called "Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist" In cinemas from 11th December! Is it nice, do you think?!
I feel like watching, seems quite lame from the trailer but I haven't been going to the cinemas for long. Haha Kereen and guys, should we try Princess then?! -,-
I want to watch REC(the spanish version of Quarantine! , they said this is scarier than Quarantine .. I heard it has got a stupid ending but don't tell me!) I want to watch, girlfriends date me out! :DD
***
On Sunday, it was Janet darling's birthday. Oh finally, darling turned seventeen! One year from that day, we will wait for her then all of us can go clubbing.
My stand is I would rather not go if I have to borrow IC or go for underage parties :) No offence to anyone :D
It was fun, with the babes! We went to town, Cine Leisure K-box!
First, I was the second last to arrive, met them in Hong Kong Cafe! :)
Yinign bestie wa sthe last, haha. The 8 babes are so much fun to be with, don't worry about me sweeties. I'm alright now, okay I am to a extent.
I want to check out my girls' blogs for pictures already! See you guys :D
Sunday, November 23, 2008:03:01
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JANET TAU, MY PRECIOUS GIRL! <3
Haha, I'm so happy 'cause she's finally seventeen(same age as us!)
My darling girl here is the baby of our group. My twin ^^ heh.
We will be all meeting together, a pity Sal darling has to visit her grandmother if not, I will be able to crap and gossip with her. Darling, lets meet up soon:D
Aww, I miss our secondary school days..
Then I will be at town with my girls later. :DD
***
I'm, so sorry.. Utterly sorry to my dear fiancee, PEI YING!
Ahh, I really did not do it on purpose!
I will attend hockey trainings..(will not oversleep until like that)
Can you imagine me sleeping for half a day that is full 12 hours?!
I haven't had that long sleep for many months!
Haha! I'm really like a pig :x
***
Anyway, I went to Holland- virgin trip there with the others. Touched up for their tattoos and putting of ang-kongs. Spent many hours there, luckily there's music + PC. If not, I would have die of boredom.
-
Super bored, let Adam use already! Byebye!
Haha, I'm so happy 'cause she's finally seventeen(same age as us!)
My darling girl here is the baby of our group. My twin ^^ heh.
We will be all meeting together, a pity Sal darling has to visit her grandmother if not, I will be able to crap and gossip with her. Darling, lets meet up soon:D
Aww, I miss our secondary school days..
Then I will be at town with my girls later. :DD
***
I'm, so sorry.. Utterly sorry to my dear fiancee, PEI YING!
Ahh, I really did not do it on purpose!
I will attend hockey trainings..(will not oversleep until like that)
Can you imagine me sleeping for half a day that is full 12 hours?!
I haven't had that long sleep for many months!
Haha! I'm really like a pig :x
***
Anyway, I went to Holland- virgin trip there with the others. Touched up for their tattoos and putting of ang-kongs. Spent many hours there, luckily there's music + PC. If not, I would have die of boredom.
-
Super bored, let Adam use already! Byebye!
Friday, November 21, 2008:20:24
You said to me:" Everything you also want to be unhappy?" You sure? I'm seriously unhappy. I think, even if I have money- I could not even buy up your time. If you want to say I'm neither understanding nor patient- think again. There's so much and so much I want to say(only for your ears) There's so many things I can't wait to do. *** I think, I'm a very good target for bullies.. It's so true! Some like to bully me(and you showed that you care, that you want to protect me and you make(made) me feel so safe..)
In fact, you're the biggest bully of them all!!!
You are too much..
Too bad for me, cos I left my heart there with you.
You are too much..
Too bad for me, cos I left my heart there with you.
:16:40
You know what?!! I felt so tempted now.. Really tempted. There's this thing I really want to do now, and that! Omg, I feel that I'm going crazy! I think! I want to go put down The List, and then I'm going to write down all the so many things I want to do and achieve. Then I will "slash" them off one by one! Ohmy, I think I sounded a bit too .. Anyway, I will feel very accomplished by then! Won't you too?! One of the things I want to really do it, which is next week- it's to donate blood in school! My virgin donation if I really manage to do that, I think it's on 25th-27th November! It's for a good cause. WELL, I KNOW- WE ALL KNOW IT WILL HURTS a little, just that little bit.(tweeny lil bit) It's for a good cause anyway. Anyone want to join me? This is the first thing I want to slash it off my LIST! :) && you see, NUFFNANG'S ADS on my blogs and everywhere- it's all about donating blood!! I thought we, people, teenagers- like to follow the "in" thing?? I'm not though, I just want to try it, and help the people who are in need. Then, haha there's so many things I want to do now.
I'm getting my ass off the chair now and return the PC to my f-noisy brother!
savelife@nuffnang.com
Support homo sapiens! :D
we are all living on Earth, breathing in air!
lets spread the love around!
***
Happy 17th birthday, my darling Eveleen.
Enjoy okay!?
I will meet you up soon <3
I'm getting my ass off the chair now and return the PC to my f-noisy brother!
savelife@nuffnang.com
Support homo sapiens! :D
we are all living on Earth, breathing in air!
lets spread the love around!
***
Happy 17th birthday, my darling Eveleen.
Enjoy okay!?
I will meet you up soon <3
Thursday, November 20, 2008:21:35
I just felt that my posts were(are) all too wordy.
Therefore, I have decided to upload some pictures! :)
I was thinking if you guys want to give me any comments,
does side fringe suits me better or bangs or even fringe-less?
Therefore, I have decided to upload some pictures! :)
I was thinking if you guys want to give me any comments,
does side fringe suits me better or bangs or even fringe-less?
Bangs.
Again.
Fringe-less.
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Side fringe.Then, I have some pictures of my lovely members of my group. They are my motivations to study so much harder, and obviously smarter! :D
None other, than Kereen, Li Ying and Pei Yun.
Plus me and Sabrina in our group :D
I love school so much! The after O's teenagers, TP is the place to be in! Hunks and babes :)
TP is the best poly for me, in the whole of Sgp :x Oops.
Loves,
Elizabethggh.
:15:07
I said: I'm doing everything because I love you Baby.
:14:02
I'm in Business Lab in school right now, with Pei Yun and Li Ying. :) We went to ITAS together with Bev just now. then again, Happy Birthday to Bear! <3>Bev, cheer up okay? We are here, as always. We were supposed to complete our Business Statistics project, however we do not have the Project scheme and worksheets with us so we could not do anything much. Poor Kereen is sick, do take care okay sweet? :) In two more hours' time, it will be Psychology tutorial, I'm so going to crap and have fun with my mates there! :) HAHA! Girls, lets bully our gang-head, An Lun! :D After tutorial, I'm going to meet Pei Pei up, yes for h-o-c-k-e-y! Yes, it simply means losing of a lot of weight, getting healthier, life's only getting more fun and a chance of knowing more friends. *TP ROCKS ! :) Anyway, this Sunday, I will be meeting up with my girlfriends, and yes Aline's mates(L,S) too.. Sally are you coming along?! It will be photos-taking + K-SINGING and girls' gossiping! Hooray, it smell so nice and attractive. So girls, see you there!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO JANET TAU, my beloved darling! :D
I miss my baby, my lover boy! Good luck, hope you will get more and more sales and earn big big bucks! I will be good and wait for you patiently at home every night :)
I'm so looking forward to our 23rd monthsary, then Fei Lun Hai's concert, then our 2nd Christmas together then our happy-two-year! XOXO!
:01:24
Okay, now I have decided to come online as I have to look for the advertisements for the Psychology project. ;D Saw it, okay Mamy Poko diaper pants- I always love the song. The baby angel guardian is adorable.. ;D So later, there will be Comm Skills tutorial early in the morning at 1100 a.m. and the next Psychology tutorial will be at 1600-1800.
After which, I will be going to Hockey with Pei Pei Fiancee! :D
Yeah, I'm going to lose weight, and get fit!
**
Anyway, I was super elated yesterday, 'cause I feel accomplished. Haha, I have been staying at home more reguarly recently, I will be a better girl I promised. I can finally quit my job at MMNA(but I will miss my lovely colleagues) and Shu Mei is the new part-timer there! Then, I think doing and discussing projects can be quite enjoyable, with my K-L-S-P-E clique* early in the morning at 1000. loves!
Then, there's this Tamil thingy-dance in school and TPRAWKS! has ended! Woohooo. cos they were too noisy, screaming here& there while we were doing work!(Last yr I was one of them :X)
Then with my Psychology mates too after RA2 lecture. haha! :)
I like Debbie a lot, she's a very good teacher however something changed. And every one can almost fall alseep in her lecture :c Sorry.. RA1 was not this "bad"..
**
Met up with Zann and Jing at Hougang for a while, cos Bestie wanted to meet but she was k-singing with her cousins.. So roamed around Hougang, saw Lionel, Justin and Leroy there.
Congrats to Leroy for getting his license though :D
***
Then, today is HAPPY 17TH BEAR BIRTHDAY! <3
Haha, enjoy yourself girl. :)
I love you a lot too.
Actually I'm drained and worn-out..
But I don't want to give up,
I believe everything will just get better,
yes with my love.
With yours, i will go on.
All because, I love you.
I know my blog is so full-of-blues,
but I guess you will never understand(truly) unless you're in my position and if you have been through what I've been in(through)..
Thanks for your concern sweeties :)
I'm just being myself, as always.
You guys can tag if you want to.
I appreciate the concern :)
You guys are cherished! <3>Yes, we are still together friends and we will stay this way.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008:17:22
My love, My Fate*-001.jpg)
I will always love you..jpg)
One day, we will walk down the aisle and say "I do"
Your Queen; My King!♥Baby, it's our 22nd monthsary today.. :)
Happy 22nd monthsary!
My love for you is still as true, as real and as strong..
**
Last night, you came back home at 0130 like that.
I did the same thing all over again, I knew doing that would piss you off.
It would remind you of so many things that are so unpleasant.
We fought, this time it's really fighting.
I know I should not have do that to you, but I feel so unhappy and pissed off.
I knew it would hurt you terribly but I just went ahead. I'm sorry boy.
I knew doing that would have send a slap right down on my cheek. Hard! But you didn't.
You controlled yourself, just like what you said.
It was supposed to be our day, but we both cried. We fought, but after that we talked.
I know, I should have listened..
We fought, your parents were worried and got woke up by the commotion. Your brother got woke up by us too, all those shoutings and noise. I'm so sorry to them, and you.
I know I have two options now.
The first, is to believe you. The second is yes, not to believe you and just let us end it off this way. But I know, in our hearts- we still have one another.
I don't know why, I just feel like dying each time we are like this..
The feeling is so torturous. Some asked me, if I were to pick the second option- they asked "Are you sure you can let go just like that? You love him so much.."
The fact is yes, Baby you knew I could not do without you. You know we can do without each other(cos before two in love got together, they are already living their own independent lives) We don't need each other. We are together because of feelings, and now we are still together because of Love.
But now, I don't know. I love you, I really do.
I know you could not have bothered like what you said(if you don't care about me, or us)
I know you talked so much, you explained without stopping-
you just didn't want us to be this way still.
We talked for hours last night, both of us went to bed at four plus and I got up at around seven am to get back home and prepare for school.
Actually it's rather inconvenient for me to really explain what really happened, I know you guys cared. But since everything is sort of being sorted out, I sincerely apologized to my Baby here. please don't pass any judgement against him(cos of my entries and what I said.)
Sorry Baby. I hope, what you said- they are true and it's really from your heart.
This could have been a post full of pictures of us, of you&me..
I will not be unreasonable to blame you for not being here to celebrate with me.
Having you with me, is sufficient.
Having myself in your heart is worth all the wait. You know I love you more than anybody else. Last night, from the things I've told you- I know you are protective of me(and you don't want me to be so naive and get bullied by people..I just want you, my family, your family, our cliques and my true friends, gfs and sisters.. Lets ignore the others.)
You're right, I will listen to you. I've been so gullible. I thought things will be better?
Anyway baby, you are busy working.. Do take care okay?
I know like what you said, you will be so busy from tomorrow onwards(because of the Laptop promotion) I will pray for you.. :)
Friends, there's this Starhub Laptop promtion thing starting from tomorrow. Do feel free to check out. Being the typical Singaporeans, I'm sure all of us love free things. If you want to change your house internet broadband or whatever, or sign up for SCV. Please feel free to contact my boyfriend, he's a responsible and good sales leader.
Baby, I've faith in you! You can achieve what you want, definitely with my support! :)
We are now together, I don't know how long we will still last but I will cherish every moment with you.. Two more months and it's our happy-two-year anniversary!**
I know we can, we do, and we will..
So, we are not going to separate. I believe (if) this is True Love between us, we will ride over the storms together, we will brave over the obstacles in front. We need not show or prove anything to others, what matters most is both of us.
I will always love you, like how I used to and like how I am doing it now.
And yes, Baby when you are home-
you have your baby here right here waiting for you(without fail, every night)
I can't wait to hug you.. I miss everything about you.
I'm really sorry, for everything.
A lot of kisses will make it up okay? ^^
Leland&Elizabeth**
Leland, you will ALWAYS BE MY BABY♥
Monday, November 17, 2008:20:29
The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
-
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
*Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
-
Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
-
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
-
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)
You are my everything
(you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring
(nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
(your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do
(when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be be my everything
**
This song is for you, my true love.
My one and only Love, Leland Aw.
I still have your messages from a few years back then, last year and until now.
One of your message you sent to me:
*Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything..
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything..
I love you.
:19:00
I think, I will come and blog regularly again, starting from recently. :) This morning I'm already awake at 0640. 'Cause I was over at his house last night. Anyway, I wasn't late at all this morning! As usual, bus88 took quite a long time to come. When I arrived at Pasir Ris interchange, I am so worried! 'Cause I can say the queue was super long, but I got up. In fact, I was the last few people to get up, and it's the first time I got onto a "new" 15 but the bus was not very "new" in the sense that it was rather dusty. I dare not hold or stand too close, people were squeezing here and there.. The bus was as packed as sardine.. but I still prefer bus27 although it's almost the same. Anyway, as I was carrying a lot of books and I was standing very close to the front rear of the bus. The kind bus driver did something which kind of touched my heart 'cos it's the type of kindness; a gesture which most of the drivers will not do nowadays. He took his glove and clean the dusty part of the bus and signalled to me to place my books there.
So you see, Singaporeans aren't hopeless after all, be it a part of a service or his kindness. Thank you Mr Driver! If only there are more caring and kind souls in Singapore and this world! ^^
**
Anyway, I wasn't late for class. :) I got to keep this up, I hate getting into classes late (although it's always because of the peak hour.) I think, I kind of got my attendance affected by going into classes more than the 15minutes grace.
Anyway, school just resumed on 20th October right? I already missed 1 Retail Accounting tutorial, 1 Psychology tutorial and 1 Comm Skills tutorial! :(
I'm very disappointed with myself, I told myself I must not be like last semester! Yet I let things like that happen again. And all these happened on two days, 13thNov and 14thNov.
Shit me! I really want to do well! I won't(I won't want to let) let our things affect us, I'm so shaken by what he's doing outside.
I'm already disappointed beyond words, speechless due to his actions.. Don't tell me it's work, work and work! You said you know me more than anyone else, since you are able to say that- boy you know what I think and what I feel. (It doesn't start with me being not understanding) You know what i can tolerate and what I can condone..
I hope I will fare alright for the Comm Skills written assignment(50 marks=15%)! I once hope for an "A" but .. Now, I just aim for a C+ and above. Li Anne and Qian Ru came in late today and I was kind of affected. Li-anne helped to print my notes, so it's with her. Nevertheless, thank you to Li-anne for printing the research for me. Thanks Shawn too(although he was supposed to be the one to do it! Now you owed me one! - for giving me a shock last night)
Tomorrow is the 18th, it's supposed to be our 22nd monthsary.. Will you make me feel different? I don't dare to hope or to dream. I don't want to ask for a miracle to happen.. but my heart is feeling so. I just don't want to get all my hopes up again(by you, or not) and get them all crush by you again. Baby, you understand me. You really do, but everything is dependent on your actions you know?
I love you,
and I love you still..
Leland&Elizabeth*
So you see, Singaporeans aren't hopeless after all, be it a part of a service or his kindness. Thank you Mr Driver! If only there are more caring and kind souls in Singapore and this world! ^^
**
Anyway, I wasn't late for class. :) I got to keep this up, I hate getting into classes late (although it's always because of the peak hour.) I think, I kind of got my attendance affected by going into classes more than the 15minutes grace.
Anyway, school just resumed on 20th October right? I already missed 1 Retail Accounting tutorial, 1 Psychology tutorial and 1 Comm Skills tutorial! :(
I'm very disappointed with myself, I told myself I must not be like last semester! Yet I let things like that happen again. And all these happened on two days, 13thNov and 14thNov.
Shit me! I really want to do well! I won't(I won't want to let) let our things affect us, I'm so shaken by what he's doing outside.
I'm already disappointed beyond words, speechless due to his actions.. Don't tell me it's work, work and work! You said you know me more than anyone else, since you are able to say that- boy you know what I think and what I feel. (It doesn't start with me being not understanding) You know what i can tolerate and what I can condone..
I hope I will fare alright for the Comm Skills written assignment(50 marks=15%)! I once hope for an "A" but .. Now, I just aim for a C+ and above. Li Anne and Qian Ru came in late today and I was kind of affected. Li-anne helped to print my notes, so it's with her. Nevertheless, thank you to Li-anne for printing the research for me. Thanks Shawn too(although he was supposed to be the one to do it! Now you owed me one! - for giving me a shock last night)
Tomorrow is the 18th, it's supposed to be our 22nd monthsary.. Will you make me feel different? I don't dare to hope or to dream. I don't want to ask for a miracle to happen.. but my heart is feeling so. I just don't want to get all my hopes up again(by you, or not) and get them all crush by you again. Baby, you understand me. You really do, but everything is dependent on your actions you know?
I love you,
and I love you still..
Leland&Elizabeth*
Sunday, November 16, 2008:19:25
Hello, and I seemed to blog a little more often today. I haven't get all the pictures yet for Baby's birthday so I can't blog about that.
I know some of you may be puzzled, about the happenings in my life and his.
So, are we like still together?
We have never break up before. We are still together.
He just messaged me, told me about not meeting sales and that he doesn't have time to eat. Poor Baby :c So sad uh, I won't pity you. You're no longer the good boyfriend I have.
You said it's because of work, I wanted to trust you.
You said things will never go beyond work.(I hope so)
I don't like this you: being two-sided.
When we are apart, you hardly send a message or call.
When we are together, you will hug and talk to me and we are together.
*I don't want to have any impression of anyone, I don't want to detest or dislike anyone too.
'Cause hating is tortuous, and I believe no one really want to wreak anyone's relationship 'cause they themselves won't want others to do that onto theirs.
I don't want to pass any judgment, baby please don't hurt me(anymore)
***
I told you, if we are married already- I feel like I'm a widow everyday.
Probably in a widow's dreams, she see her beloved.
I see you only when you are home, I can only hug when you're next to me.
And now for me, the feeling is totally different.
I used to be so elated, and nervous and high or whatever whenever 18th draws near.
It's our 22nd monthsary, but I won't ask you to take off.
I won't say I want us to go out and catch a movie alone.
I won't say to you, lets go and take neoprints like how we used to.
I won't pray for a miracle to happen that all these will take place..
Usually, I will make a card or pen a letter for B whenever he works, and whenever I miss him or before I go to sleep..
Well, he's just too busy with the year-end approaching.. even not with it.
The Christmas tree in Ngee Ann City(weeks ago) had already been up. Everywhere, it's decorated with the season-of-giving feeling. But I have a feeling it will not be a happy Christmas. It will be our second together.
And on 19thDec, we can go to our Fei Lun Hai concert. It's the first we are going to.
I still got so many things I want to do with you but you will never have the world of time fore me.. :C
I remembered, I was wrong too. I promised and gave you my word that after O's end last year- I will accompany you everyday, we can do what we lvoed to do- eat and sleep and play around. Have you forgotten all these happy moments?
A few times, you woke up early in the morning Baby- then you will cook the egg+bread for me. Still remembered you tell me you want to do a heart-shape one for me :)
You were(once) so sweet and lovely my boy. And then, you will reach my house downstairs at 0630 am just to wait for me to go down and then surprise me.
You feared telling me you're downstairs 'cos you don't want me to rush, you would rather wait longer.. But baby, if I had known- I'd rather rush and see you more of you..
I still remember not wanting to go in to school, cos I rather accompany you.
*
Next, last few days I was talking to Adam at your house. We talked a lot, had a lot in common. He miss his girl, he loves her a lot. He's very sad but he pretended be strong and happy too.
I told him, B got $10 only for his pocket money everyday- but one day, I think he made me very angry or sad- then he didn't eat or buy anything for himself.. He used the 10 bucks to buy 1 rose for me and waited for me outside my workplace.. He apologized to me, and waited for 1hr plus.. This was how sweet you are. You remembered?
.. Fetching me after school and carrying my heavy bag for me(cos all my friends know I love to carry rocks, junks and rubbish to school) and then you said "This is a form of love, this a form of care. I love you and I care so I will carry your heavy bag for you" :(
You fetching me everyday after work, sitting outside my workplace sillyingly playing the psp.. Sometimes, f4 together cos we catching a movie after my work..
Then, you sending me home without fail on bus372 last year.. I still remembered your health used to be so poor- you fell sick often. And sometimes(cruelly) I thought to myself now "Woah.. if you fall sick, that would be great!" Cos I can take care of you baby, I can stay over and look at you sleep. You will have a day off and don't work.."
How I wished..
Do you remember Baby?
Don't leave me all alone here, reminiscing.
I know some of you may be puzzled, about the happenings in my life and his.
So, are we like still together?
We have never break up before. We are still together.
He just messaged me, told me about not meeting sales and that he doesn't have time to eat. Poor Baby :c So sad uh, I won't pity you. You're no longer the good boyfriend I have.
You said it's because of work, I wanted to trust you.
You said things will never go beyond work.(I hope so)
I don't like this you: being two-sided.
When we are apart, you hardly send a message or call.
When we are together, you will hug and talk to me and we are together.
*I don't want to have any impression of anyone, I don't want to detest or dislike anyone too.
'Cause hating is tortuous, and I believe no one really want to wreak anyone's relationship 'cause they themselves won't want others to do that onto theirs.
I don't want to pass any judgment, baby please don't hurt me(anymore)
***
I told you, if we are married already- I feel like I'm a widow everyday.
Probably in a widow's dreams, she see her beloved.
I see you only when you are home, I can only hug when you're next to me.
And now for me, the feeling is totally different.
I used to be so elated, and nervous and high or whatever whenever 18th draws near.
It's our 22nd monthsary, but I won't ask you to take off.
I won't say I want us to go out and catch a movie alone.
I won't say to you, lets go and take neoprints like how we used to.
I won't pray for a miracle to happen that all these will take place..
Usually, I will make a card or pen a letter for B whenever he works, and whenever I miss him or before I go to sleep..
Well, he's just too busy with the year-end approaching.. even not with it.
The Christmas tree in Ngee Ann City(weeks ago) had already been up. Everywhere, it's decorated with the season-of-giving feeling. But I have a feeling it will not be a happy Christmas. It will be our second together.
And on 19thDec, we can go to our Fei Lun Hai concert. It's the first we are going to.
I still got so many things I want to do with you but you will never have the world of time fore me.. :C
I remembered, I was wrong too. I promised and gave you my word that after O's end last year- I will accompany you everyday, we can do what we lvoed to do- eat and sleep and play around. Have you forgotten all these happy moments?
A few times, you woke up early in the morning Baby- then you will cook the egg+bread for me. Still remembered you tell me you want to do a heart-shape one for me :)
You were(once) so sweet and lovely my boy. And then, you will reach my house downstairs at 0630 am just to wait for me to go down and then surprise me.
You feared telling me you're downstairs 'cos you don't want me to rush, you would rather wait longer.. But baby, if I had known- I'd rather rush and see you more of you..
I still remember not wanting to go in to school, cos I rather accompany you.
*
Next, last few days I was talking to Adam at your house. We talked a lot, had a lot in common. He miss his girl, he loves her a lot. He's very sad but he pretended be strong and happy too.
I told him, B got $10 only for his pocket money everyday- but one day, I think he made me very angry or sad- then he didn't eat or buy anything for himself.. He used the 10 bucks to buy 1 rose for me and waited for me outside my workplace.. He apologized to me, and waited for 1hr plus.. This was how sweet you are. You remembered?
.. Fetching me after school and carrying my heavy bag for me(cos all my friends know I love to carry rocks, junks and rubbish to school) and then you said "This is a form of love, this a form of care. I love you and I care so I will carry your heavy bag for you" :(
You fetching me everyday after work, sitting outside my workplace sillyingly playing the psp.. Sometimes, f4 together cos we catching a movie after my work..
Then, you sending me home without fail on bus372 last year.. I still remembered your health used to be so poor- you fell sick often. And sometimes(cruelly) I thought to myself now "Woah.. if you fall sick, that would be great!" Cos I can take care of you baby, I can stay over and look at you sleep. You will have a day off and don't work.."
How I wished..
Do you remember Baby?
Don't leave me all alone here, reminiscing.
:14:55
Ahh, just live on..
My favourite picture, of all-time!.jpg)
Yr 2007 <3>
I don't know if I should blog, or not?
I'm drained, I'm down with the monthly-thing.. and I've been hit with unhappy happenings.
And he gave me a gift, you guessed what?
A LOUIS VUITTON HANDBAG?!
NAH!
I'm just kidding.
He just sent me a package of heartache and headache! :C
Thanks Baby love! :)
The gift is awesome.
How I wish I can repay your kindness with my generousity..
I love you too much, ya know?
:13:37
Okay,I just want to blog some bits about these days before I embark on the torturous journey to assignments, research and work. Ah!! Communication Skills1 s test is tomorrow, and it's at 9a.m.!! 'Cause I always succeeded(and succeed) to be late for tutorials when classes start so early such as 0900am and I woke up at 0700am. The bus journey is the one that is torturing, I don't like taking bus 88. The route sucks, I love 27's route..'Cause when I take bus88, the f damn 15 is not only packed,but always taking a f long time to come! I can't be late for tomorrow! (Alright, I'm getting out of point)
He just called less than 10 minutes ago, yah yah yah.. I'm not arguing with you too, my Love(shit you!) I can't condone all these, although I know I shouldn't just judge you by all these. Can you accept it if you were me, in my position?! I highly doubt you can..
We "fight" last night, eh what's that called? I was trying so hard to loosen his grip.. Aiya.. usually he's the one who win and this time it's no different.
However boy, like what I said- I will conquer you one day so soon, and then you will have to let go no matter what. I'm stronger than what you think- I told you.
I didn't go to work today, thanks Hui Xuan for taking over for me. I paid for her cab fare down to Suntec though. :) Anyway, I think studies is the most important thing for me now. And I am not what you think I am. Seriously, you all can behave in any way you want. Reasonable VS unreasonable, scold VS nice and vent everything you want.. (I will just stay this way)
**And I'm sorry to my colleagues at Max Mara Ngee Ann, I really don't know why I behave in such a manner. I shouldn't have take up the job then. I'm sorry ladies. They are all very nice people, great people to work with. :) MISS THEM.
For those days(Fri& Sat), I was working at Suntec Convention Hall 6thLevel at The BookFest by Popular, under Storm and Impact again. The experience was totally different from Expo. And it sucks terribly. I saw many friends there, Ranson, Hui Qing and some SKSS students are working there as well. :) Then saw friends who were there shopping :D
And bloody hell, I hate myself for not attending school on13thNov(Thur) and Friday(14th Nov). I was simply too exhausted for school on 13thNov for Comm Skills so I missed attendance for Psychology tutorial and Comm skills, and RA2 attendance :c
I just want to finish everything on hand, stop working. I rather study and do homework. Money = happiness? Nono!
Aiya, I blah blah blah too much liao. I think, I will post an entry about L's birthday soon-a few more days or tomorrow? Once I get all the pictures with Sam darling, Sarah and all the guys.. It's quite enjoyable and fun though, 'cause I made many more friends from Starhub. Then I took pictures with my buddy Lionel, Clement,Marcus, Sam they all! Stayed tuned!*
Okay, this part is for you. What I have told you, I mean them. What you have told me, I hope you meant them. 'Cause enough is enough. I love you, I still do and I believe it will go on.
Alright, I miss you. Happy working baby.
He just called less than 10 minutes ago, yah yah yah.. I'm not arguing with you too, my Love(shit you!) I can't condone all these, although I know I shouldn't just judge you by all these. Can you accept it if you were me, in my position?! I highly doubt you can..
We "fight" last night, eh what's that called? I was trying so hard to loosen his grip.. Aiya.. usually he's the one who win and this time it's no different.
However boy, like what I said- I will conquer you one day so soon, and then you will have to let go no matter what. I'm stronger than what you think- I told you.
I didn't go to work today, thanks Hui Xuan for taking over for me. I paid for her cab fare down to Suntec though. :) Anyway, I think studies is the most important thing for me now. And I am not what you think I am. Seriously, you all can behave in any way you want. Reasonable VS unreasonable, scold VS nice and vent everything you want.. (I will just stay this way)
**And I'm sorry to my colleagues at Max Mara Ngee Ann, I really don't know why I behave in such a manner. I shouldn't have take up the job then. I'm sorry ladies. They are all very nice people, great people to work with. :) MISS THEM.
For those days(Fri& Sat), I was working at Suntec Convention Hall 6thLevel at The BookFest by Popular, under Storm and Impact again. The experience was totally different from Expo. And it sucks terribly. I saw many friends there, Ranson, Hui Qing and some SKSS students are working there as well. :) Then saw friends who were there shopping :D
And bloody hell, I hate myself for not attending school on13thNov(Thur) and Friday(14th Nov). I was simply too exhausted for school on 13thNov for Comm Skills so I missed attendance for Psychology tutorial and Comm skills, and RA2 attendance :c
I just want to finish everything on hand, stop working. I rather study and do homework. Money = happiness? Nono!
Aiya, I blah blah blah too much liao. I think, I will post an entry about L's birthday soon-a few more days or tomorrow? Once I get all the pictures with Sam darling, Sarah and all the guys.. It's quite enjoyable and fun though, 'cause I made many more friends from Starhub. Then I took pictures with my buddy Lionel, Clement,Marcus, Sam they all! Stayed tuned!*
Okay, this part is for you. What I have told you, I mean them. What you have told me, I hope you meant them. 'Cause enough is enough. I love you, I still do and I believe it will go on.
Alright, I miss you. Happy working baby.
:00:29
Initially, I should have posted up all the pictures and could have shown the events that have took place in sequence. That day is over. That day our deal could have been sealed. I also don't know what have took over, the date may have changed. The things remained.
I would not have mind all these things happening to me, but why you must be the guy who is doing all of these to me? You are the one whom I have ever love so much, and I cherish you so so much.. I could have give up my own life to exchange for yours.
I treat you good, I won't say "well".. You, yourself are the clearest, of how I treat you. Don't say you are guilty, don't ever say you are sorry. You know it won't help. IT NEVER WILL. DON'T FUCKING COME BREAK MY HEART TIMES AND AGAIN! When you know how much, and how clearly doing all of these things would have hurt me and break my heart!
Why must you? I would rather learn to see with my heart still, if I can ever choose. I don't want to see with my eyes, I don't want to see everything so clearly.
Yes, I'm silly I'm a fool to be deceiving myself. Because all I think about is you, I just don't wish to lose you. But what's the point? When all you do, is just to "take" and not try to "give". What you are doing now is not Love, you are just hurting me more.
Why must you hold me back times and again when I'm about to let you go? Why must you drop the tears you shed that night, and told me those words from your heart? Are you telling me they were fake, they were just "entertaining"..? Why must you show signs of changes, then give me words of assurance and make me all crazy again..?
I'm a human being too(I'm the same as you), I have always care for your feelings and respected you. But, what am I to you? Why have you become this selfish? You cared only about your feelings, you forgot I have got a heart as well.. that I will cry even when I watch a moving soap opera. Why why why?
DOES Crushing the hopes that you gave to me gave you a better egoisitc level?
That, you feel happy about me being upset? I don't need your sympathy, save it man.
I have said and I will stick firmly: Once I'm gone, I will never be back. Trust me, mark my words. I will be gone, for good. (Aren't you happy and glad?)
I have gave you enough chances, I deliberately did so much just to let you know. Since you are still so "determined", I will stick to. You can so-called be so not bothered about the things I have said or did, but I'm telling you I have seen your true colours finally!
I may love you but "Love is blind" .. One day, I will give up on you totally. And I know, that day is not too far away.
Thursday, November 13, 2008:16:02
This song is my all-time favorite.
Because there's Mike He! Haha! :)
I want him, he's super hot. I will give up anything. Jk, I'm dreaming ;x
I hope to be able to see him, in this lifetime?
If I got money, I sure fly to Taiwan and see him! :X Omg.
Monday, November 10, 2008:20:45
I thought so... ...
Anyway, thanks for the tags, my lovely friends. :)
I will and I can do it.
Enjoy this song people!
To You, My Love.*
Anyway friends, don't jump to any conclusion about my r'ship or anything yet. :)
I will say and reveal when I want to. Stay tuned!
Now, I really want to concentrate on my studies you know.
I spent far too much time and attention on some other things.
I will learn to priortise you know?
I've got a lot of things important in my life, besides him.
I know, you guys probably think my life is all about him, he's my life and I can't do without him bla bla bla..
As time goes by, things change. People too, ah change is inevitable. So there's nothing much left to be said now, take care fellow friends. :D
:20:09
I told you all those that were left to say.
You know me better than anyone else.
You understand how much you meant.
But if you persist in being like this,
it's really meaningless.
I said before, I don't need any promise or word from you if you ain't going to honor it.
Mark my words.
I can shed my tears 10000th times for you, but I may not cry for the 10001th time.
I can always love you this way, I really love you more than how much I have ever love anyone.
But I won't tolerate or condone your actions. Not anymore.
I know, I will be alright. I can go on strong.
For now-
I admit I'm not strong at all. You know every of my weaknesses.
You can treat me a fool, you can do whatever you want to.
But I will not stay this way forever.
I will learn to be stronger each day.
I'd rather you not give me any hope and then crush them all with your hands again.
Three more days baby.
Thank you.
You know me better than anyone else.
You understand how much you meant.
But if you persist in being like this,
it's really meaningless.
I said before, I don't need any promise or word from you if you ain't going to honor it.
Mark my words.
I can shed my tears 10000th times for you, but I may not cry for the 10001th time.
I can always love you this way, I really love you more than how much I have ever love anyone.
But I won't tolerate or condone your actions. Not anymore.
I know, I will be alright. I can go on strong.
For now-
I admit I'm not strong at all. You know every of my weaknesses.
You can treat me a fool, you can do whatever you want to.
But I will not stay this way forever.
I will learn to be stronger each day.
I'd rather you not give me any hope and then crush them all with your hands again.
Three more days baby.
Thank you.
Saturday, November 8, 2008:01:04
Okay. I have got something important to say!
Not only for those staying in SK, wherever in the world you may be residing at.
On this particular day on Tuesday 04thNovember, I ran into a lecher/molester/stalker at block121 area behind Rivervale Plaza! I can't and I don't know if he will be in other areas or not.
The fact is that, he actually followed me into the lift, pretended to fall(his acting is super poor and sucky!) then he wanted me to help him up you know.
He wanted to fall on me, and I'm like so frightened. I really am, but I didn't cry!
You see, I have got no more tears left(that's a joke!)
Anyway, he did kind of like "touched" me. Not those places like what you think, just my waist area. But I just want to inform all the young girls out there to be extremely careful! We really don't know what this fucker actually wants, but I've filed a police report :)
Yes, we must still be alert and look out for him. I do have the phobia of entering a lift now. But I'm sharing my experience here, as I don't want any poor girl to be his next victim. I used my wits that day to outsmart him ,but not everyone of us is so lucky you see.
I'm so sorry, I told the police I could not do a Photofit, but I can still probably identify him? (if it's not too long!) and that I'm really sorry cos I took medicine before that nasty encounter with that fucking nothing-to-do bastard..
Girls & guys, he is a fair guy(not handsome at all!), he stands at 1.7 plus m. And that, he's not those guy you wanna look. He was wearing a tee-shirt and 3/4 or proabably longer pants when I met him that day. Pls keep a lookout and call 999 if you see anyone suspicious. And and, if you realise that there's more police cares ard SK area- they are just doing their work.
People take care please!
This is something you definitely do not want to encounter with!
Not only for those staying in SK, wherever in the world you may be residing at.
On this particular day on Tuesday 04thNovember, I ran into a lecher/molester/stalker at block121 area behind Rivervale Plaza! I can't and I don't know if he will be in other areas or not.
The fact is that, he actually followed me into the lift, pretended to fall(his acting is super poor and sucky!) then he wanted me to help him up you know.
He wanted to fall on me, and I'm like so frightened. I really am, but I didn't cry!
You see, I have got no more tears left(that's a joke!)
Anyway, he did kind of like "touched" me. Not those places like what you think, just my waist area. But I just want to inform all the young girls out there to be extremely careful! We really don't know what this fucker actually wants, but I've filed a police report :)
Yes, we must still be alert and look out for him. I do have the phobia of entering a lift now. But I'm sharing my experience here, as I don't want any poor girl to be his next victim. I used my wits that day to outsmart him ,but not everyone of us is so lucky you see.
I'm so sorry, I told the police I could not do a Photofit, but I can still probably identify him? (if it's not too long!) and that I'm really sorry cos I took medicine before that nasty encounter with that fucking nothing-to-do bastard..
Girls & guys, he is a fair guy(not handsome at all!), he stands at 1.7 plus m. And that, he's not those guy you wanna look. He was wearing a tee-shirt and 3/4 or proabably longer pants when I met him that day. Pls keep a lookout and call 999 if you see anyone suspicious. And and, if you realise that there's more police cares ard SK area- they are just doing their work.
People take care please!
This is something you definitely do not want to encounter with!
Friday, November 7, 2008:23:18
Memories are there for us to reminsce about.
I can.
That is, if I tell myself I can do it, I really can.
There I go, again.
Goodbye.I think, I have had enough. Thank you for letting me see everything clearly.
You know, I want to tell you that from that moment you started doing all those things- you should know what follows after that.
(You can not care, you can just treat it as I'm babbling)
I will now erase everything you said last night.
I will forget about everything that took place.
You made me feel this way, and that things are now in this way-
you must be happy boy.(I still have to admit, you being happy = me happy)
I will get on with my Life, because I'm not alone.
I will go ahead with my stand. I will stand by it.
"I have learned to see with my eyes, and not with my heart."
Thank you still, for teaching me all these lessons.
Painful though, but I can live through them.
You see, I'm not what you think I am.
In fact, I am what I am today because of you.
& Happy Birthday to my dear Yu Xuan! <3
I'm passing you your gift tomorrow, when I meet up with your jie and Ling tomorrow.
Meanwhile, keep lil Kiefer safe and sound while he sleeps, I miss him..
You know, I want to tell you that from that moment you started doing all those things- you should know what follows after that.
(You can not care, you can just treat it as I'm babbling)
I will now erase everything you said last night.
I will forget about everything that took place.
You made me feel this way, and that things are now in this way-
you must be happy boy.(I still have to admit, you being happy = me happy)
I will get on with my Life, because I'm not alone.
I will go ahead with my stand. I will stand by it.
"I have learned to see with my eyes, and not with my heart."
Thank you still, for teaching me all these lessons.
Painful though, but I can live through them.
You see, I'm not what you think I am.
In fact, I am what I am today because of you.
& Happy Birthday to my dear Yu Xuan! <3
I'm passing you your gift tomorrow, when I meet up with your jie and Ling tomorrow.
Meanwhile, keep lil Kiefer safe and sound while he sleeps, I miss him..
