Sunday, August 31, 2008:22:15
Picture of the day:Our guys. Figuring out the chinese words. oh well, brush up guys!I know that's why I'm here.
You know you know, I went iceskating at Kallang on Friday with Love, Marcus and Shi Hui and Jashawn and Sam :) Triple dates!
I kept falling and I was the Falling Queen for the day! However, I managed to skate.
Wewent down to Suntec after that, 4bia!
haha, it's terrifying!
Horrifying rating:3/5!
CATCH IT!
I'm happy! I'm usually sad if you know?
I'm dying, rather soon. I gave up on my exam papers.
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There's only one thing on my mind that I will never give up on,
I would give up everything in this world but not you.
Thursday, August 28, 2008:22:31
It's just a little bit on your part that I want you to put in.Can't you just be more like the past you?Changes- I had enough of that.I still choose not to believe in that or anything but you.He said that I cried too easily nowadays, and I know it's true.
I'm very emotional- that's very true.
Why don't you try putting yourself in my position then?Will you not cry? I doubt so.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008:13:05
Emotionally-disturbed! (I don't want to disclose this :X)
Physically-disturbed!
(you see,I'm having a flu now and headache)
I guessed I'm falling sick soon..
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And now the conclusion is I'm very disturbed!
So don't infuriate me further ok?
depressed. disappointed. jealous. discouraged. dejected. disheartened. gloomy. dispirited. deprived. hurt. sorrowful. pain. distressed. disturbed. downhearted. melancholy. blue. despondent.
Monday, August 25, 2008:13:57
I guessed Retail Accounting1 paper for this morning was alright. I hope to get a B+ though, I got a B for Mid-semester but my grade was pulled down due to the group project which we got a C. So I hope that the paper, which consist of the weightage which is 50% can increase my marks. :)
Good luck to me.
I'm still waiting for Baby to be up and awake, so I can go over and play with my babies. I haven't see them for 146430985394753856seconds?
Had brunch with Bev and her boyfriend at Design School's canteen again, I'm such a light bulb.Alright :D Baby, wake up wake up please!
Anyway, I have decided that I will not be complacent. I wanna get back my A for P.O.M! I can do it, and a B for Marketing Fundamentals?
I swear I will get a better grade for Macroeconomics next semester than Microeconomics!
P.S: Happy anniversary to Sabrina and her boyfriend.Sweetie, how about photocopying the M.F notes for me and then pass me on Wed?
Sunday, August 24, 2008:21:34
Very random picture; taken by KOH PEI PEI(weeks ago, i swear dear! you remember uh)
Some know what and why.
I will prolly say, stay tuned. ;D
23rd August; w/ Pei, Ling, Ting, Joel studying @ RP's Mac.
23rd August- EYE BAGS! thanks love.
24th- thanks again.
Bibi and Bebe sleeping ;D
So adorable!
Look look!
He got woke up by Mummy, me! ;D
I love them so much..
Friends friends, if you want the babies of my babies, do tell me.
Refer to the post below, if you wanna know more about this breed of mine. :)
I shall upload some pictures, it's getting pretty bored here.
My life is better now, I mingled more with my friends nowadays.
Actually I'm not really anti-social, if you miss me?
Message me, or call me. If not, visit me? :D
I would love to go out and crap since holidays are so near, and since Love's mind is all about S11. It's very true! But I won't ditch him, after all I get to spend some of the S11 *Smirks.
:21:02
Hello friends! :)
I think a little entry will suffice for today. 'Cause I still have to study for R.A paper tomorrow, and I still have a lot more to go! Jiayou jiayou! ;D
Friends who are studying hard for their Prelims now{N's or O's this year},
WORK HARD OKAY? :) JIAYOU!
Friends who are in TP who are still having exams like I am or who are my coursemates! Everyone, lets work harder, putting in more effort each! :) After all, we reap what we sow. Don't you agree?
The choices are ours, whether we like the outcomes or not.
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Hamsters.
;D By the way, I forgot to say right? My bibi is pregnant{Baby's} not mine, but also my precious hamsters.
Who wants? Tag me if you want the hamster okay? And my breed is actually Roborovskii Hamster!
You know you know?
My hamster is actually the smallest out of the hamster family, they will only grow to the maximum of 5cm ;D They are sandy brown on their head and back and pure white underneath, and they also have endearing white "eyebrows" and whiskers.
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Roborovskii hamsters are gentle and naturally docile but extremely fast!
They rarely if ever bite but do wiggle - and if they escape they are difficult to catch, although repeated, gentle handling will calm them down somewhat. They make ideal pets for those who basically want a pet that is active and interesting to watch.
My hamsters are lovely. I think, Bibi is giving birth pretty soon.
At first, I though of selling but after much consideration, I decided not.
I will give them only to people who are really keen and not wanting them just for fun or out of a moment's folly.
They are really cute okay? Pets are not something for you to play with only, they have feelings like Man. So, cherish your pet. Love them :)
I always love to feed them, peel the sunflower seeds for them, feeding them water. I really love them a lot, Love will carry them cause Bebe bite. Actually these are my nicknames for them, ask me if you want to know the real names? :/ Lol. Actually the hamsters' name are given by Love, but I won't reveal. Amusing names :D
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Ahem. Last night- it was not that pleasant again. I shan't say much although it's my blog here. Although I would love to share what happened ..
Anyway, I just don't want to be disturbed and get bothered by this very person. The very thought of you irks me too, I got so disgusted by your little talks and comments also. You see, I swear that this whole of my Life, I will always be a batter person than you are. I will never do the things you do, I see myself worth more to be human-being than you are{Comsuming all the natural resources}. I told myself to forget about the terrible things you did, and there- you started your shit again. What a person, you are a shame. I don't think you feel it, I feel that you are. Friends, I'm not trying to be mean here. I don't usually say about people like this too(that is if you really know me, you will understand me) This person I'm mentioning about is someone I would not call a friend. And please- don't try to act as if you know everything when you know nothing. You are nothing. I guessed maybe you are abnormal or everything about you is just so ... I don't know what term I can find to describe you, shame on you. Fancy being this old, you are completely acting like a child? Opps, children are very innocent human-beings, they are just very active and interesting. Oh god bless, that there will be lesser of this human breed like you. You're far from a child, animals? I guessed they are just too adorable to describe you.
I would love to see not a piece of you anymore. But too bad.
** Don't ask me who, then again maybe I will say.
Or you know, I know.
Saturday, August 23, 2008:21:48
I guessed I'm still used to blogging at Blogger's. :DCheers* It does not mean LiveJournal is bad, just that I'm a noob. :xAlright, Retail Accounting paper is on this coming Monday, followed by Principles of Management on Wednesday and then, last paper is Marketing Fundamentals on Friday and then, it's holidays! ;DFriends, are all of you elated too?Heh, I am I am! Seven weeks of Holidays and yes, all my mind is about S11. Zzz. ;)******Okay, last night- that is today- he and I quarreled again.
Yes, although in a relationship, quarrels are inevitable. Some said, quarrels make them understand one another more. That's true, however too much of the quarrels strain the relationship as well. Two in love may not be so in love that much, not anymore since there will be quarrels often. Quarrels and small tiffs do "spice" up a relationship however, you should learn when to stop. ;D Relationships come easily and go off easily- that is, if you truly do cherish your other half- will you ever let him or her that easily?(not physically)
Luckily I have my make-up on, I swear my eye bags are very heavy(after crying for so long and crying so terribly again) but the monthly thing may visit suddenly and so, my complexion might suffer.
Anyway, back to our quarrel- it's like yes, in this nineteen months plus old relaionship(it's our longest and counting on for both of us) we do cherish each other and we still love each other. And, we have never break up before. I still remembered- when we first got together, we were like chatting on messages I think, I said(I forgot if he agreed as well) if we really break up one day, let us not get back together then.
Myabe some will understand, some will not.
But to me, getting into a relationship is never a game. I will never get together with somebody just to toy him.
I will never get together with this guy just to spite this girl or that. After all, all of us Man, even animals we have all got feelings. Think, will you like it if somebody does that to you? It's empathy.
I will not get together with a guy even when I ike him, I want myself to be sure that it's not a moment of folly thing and I never wqant a fling. Guessed I'm just too used to those break-ups and patchings in my past relationships- I'm definitely so sick of them.
And I think, it's very childish. I was still young then, now I do know how to think.
If one is able to say "break-up" to you so easily, who do you bother to care still? Just let him or her go.
You can see the genuine side of him or her about the relationship if that term(break-up) just hangs around his or her mouth that easily.
Anyway, this ridiculous thing almost caused us to have a break-up and neither of us bring it up.
Sometimes, I just get so sick of Life. {It's not only about Love}
It's like when you can't find a listening ear(someone who you can really trust, who has the time, who understands)
And that is enough. It's really sick.
I'm just trying to get rid of the emo-child in me. Haha, farewell.
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When I'm not crying, it does not mean I'm not in pain.
Friday, August 22, 2008:13:49
Presenting to you all, my babies :)
They run very fast(this breed) bring them go marathon sure be champions ;D
My lovely babies ;P
I'm back to updating my blog. I realised I have not update for some days. Missed it, my personal site ;D
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Anyway, does anyone knows how to bath my hamsters 'cause my babies just won't bath no matter what L and I do. Last few days, we went down to the pet shop to get the bathing container for my babies. But it was useless, initially they went in for fun, came out again. We put them into those tall and big bottles to bath, they won't either. But they are itching 'cos I always see them licking themselves :c BB said his previous hamster won't. Meant it by, they will bath themselves by tossing around here and there(oh my, isn't that a very cute sight- if my hamsters do that?)
I feel so useless- I'm unable to do anything to get rid of their itchiness. Poor babies, anyway I missed them a lot!
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19thAugust- Went over to Marcus's place near my house to get the SCV box from his grandmother before cabbing down to L's place then went to Anchorvale CC again with them, Leroy, Marucs, BB and I. As usual, I'm the one attending to everything. Saw friends there again, I realised a lot of juniors from my secondary school love to go there and swim after school. They saw their friends there too, everytime I go- it seems like I will always bump into somebody. :)
After the swim, Kathy& her boyfriends and bf's bro came over and play with my babies. After having dinner, we went down to Tampines. Then five of us(L,M,J,L&I) went to dine at Swensens. BB, I will have the Earthquake next time! :) Cause that day, I had the spaghetti and was bloated. Stayed over at Love's place, and they had their mahjong session till the wee hours..
20thAugust- Lionel came over to meet L and I, then we went to lunch at Aijisen at Compass Point. After that we headed down to the pet shop to get things for my babies. Baby went working, we went back then. At night, Jashawn, Marcus and BB came back together and with Leroy, they started their mahjong session again.. I stayed over there again, ended up I studied very little for Microeconomics and I have not started for the other subjects. But I don't want take Supplementary Paper(hope I pass,zzz!)
21th August- BB having off day again, I went back home to shower and got my things- after that met L, Leroy and Marcus at Compass Point. We took the train down to town. Went Tangs, BB and Marcus got the same shoes(one black, one brown and they exchanged like you know, those sandals? zzz) Fortunately for them, they wear the same size After that, we went to Cine Leisure. Had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe, saw Janet's friend first. And I thought she would not remember my face(not surprising(cos there is not introduction) then I messaged Janet :)
Turned out she's coming over as well, thanks Janet and Josephine for accompanying me last night while the three guys were pool-ing :)
Now I'm back home, typing this lengthy post away.
Microeconomics was alright, I hope I can pass..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008:14:17
I'm going over to BB's house now, gonna shower first. Shall bring lecture notes and study materials over :) I need to pull my socks up alot! JIAYOU*And we are going over to Anchorvale CC first, they want to go swimming again.BB's getting tanner, good I like tanned guys.Baby's fierce side also very charming ;P So man- zzz.ENOUGH! I miss my babies, I'm comtemplating if I should take them out?I'm going shopping at the Pet Shop at Compass Point later, hopefully.Okay, take care friends :D
Monday, August 18, 2008:23:05
Hello hello, I'm at BB's house now. Pretty bored, you know you know?
I have got two hamsters today, they are actually mine and BB's ;D
Actually I don't really want any more pets 'cause I'm afraid I will be like the past.
I still got my two tortoises at home, but I don't talk or play with them like how I used to already :( Still remembered when Kathy(my real sister) and I were younger, we used to keep pets- little tortoises. We loved to watch them crawl when we took them out of the water. They were very cute, some of them died. We only have two left. When my tortoise died, I cried a lot. I even buried the dead bodies at the car park area near my house.
I just dislike the pain, nobody loves it. The pain of losing someone, we loved.
It may be a pet, or a person. The pain of parting, when we know that they will never come back to us, no matter what. The pain that we have to go through to get used, I'm not talking just about Love here. Anyway, I love my guy a lot now, I don't want to think of the past. They bring back the bitter and heart-wrenching memories, well I regretted a lot of things. Okay, I'm going off track.
I think, in the end everything still comes to an end- whether it's bitter or sweet.
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Enough about these: let these points reveal the happenings today.
- Woke up at 0755a.m., he woke up at 0825 like that.
- Met up with B, Jashawn & Marcus (installation).
- Bored, camwhored in car while Jand L went up. Marcus sleeping away zzz.
- Bedok, Bugis area, Golden Mile, their office.
- Rained, both of us cabbed down to VivoCity.
- Met Auntie, chatted.
- Meet Dave, my rating: 1.5/5. My opinion: Not worth watching.
- Pet Safari; spent hundred over bucks- 2hamsters
- Trained back to SK, cabbed home
- Slacked, Jashawn& Marcus came over
- Mac delivery for his famiy& I
- Bused home alone
- I think, I injured my leg :(
*No pictures, of him&i. But all of myself. Upload them later then. {I'm going to shower}
Off to BB's house.
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I just wanna say:
HAPPY 19TH MONTHSARY TO LELAND&ELIZABETH! :)
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not forgetting my sweetheart ALINE!
Love, happy 17th birthday.
We may not be able to make it today, but we will definitely make it up to you.
Good luck for your exams. xoxo! <3
And I will always be here for you.
I love you Aline.
This is for Life, it's for eternity.
Sunday, August 17, 2008:18:10
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day.
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
:17:54
Hello, I have just reached home from Compass Point. Going to meet Sabrina at Hougang soon to pass her Microeconomics lecture notes. :) Met my beloved Wan Ling at Compass Point just now, had lunch with her at third level Sakura. I remembered I only dined at there once with my family(Dad's not there at that time) I enjoyed the time although it was just a short lunch break.*
Anyway, I'm currently looking for jobs which offer good incentives and a good pay as well. Any offers friends? I do have a few offers now, but I would rather pick the best out of all.I have changed my blog song, I fell in love with it immediately- it's my first time listening to it. I know it's an old song. But it does no matter as long as it's nice you know?One more day..To our very 19th month& Aline's 17th birthday :)
Saturday, August 16, 2008:17:59
Any comments?
It's shorter and thinner :)
I don't mind so much shorter as long as it's nice.
I'm going to highlight soo. What color?
This is actually the first time I don't really complain after I had a perm?
I think it makes me feel different.
Nice? (w/o the face I mean?)
I just had dinner after I had an hour plus of nap. Have you guys ever tried having three times of Tom Yam in a week? Sorry it's four, including the Tom Yam cup noodles I had in school in the morning? -,-
My complexion surely suffered. :(
I don't edit my pictures, so you guys can see.
I'm here with more pictures, of my hair.
No negative comments so far :) Thanks friends for the comments.
I'm really tired, with you behaving in this manner.
I swear, I have never stop loving you or stop caring.
The way you are, it makes me feel so fuuny.
:14:17
My new hairstyle.
You know, i gonna have a change of hairstyle again in a few months time :)
This is my hair, after Aunty cut it for me,
it's so much thinner now and
shorter.
At home.
See see, back view. It's really a lot shorter. It's my hair after all- I know it better than anyone.
It's alright, I think.
I'm homeeee! :) Seemed like it's going to rain pretty soon, I heard that. Did you?
CSA paper in the morning was alright, I think I still can manage a pass?
I'm in need of some sleeping time. I will go to bed after this, I think.
Lunched with Pei Ying and co. after the test at the coffeeshop opposite school.
And yes, it's study week next week! No school but I got to study real hard.
I don't know if I will, probably?
OK, so it's raining now.
Baby, you are still asleep, I think.
It seemed like ages since I last seen you.
Two more days you know, lovelove*
Where are we going this Monday?
...
Really, only two of us?
I will be very elated!
You know?
Friday, August 15, 2008:22:44
Hello hello. :) I'm here just to update, a short little post will do for the day. :)
Cause there's an examination tomorrow.
*And I still have a lot to study. .
No pictures for today :D Come again, I promised and I will probably upload.
Okay, I'm quite happy. 'Cause I saw some friends I have not see for long today, at CP.
Anyway, 77th Street has started its operations again today. :)
There's going to be Subway too at the basement of CP(Bestie told me) Sabrina, come to SK- I will eat with you ;D Lol.
I had a change of hairstyle today, I had my hair done at Woodlands- 888Plaza.
Bestie and her cousin reborned their hair :)
My class and coursemates will be able to see my hairstyle tomorrow.
It's much shorter now, and I think I look more mature? :)
Comments? :P
Anyway, I'm off. I have to get back to CSA. Been out for the whole day.
And I'm not meeting Baby tonight.
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P.S: SORRY to Eveleen& Sze Yun for yesterday. Shall get back to you guys soon.
And I will reply tags tomorrow. :)
P.PS: Dear classmates like Benjy and Keeren who are not feeling well, do take care of yourselves. :)
Drink more water, get more sleep.
Grades may matter, but your health is too :)
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So baby, this is for you. :)
I will still miss you with every breathing moment.
Good night, don't go to bed too late alright?
One match of dota will suffice okay?
And you still have to work tomorrow.
I love you.
Kiss kiss Baobao! :)
Thursday, August 14, 2008:13:27
My favorite toy. EEYORE-kia! :D
Right Baby?
Me, i can't help.lol.
This is Jie Ying :)
Will you not love him?
See see, we got him with us!
They are loved! :DHello friends! I'm at Yu Ting's house now, Kiefer is not here and I miss him a lot! You know, the sweetie is growing cuter each day, really and I have his pictures! :) I'm going to post them, and pictures of my babes and I :D
In the morning, I met up with sweetie, Jie Ying and she got breakfast for us. :) We got to school together for POM lecture, ok there's this stupid traffic jam way before the Punggol Expressway. Then, after lecture- had lunch at the coffeeshop's outside school with Ying, Douglas, Jonan, Nicole, Ming Hui and Jie jie :D
&I swear I'm definitely going to be a young and fashionable mom. Pretty too! :P
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Yesterday, 13thAugust- Kiefer is exactly two months old. I'm so happy to see him. Went back to Ting's place after school with Jie Ying and Ting. Screams* He's adorable, web-cam with my girls and Kiefer. At night, had Tom Yam soup + rice at Rivervale's Mac with Xue Ling and Ting :) Went back home, in the end I went over and met B 'cause he requested.
In the afternoon, after Marketing Fundamentals Tutorial- I hanged out with the babes in my class- Ah may, Anabel, Qian& Li-anne :D Went to Tampines Mall, been ages since I'm there. At three plus, we went back to school for Retail Accounting Lecture. :D
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Baby, I would want to trust everything you said last night.
I believe you can do it.
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12thAugust-What did I do? Yeah, I had lots of fun gossiping and laughing with Sze Yun and Eveleen. Went over to Sze yun's house after I went back home to get my notes after I returned from B's house. Studied and chatted. Lol.
They are loved! <3
*I took so many pictures of lil Kiefer, must thanks Ting here for letting us play and carry him. :) And going to her house.
If one day Xiao Kiefer goes missing, you all know who took him .. Lol.
I'm wanna-be no.1 not bimbo Pei! :D
Picture of the day:Our guys. Figuring out the chinese words. oh well, brush up guys!
