I'm a ben dan, stupid is the word for me.
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Anyway, I forgot to post about the part where my beloved Aline who is there for me,
to listen, to advise, to comment.
My sweetie, thanks :)
She was there, for one hour plus on a Sunday.
Our phone chat.
Actually,
I know some of them who are my true friends-
they are always there, 24/7.
They never take a break, they are there 365 days a year.
It's just that I chose to overlook.
I chose to neglect them, they got embargo from me.
It were the effects of my actions- causes.
I cast them aside,
but they are actually the ones who will never leave me.
(I f I were to beg them, if I were to chase and kick them away with the broom)
They will still stay,
NO!
They will lend me a shoulder to cry on,
give me a box of tissues to wipe my tears.
I'm sorry, to those who cared.
Who thinks that I matter to them,
Who appreciate the things I do,
Who acknowledge them.
Who actually know I existed.
Thanks lovely, you know who you are.
I will ring you up, I will text you.
If you received them, if your chat logs contain me-
you guys know, I have you all in my heart.♥
And Leland drew these, when we were IM-ing.
And now, he's back again.
