Okay, this is rather random but I just woke up randomly at least fifteen minutes ago, I feel alseep on his bed while waiting for the guy to be home. I was probably too exhausted, I just kind of like fell asleep all the way on his bed since ten plus just now. I expected him to be back but now, but he's still outside there with his colleagues at the coffeeshop at Hougang. Sometimes, I really do realise if one knows the pain of waiting? That if one never tries or experience it, actually waiting can be rather torturous. Patience is indeed a virtue.
Anyway, I forgot what I wanted to say ..
Just to say, i think some friends in school thought my bangs is rather weird when I went o school yesterday, but I may not consider changing back to my long and usual style of fringe. I love my hair, not that I don't love it. Just that when I'm with my previous fringe, I think people who have first impressions of me will be like "she smokes a lot, she must have club a lot as well." I heard from a lot of people! :(
Honestly speaking, I don't have that night life, and I never even smoke a puff before! But I have inhaled a lot, due to the environment(/s) and I have been in. Haha!
I like this fringe now as it gives me a total different feeling! More about "being good".
But my course mates and friends- some told me it'a rather weird. I had bangs when I was in secondary two and when I was young. Now, I'm back at it again. :D
Anyway, the guy is back. Apparently, he is not feeling that well. I'm kind of(actually it's not kind of) I'm worried(very) for his health. He is suffering from insomnia, he told me. I hope he won't fall sick though, it's like he hardly drinks plain water then he don't have a good and balanced diet. Please take care, I and (we) no longer have the luxury of time to be together to go for meals. In that way, I still get to see what he eats you know.
But now, when I'm sleeping, he's playing his games on the PC. When he's sleeping, I'm already studying or working. When I finish school, he will be on his way to work. When he finish work and wants to come back home, I will and should be in bed cos it's very late. :c
I know I should not expect much, I don't want to say too much. Cos I don't want uncontrollable tears at such hours. I want to stop now, I'm feeling hungry -,-
*HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO WAN LING GOH! QINGREN AH, I LOVE YOU! <3
Enjoy yourself okay, although you are not meeting us but we can have a celebration later! ;D Most importantly, enjoy with your lover. I bet he treats you real good.
I won't envy though, I can too in the future. ;P
Wednesday, October 29, 2008:02:02
