Happy 18th Birthday to Yu Ting! :)
Felt apologetic not going to your birthday party on 28th, really.
Dear, really sorry. Hope you guys really enjoyed yourselves. :D
See you in school later if you are coming, heh.
I missed Joanna, Adeline, and everyone else.
Especially Keifer! *Love him the most!
Go your house and see him, I wanna carry him next time!
Thank you all my good friends, darlings and sweeties who cared enough for me and asked about how am I and etc. :) However, things for me in my life are so not going well. The journey of Love is never sailing smoothly, I understand that. There's also more to Life than just Love, I know.
I will still try and learn to be strong one day, one day I will find my smile, it will be near- that day. :D
I will, trust me. It's just a matter of time. And for my sweeties out there who are also troubled and devastated like me, do cheer up as well. :) Be it family affairs, or Love. That four-letter word.
The feeling isn't good at all, when you just could not stop deluding yourself and crying your eyes out, I wish I could get better. A pity that some people(?) on this Earth- they are normal human beings like you and I. They breathe, they eat and they shit however some of them are deprived of feelings already, and that is why they are emotion-less. They cannot sense anything, maybe they sense your feelings, your pain but they simply choose to ignore everything.
Nono, don't be guilty, Not you. Or don't pretend to be guilty. Haha. Joke uh. :P
