Monday, September 29, 2008:00:32
Hey there. No, I'm not missing-in-action. I'm sorry for the lack of update, it's just that I'm back to work again. Spot me at Orchard! :) Call me, say Hi!I think I would not want to update about those days I have not updated anymore. Seemed kinda boring. Main happenings: Aline joined me at Club21 :) But we are not working together.I have to stand for many hours everyday, I'm very tired. I had my virgin facial, and glad to say my face is the same again! :) You know why, I was so afraid to think if my face got disfigured and etc..As for me, I'm not rather emotional these days, will get better :)2 chalets for the month of October, more than 5 birthdays ( I can't remember the rest yet.. I know there's more to come) So yes, there goes all my money.***
I have changed, not as lazy as before for work. I gonna work even harder, I still wish I can get a job with better prospects. But the main reason I'm back because my heart is still here.However, with effect from January2009 onwards, Max Mara, Max&co, MR will all be under Hugo Boss. They will not be under Club 21 anymore.I have to wake up at seven a.m. like that later :c Stock-taking in boutique!I don't even have to wake up this early for school..Alright, good night my friends. :)And I had enough.
Sunday, September 28, 2008:22:48
Silly picture.
We had fun dining in Chomp2!
The ladies.
That birthday cake we bought. :D
Birthday girl and boy.
So cute. I love this girl very much..
He had grown a lot, taller.
And then, they ran away ..
This post wasn't supposed to be here :0 But I added them in in order not to mess everything up. But the dates I have no idea anymore :( Anyway, these are my favourites girls and boys. :)Saturday, September 20, 2008:03:45
I'm home. I am, since two plus a.m just now. Was at E-hub with my Lover, Sam and her lover. :) My virgin trip there, and B's presented to them. Haha, I saw Nina there! (I really miss this sweetie a lot, you see she's definitely very sweet, to me at least) And I can't deny, I have got this feeling, so familiar and kind of missed it.. a lot! The feeling of having someone close and loved, that is my beloved class in SKSS 4e5'07! ;C I miss all of you girls and boys!Caught Disaster movie, eh haha. Not so much to talk about, lame movie. But I loved the part where I have my loverboy beside me. you see, he's a busy guy. He has to make lots of money. And it's rather sudden 'cause we were on the way to Jalan Kayu when we suddenly got the urge to catch a movie after supper heh.So Shawn, Samantha(Sam), Baby and I had this Double date suddenly. Cool uh. I mean, I love things like this. Before the guys came to pick me at Hougang Plaza's area, I went to meet up with Zann girl, Jing, Zhen at Hougang Mall and Adel came along. Alright, I must say I cherish and love them a lot too. They are lovely pies, although yes they are not what people like to think of. I still love them, for who they are. I had a lot to eat again yesterday, like the day before. I think, I will soon be under the acceptable-weight area. :)Baby, I will be waiting. Work hard okay? Don't neglect your health. & I miss you boy.
Friday, September 19, 2008:16:51
I realised I have been very, very lazy. Oops!Tags from my sweeties have not been replied. Sorry so now, I will. :(Since 13September.T Jieying: Yes, we do missed each other a lot. Dear, lets meet up before holidays end :) And be happy alright, I want you to be smiling as always :DI love you my dear girl. Although we don't know each other for very long, but I think you're very nice and fun to be with. A caring and lovely Jieying, you're cherished& loved <3T Yining: Girl, I figured out you know how to think.You know what you want. Pace youself slowly, you need time. You see, your girlfriends wil all be here. All of us are true to you, that is what matters. You wanna gossip, I'm freee. Remember, in the past, now and in the future- my phone is 24/7 for you :) I love my Bestie for eternity.T Liping: I'm sure things will only get better, no matter what you still got your fishball jiejie here. Although we are not as close as before, I believe we still have each other in our heart. I would love to meet you always, I will try to find time meet you and help you with your studies. You're a bright girl, you can do it! ? :)Yes, I will call you out again dear!T Bear: W are going to meet on Saturday! Aren't you happy? That's tomorrow. And yes, dear I miss you and Sa a lot. When school resumes, we may not even see eac other that often. But I cherished our friendship. At least I know t's genuine and true. Lets have fun and not be upset for tomorrow! Take pictures okay and flood our blogs <3>
T Wanting: Yes, I will date you out. Next week! :) Haha, we go eat la. Lets both grow taller and bigger. HAHA! By the way dear, you wanna get back to club 21? MMNA needs people! At least, there's no shir-ho-ho there :) woohoo!
T Qingren, Wan Ling: I bet it was fun and enjoyable chilling out. Ben ben qingren. yes, next week lo alright! Butterfly park, free tickets okay? Call Aline + I got 2 more tickets. Haha. And hanks for being here, listening! haha :) Thanks for that short little post! APPRECIATED! *MUACKS! :)
T Cline: Yes, I'm sure you will excel. Ngee ann is your desired poly is it? It's very far, but it's worth if you're going to to yr dream school. Lol, but kathy's falling sick often these days. Can't smile, sleep all day. Pig her. :)
T Aline aiai: I also love you a lot, althugh you're full of rubbish. You sickening. SHOCKED uh? lol. Butterfly park dear next week! ;D lets do smth to assy again <3>
T Polly: Yes thanks dear :) I appreciate that, I will see you in school I hope after holidays? And I will update you more. Lol. Alright, maybe I will call or message you next time soon when I need a real listening ear. It may take hours! Don't regret. Loves. <3
T Elf: You better study hard dear, Sze also! We are HAPPY THREE FRIENDS! <3>
T Adeline: I'm rather sad I wasn't there with your girls. Sisters' gathering on mooncake festival ;c It's hard to come by, I promised I will be there on the next. Lets take pictures also. Thanks girl, you will be happy too. Right?
T Elaine: Yes, I've linked you up babe :) See you see you. you're very cute. ;D
T Jinmay: AIYA! I MISSED YOU a lot! Tell me where yu're working. I go find you <3>
T Sabrina: hehe. I don't know. I've got a four-day job, still considering though. :) Old workplace need people too but .. I want that one. Anyway, see you! I will be going to yr chalet <3>
T Sze: You'll be strong, as always. You are, I'm happy for you sweetie :) Cos I know you're. Haha, you can de lo. Believe and persists on. Don't give up until you have reach the finishing line :) I will try to help, i go find my old notes and books later. heh. :) LOVE YA! <3
T Esther: Linked, and see you ard. I see, girl you're better. When I used to visit your blog in the past, your entries were all so emotional and sad.. Hope you are much happier now. Love is like that, with some guys. Miss you too :) Be happy. take care!
T Zoe: Yes Sayang. Sometimes, I think of you like that too maybe because we were once so closed, I know. But sometimes, it's hard to when your actions don't speak out. All of us, we still love one another we know that. No matter how bad the conflicts some of us may have in the past, we cherished all we have. There will be times when one of us suddenly need all of us around, lets not bottle up too. Just call, don't hesitate. There were times when I feel like calling you, telling you I wanna take a bus down right down to your place, to catch up and see you but I didn't as well. You see, you've built a wall around youself. You chose to do things silently, but sometimes it will hurt us. You know we love you, like always. We will always be one another' baby. You will always be my baby. No matter how strong you seemed to be now, you're still as fragile and you need our concern and love. Take care alright? Loves <3
T Jiaxin: Replied your tag already baby. <3>
T Meng Zhen: girl, you better be carefulk ofwhat you said uh. Haha :) Arbo go piak you* haha. Love you. Yes, I go call baobei now. To meet her <3>
That's all. I have replied. I love all of you, friends :)
:16:51
"My love for you remained strong throughout, all this while."
This is just something I did. I dont have art cells inside, remember?
Peek a boo!
Ya, see see see. It's masks la.
B's house.
Happy belated 20TH monthsary to us yesterday:)And a Happy belated birthday to Salina honey :)
tiny weeny creature there and our cups <3
We did nothing much yesterday, we woke up, showered and then prepared. It's like any other day. The difference is on this 18th- I really get to be with him alone for those few hours. B sent me home in a cab to retrieved my things while he waited for me. We went to Plaza Singpura, caught "The Days" I forgot about the english name, only remembered the chinese title is "Sui Yue" so when the movie started, I realised it's this movie. I think, the movie is alright only, we could have watch a better one. There's this movie, Mirrors, but it's M18. :cWe would rather watch that.Baby and I bought the tickets, then we went to dine at Hong Kong Cafe, after which we walked around and then we went to the arcade. It's been ages, since he got a toy for me.. Hmmms, thanks a lot Baby although I don't really like Lilo&Stitch character. *Appreciated.That movie "The days" is set back in 1990s. It about ah-bengs and ah-lians, it's true that when we are all young, coming out to this society.. It's envitable that there are bad influence and "bad friends" around us. So the route which we choose to take is very important, it concerns our future. So think about yours?I have regretted mine, years ago. But maybe it's not a bad thing after all. I'm definitely not those ah-lian although yes, people around me think I am. But I'm not, let them say.I am the only one who knows the most about myself. I'm a judge of myself and my character, I won't judge you either. Who am I to? Have I know you all my life, or all your life?And quit it. I think for people who really love to talk so much, and talk a lot. I won't let those comments or bird-talks hurt me. Not anymore, at least. I have learnt that I have to be very careful in trusting and knowing friends. This is neutral. It's my thinking.***
Anyway, Bi and Be are with us for a month old yesterday. :)I'm very happy. BB and I bought treats and new things for them yesterday.Wednesday, September 17, 2008:21:20
Alright, I have been away for three days and so what shall I start off with?So ya, my brother can be a real sweetie at times.
He said "Cannot, cannot and cannot"
and yes, Beth is typing away at Blogger now :)
I love my family, how can I not love them .. They treat me genuinely.
And not to forget, the friends I have in my Life! :)
I love all of you so much.So I'm here, with pictures to make for the los of update for these days.Today well, I've met up with Sze and Elf. Not so much of gossiping, it's more of telling-and-listening. See, I've learnt it the hard way. Telling only to my true and best friends.I'm not those type of wanna-be, wanting to know more friends.Yes, it is truly sufficient now, you see my true friends caring and loving me in every way, every day. It's okay if I have a little friends only(lets say), it's not about the quantity but quality.Today, 17th September.
Elf and Yun but Yun- I take with you next time. You see, I have no time or you will see mushy words up here cos I love you girls a lot.
Poor girl, take care of yr health okay?
Love we have = not measurable
Friendship.
YESTRDAY'S.
(16thSep)
I love you so my girlfriends, love!
There, you'll always be.
Pictures were accidentally deleted :C Fishball's as well. :c
It's alright. I have kept them in my heart.
*P.S Proper update soon. Or refer to my girls' blog for more cos I'm off..
Keep the tags coming, I will certainly reply on the 18th.
Sunday, September 14, 2008:16:18
Well, I just feel that it's not the same. It's no longer like before.You see, Boy celebrated Lunar Mooncake Festival with me last year, we were playing at 316 there with Clement, GG, Tiong they all with his cousins :D My girlfriends and I always get together and celebrated this festival too. Meant for catching-up and having fun. The laughters, the fireworks..However, they had plans, with others. Some have to work, probably.I don't know. Baby did say I'm an adult, he said what for I'm still celebrating and playing around? I mean, this had nothing to do with the age, this is not just the Mooncake festival, it's about all of us getting together, sitting down playing around and mingle with the crowd.It's a joyous occassion .. Now, I don't know. He rather work, I mean yes- he said he's all about money.I still wish everyone a Happy Lunar Mooncake Festival. The moon will be so beautiful, it always is. Just that it will be the most beautiful for today..I will update more when I'm back, with pictures obviously.. :)And then,I want to say I love Liping(Fishball- the chubby cutie) and Yining Bestie a lot! <3The times with true friends are truly cherished and precious.
Saturday, September 13, 2008:15:55
I need my girls with me. I seriously need them.You see, I am so pathetic now..I wanted to meet up with some of the girls but they were all busy or had things on etc. I can't blame them 'cause it was too sudden too. I mean, my decision about meeting up.Anyway, I'm not those type of people you know, they say for the sake of missing somebody.When I said "I missed you", my dear friends whom received these tags, comments or messages- I really do. So trust me, I'm sorry I know for all this while I've neglected a lot of you. Yes, I see myself as one of those people who favoured Love over Friendship. At least, I was .. Maybe, I'm trying to open my eyes wide now, really wide now. So I can see who are the true friends, not those fair-weather ones or .. I would rather not say.I'm going to get back all that I have lost now. At least, I'm trying my best.I remembered vaguely about a post, I said that I chose to embargo my darlings away from me. I wasn't really there when they needed me.I was only there to talk to them over the phone or reply their messages.Maybe it's true, what goes around comes around.Some people(like me), they probably forgot that in this world, this living Earth there are such things like Karma and Retribution.Now, I'm being cast aside, as always.Anyway, Leland is over at Malaysia with his colleagues and boss now.He told me that the boss is giving them a treat(seafood) for the good sales.He said ... Okay, I'm like bored here, very.Somebody, date me out!Only friends.* Curiosity.What is the meaning of a "friend"?http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/friendI have read.It goes down to ..A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. &A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
A person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
A person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? Then, please enlighten me about what is a "True Friend"?No results.Links to those making-friends site.
:04:11
What is left to say? Can someone tell me and help me?
Give me a helping hand will you?
'Cause I have fallen too deep down.
You're supposed to be The One who's lending me your shoulders, wiping off the tears on my cheeks whenever I tear-ed, be my Listening ear and give me the words of advice and comfort me? Boy I would give up everything, just for you. But would you do this, for me?
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I guessed, friends you are all sick of me typing away so emotionally everytime you come to this site. Or yes, if you guys know I also have a LJ account :)
Initially, it was for commenting on my friends' LJ then I started blogging a bit there as well.
But I guessed, I'm going back to those you know cute, pretty pinky diaries.. or even those cheap lines-notebooks. You see, they are so convenient, and you can decorate the entries the way you want. Moreover, nobody can have access to my dairy except for me.
I can simply write everything, my feelings, my opinions and those happenings down there so openly. Blogging online is just a hobby of mine.
Who really rants about everything or anything so honestly on his or her blog?
**
P.S I'm so waiting for Long John Silver and Subway to start operating in Compass Point. There will be more choices for food! Hooray, see there's already Mac, KFC, Aijisen , Pizzahut, Sakae Sushi and any more..
Fyi, I'm just trying to gain back some amount of fats in some places *yes, you got it right.
Girls, we should not go on diet, at least I wasn't trying to (unintentionally)..
I was just trying to grow taller?
I skipped for approximately two hours, with breaks in between then I .. slimmed down.
I mean, wrong places :(
Can't help it. Plus, falling sick really made me lose weight. Once, I lost 3kg. Imagine that?
But, don't try losing weight or you will live to regret.
But you can try the ways above if you want to lose weight.
I was actually underweight for these years.
Let me calculate if I am still..
I'm still underweight, don't look like it hor? I know I know.
But I regret not eating a lot, if not I will be a bimbo like my sister. Oops.
Check yours now? Btw, BMI stands for Body Mass Index if you don't know.
I think, the best is to live and eat healthy. I will do that, yes in my next life if I have..
The thing I actually detest the most about my body is my thighs, they are fat and big..
Friday, September 12, 2008:22:52
Plagued by illness still, but so what?
The pain in my heart is still there. It won't go away.
After having medicine, we recover from the illnesses.
But affairs of the heart- they won't go away.
Some wounds leave scars, they will be there forever.
Etched in the mind forever.
Do what you want, do what you like.
Maybe I'm really tired. Really, and I feel like giving up.
Love is pulling me down everyday, after your change.
Friendship? What is this? I don't know, at least not anymore.
Who am I to judge you?
Thursday, September 11, 2008:00:09
This song describes what I feel totally." 有一种想见不敢见的伤痛 有一种爱还埋藏在我心中 我只能把你放在我的心中这一种想见不能见的伤痛 让我对你的思念越来越浓 我却只能把你 把你放在我心中 "*Anyway, I received the SMS from school already. Have you guys got your results as well?You can check TP's website for it. Good luck friends! ;DI passed all my papers, and yes it simply means no supplementary which also means I don't have to return to school for at least six more weeks.Ok, I admit I missed school, I missed the beautiful compound, I miss the cheap food.Bear and Sa must have missed Design School's western food like me..I miss seeing all the ladies who doll up prettily for school, not forgetting their branded bags. *Gags.I'm going for jobs interviews tomorrow! Wish me luck, with my two girls.Today: Tampines with the two sweeties :DWake up on time hor! You better be!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008:02:57
That number once stand a significant position in my heart,I dismissed it away.
Now,it's all coming back again.
I don't like it now, I'm having a terrible flu.
Okay, let a fever come now and take over everything.
I don't want to reminded of you,or any thing else.
*****
You should have know, and for what I said I mean them.
I promised, and I can do it. Definitely.
I don't want to be you, I want to be one of my words.P.S I love this song! Super nice ;D
:01:01
Finally, I'm back at home. Took the last bus home as usual, I had packed my things and now, they are home with me. Spent two days overnight at L's house again, they had mahjong sessions again. They are the usual, B's dad, Marcus, L and his brother. Sometimes, Jashawn will be there as well. I hope B will take care of his health though, sleeping only in the late morning like five a.m.plus or six a.m. plus everyday. Then his daily rountine will be waking up at three or four plus in the noon and then prepare to get to work. He will then reach home at ten or eleven plus at night basically.
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Yesterday(09September)- hours ago.
It will be a historical day for me again, I will never forget this day.
Anyway, went to town with L, Leroy and Marcus, met Clement and his friends. Pool session at Cine Leisure, Hong Kong Cafe next. Walked around somemore, then trained back to SK. Met up with Lionel, chilled at Starbucks.
In the morning before we slept, it was around five-thirty a.m.
After the guys finished their mahjong session..
Marcus and Jashawn left.
Leroy went to bed.
Then ..
Baby brought both of us to the 7-11 near his place.
:)
This time, it was different.
'Cause it was just the both of us only.
He held my hand when we were walking down the stairs.
At one plus, I told him I was famished.
This explained the trip..
He asked me what I wanted, he paid then I followed behind him again.
He went to sit down at one of the void deck nearby,
I hurried to catch up with him.
Finished then we went back to his house. :)
Played with hamsters, we went to bed after that.
It's no longer that familiar, not anymore.
Sunday, September 7, 2008:20:21
Beware beware! Aplenty of pictures post :)
Showered, make-up..
..
There I go again.
:X
On the bus to Bukit Panjang.
It was a tiring day.
I slept for barely two hours?
Cute bedsheet.
The couple bed, the room is nice, black and pink..Guessed the birde love pink then. It's a good contrast.
I've said, I can never stop until the batt runs out -,-
Kathy and Keefe: 2K
Elizabeth& Keefe: E&k
I love Mommy, haven't take pictures with her alone before. 17years?Actually I love my mom a lot, after all she give birth to me.
If she had not give birth to me, how could I know Boy?
And thank you Auntie for giving birth to this wonderful gift, the boy I have ever loved and cherished so much.. ♥
And he is none other than Leland♥♥
Mei and Mom.
Sisters.
Just posing for the camera :D
This is our favorite boy, my cousin.
Do we look alike?
After all, we have the same blood flowing.
I want something like a bar in my house next time too. A magnificent one :)
Kathy.
Yours truly, me.
I'm heading off to bed :) W/o removing make-up.
Cabbed back home with Marcus and Clement in the morning after leaving LELAND'S house. Haha, Baby's pc was infected with virus! Oops :x Okay, sorry!Then I slept at five plus, got woke up by Mom at seven plus.Mom's cousin getting married, we are going for the tea ceremony and buffet. Not the usual banquet.I was drained out ...Okay, out with Mom, Kathy.Bukit Panjang was the place we went,I preferred SK :)Don't have to travel so far, then again it's not often so it was still alright :DAnyway, I wished the couple everlasting bliss and have many children soon :)***************When will it be when I wear on that beautiful gown?
And then hold ahem* hands down the aisle.
And then, bear children..
Cook for him everyday then I can wait for him to be back from work.
I will then be a young mommy..
I hope it's just in a few years time.
Youth is precious, time is too :)Lastly, I missed you a lot♥♥ 
