♥ >ELIZABETH-GGH

Monday, June 30, 2008:18:49

Happy 18th Birthday to Yu Ting! :)

Felt apologetic not going to your birthday party on 28th, really.

Dear, really sorry. Hope you guys really enjoyed yourselves. :D

See you in school later if you are coming, heh.

I missed Joanna, Adeline, and everyone else.

Especially Keifer! *Love him the most!

Go your house and see him, I wanna carry him next time!

Thank you all my good friends, darlings and sweeties who cared enough for me and asked about how am I and etc. :) However, things for me in my life are so not going well. The journey of Love is never sailing smoothly, I understand that. There's also more to Life than just Love, I know.
I will still try and learn to be strong one day, one day I will find my smile, it will be near- that day. :D
I will, trust me. It's just a matter of time. And for my sweeties out there who are also troubled and devastated like me, do cheer up as well. :) Be it family affairs, or Love. That four-letter word.
The feeling isn't good at all, when you just could not stop deluding yourself and crying your eyes out, I wish I could get better. A pity that some people(?) on this Earth- they are normal human beings like you and I. They breathe, they eat and they shit however some of them are deprived of feelings already, and that is why they are emotion-less. They cannot sense anything, maybe they sense your feelings, your pain but they simply choose to ignore everything.

Nono, don't be guilty, Not you. Or don't pretend to be guilty. Haha. Joke uh. :P

:10:20

Maybe it's reality.

Maybe it's all like what you said.

I don't want to discover so many cruel facts within a day[开始懂了]

I wished I didn't know, I mean my heart wished it didn't know.

The majority part of me wished desperately to know.

Maybe they are, as for my heart- ignorance may be a bliss.

Saw this phrase from Sofia's blog entry before, Yu Ting's too.

I agreed, only some times.

I will edit this post again when I reached home, going out to Cathay to meet the others with L soon for ~~The Incredible Hulk~~ already.*

In the end, it was Wanted that they bought the tickets for. So we watched at The Cathay. Saw Sze Yun and co there :) Anyway, if L and I go earlier, we could have see my sister and the others. The movie was okay. I wanna watch Batman: The Black Night! I love the car he rode in, since young my first Batman movie :)

For readers who are interested in viewing the brave girl's blog, this is purely nothing but just reading. I'm not trying to like protray or meaning anything about that post I had before about my post: "Life is unpredictable" It shows my mindset and emotions I displayed about how fragile life is. I just want my friends to be happy, and not regret doing things that they might regret in the near future, and to cherish all the people we have and whatever that we possess now. Lets not take anything for granted, and learn to cherish.

I love the way the girl expresses herself in the post, so true and everything.

Because of the way I'm always caught in situations and being devasated as always.

She taught me how to be braver, and to cherish those that I have now.

And show me that Love is beautiful(although I have always know that, however this Love of mine is different now- sad to say but very true)

Interested readers may view this girl's blog : http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com :)

Girl, although I don't know you or him but I love your spirit. And I wished you will continue to live on happily, for the memories stay on for eternity. Take care. Stay strong, be more each day. :D

Memories are significant, they are priceless; totally intangible, and beautiful. They can never be taken away by anyone, and they will always be there. They are something very special, and sometimes they are what I only have now.

我的心真的很痛! :(

Labels: 我是真的真的很爱你

Sunday, June 29, 2008:14:58

Woke up in the early morning at eight plus to prepare and then go out with L and the others, despite not having enough sleep. All of us are not suffering from insomina, they are just too preoccupied with Dota-ing, and no Euro fever last night. But they went soccering again, and the police came down because of some busybody out there complaining again. It's not even twelve a.m. anyway, and I think they are not noisy. But well, being Singaporeans.

Using this chance, I'm going to apologize to Yu Ting too for not going down to her 18th birthday celebration, can't really make it. I'm really sorry girl. Had been caught in this type of situation, quite often.

Anyway, after L settled his things in the morning, all of us went down to Orchard, and Cineleisure before heading back to his house and sleep. Okay luckily everything is okay for now. ;D
Glad that there's nothing, anyway great! It's another load of his and my shoulder, then there are still many more to go. Sighs.

Anyway, it wasn't pleasant going out today. Nothing makes my day or cheer me up. Worst of all, I tear-ed again, outside.
I just cannot change the fact that he had always been so selfish, he never spare a thought for others, namely me.
However, he always manage to treat others a hell lot better than me.

Not like you don't care if your boyf treats you like that.

Imagine having to find you way back to him when he lost you initially.

I'm probably transparent, in your eyes. You don't even understand, and insisted everything was my fault. Clearly, if you were the one, you would have got so mad with me! :(

What turned out worst is that my happy remedy could not work anymore.
* Thanks Jin May(AH MAY!)for the late night chat though you had to work. Loves <3
And, I'm here wishing a HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO LI-ANNE ;D
Sweetie, may you enjoy your birthday, and be as cheerful as always. ;)
All of us loves you. ;D

Saturday, June 28, 2008:18:44

心动 - 林晓培

有多久没见你以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长回头就看到你

过去让它过去来不及
从头喜欢你白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气拥抱的权利
好让你明白我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆

*This is the lyrics for the song featured in my blog. ;D

:06:01

Hey friends!

Have you got your mid-semester results out too?

Are you satisified or disappointed(like I am?)

I think, it's really time for Reality.

It's a wake-up call.

I got back Marketing Fundamentals result on Tuesday and I scored a mere 25 out of 40.

Disappointed?

You bet I am.

The highest score in our class is Charmaine, she got 33 out of 40. :D Congrats!

After all, it's the first time we have been tested in TP.

However, I tend to look brighter on the side and save the egoistic side of me.

That's why I'm saying now:

I haven't been studying hard enough, so I got a C :(

However, today I got back Principles of Management paper just now.

I got 32.5 out of 40 for P.O.M.

It's an A.

But I'm neither jubilant nor proud of myself.

And the highest again is Charmaine, and Papaya Benjamin, and Li Ying :)

CONGRATS AGAIN!

We are getting Retail Accounting and Microeconomics back next week.

And

I think,

I'm getting D's for both subjects.

You see,

I'm not good at anything, at all.

I don't want to keep you all bored.

So no emotional or from-my-heart post for today.

However, I have always been indecisive.

I might change my mind. :D

That's me.

*TRIO's loved& is hot right?

Labels: I'm happy to see my friends being happy.

Friday, June 27, 2008:07:13

It's just some hopeless thinking, on my part.

Maybe I was just too naive, to believe.

(When I knew that you cannot be what I asked for anymore)

Time is irreversible.

There's no point for me to keep clinging onto the past.

What's over is over.

You cannot probably be the same anymore.

And when I saw what's before my eyes,

I couldn't help feeling hurt again.

A blatant lie you have there.

Thursday, June 26, 2008:17:46

I wished there were things I could do, to make you feel better.
I feel so useless.
I'm so not a girlfriend-material.

I'm waiting for your call.
Your voice is the only melody which can soothes me and calm me down.
You are the only therapy I need.
I don't need Retail therapy to make me better.

:17:19

I have just got home, removed my make-up lazily and washed my face. Sitting before my PC, I switched on Youtube and tuned in to some songs. Actually, I have decided to post yesterday- 25thJune2008, a neutral post, a random day at school.

However, things started to fill up my mind, once again.
And I loathe all these feelings, those happenings were there. Probably when I was asleep, I even thought about them. They kept me preoccupied.

I tried to shake them off. Then again, being the useless and weakling Elizabeth- I could not do that. They haunted me even more, they were more than nightmares.
They were terrifying, scarier than the most frightening ghost stories I used to hear and hide under my blanket at the cold and dark nights ..

I wished that if you are given chances to start all over again, you will never have choose to take those routes. They were roads of destruction and doom, they will take everything of yours away. The beautiful smile you have, the bright future you could have have, the happiness you should never take for granted.
I don't want anything to befall you. I'd rather they take place on me.

I cannot even imagine the pain I would have to experience if I have to lose you, one day.
Yes, before we were even together on 18January2007, I could have lead my life normally and happily, you too. We have our very own paths. We can still continue to be friends who chatted for hours every night and message every day when you and I are both awake. However, in this world- There's no such thing that "I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU, BABY." or even "I need you."
Even faced with the hardest break-up, people will still get over the pain eventually. It's just a matter of time, as the saying goes "Time heals all wounds."

Isn't that so true? Think about your First Love, you got over it. It may be terrible, the feeling may sucks. Nobody loves being hurt or enjoyed getting ditched. It may be hard to accept initially, however in time to come- we got over the period- crying at night to sleep, re-reading every messages he once sent, getting upset while thnking about the promises he once said he would honoured and getting over the horrendous and painful heartbreak.

Seriously, I'm getting pretty out of point here. I don't even know what I'm typing about now. Sorry.

I have no mood to continue on. Probably one day, I will.
I had enough. I cried enough. I talked too much, talked until I got so disgusted by myself. I once asked a guy, "Guys never/ wonuld not like girls who talk too much right?"
He replied: Girls should know when to talk and when to stop.
I saw from another source that it is. I trusted them.
I had a major problem.

I can never, stop talking.
Believe me, it's so true. Ask him, he thinks I'm irritating.
I couldn't help but agree.

I got home at 12 plus on 25thJune, waited for his call. Tried to reach him.

A series of events took place, only a few trusted beloved girls know some of the things that occured. And I know, each and every one of us have our own problems. Seriously, I feel guilty even when I confide in someone many of the times. It's like, things I mentioned about definitely, will in a way or another- remind them of unpleasant happenings too. And my unhappiness will be spread around, like an illness. Like I'm passing the Flu Bug around. I hate making peole around me feel uneasy and unhappy. I never want to do that, I'm sorry girls.

I slept at only 4.35 a.m. plus when I was to wake up at 0900. Went to bath at aboput 0955. However, I still managed to get my attendance for M.F. Thanks Sabrina :D
And Joyce, thanks a lot for the number and job introduction. :)

Sabrina&Beverley, this part is for both of you :D

Dear girls we may not be those friends who know each other for years.

In fact, we have just know each other, for two months plus.

However, I feel a close bond with you girls.

I know that the three of us always trust each other with the things we confide in one another.
And I want to thank you girls for being here as always.

I will always be your listening ear too.

All of us have our own problems,

but I don't want to see you girls being sad everytime too.

Let's try and brace ourselves up and

learn to smile once again,

truly from the heart.

In this world, there's not only Love but Friends and Family are equally important too :D

Was on the same bus home with Joyce and Wei Bin. Stupid tiny jam. I still hate it. Somemore, SBS changed all the bus 27s to new ones. Lesser seats, but more space for standing.I love taking bus27, love the route. But when it comes to Thursday and Friday, I can only take bus88 then to Pasir Ris Interchange to take15.

I can't help getting tired, getting tired of being devastated. Getting tired of waiting for you, regardless of any matter. Tired of repeating things over again. But I never got tired of loving you Baby. But do you want that to happen?

You said yesterday will be the day, you asked me if I feel it. You want to be that Angel once again, but I'm afraid my heart is too fragile and weak to take another blow, coming from you..
Once bitten, twice shy.

Today:
Principles of Management Lecture at 09a.m-11a.m.
Have to get up at 07a.m. for school.
After school, heading to SKSS.Why?
Testimonials are ready for collection, all graduates. Note*
Meeting Baby.
Job interview.

Bloody spoiled my day!

No amount of words can ever describe the amount of love I have for you.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008:14:51

This song is titled "My Love Will Get You Home." Watched this Hong Kong serial drama every night at 2100. This song is featured here, and that's why I got to know it It's not bad. Enjoy! :)

{Edited}

Chatted with my friends, talked about this guy in Temasek Poly who died overseas weeks ago while serving the army in Brunei. It's really very sad although we don't know him or his girlfriend. Just hope that this girl will continue to live on bravely, she's really very brave already. :) Continue to do so, girl. Jia you!

I felt very sad, cried over her posts. It's like, finding it hard to move on without him. Talking about empathy.

Think about, whatif you were her?

It shows even more that Life is really unpredictable. We don't even know what will happen to us the next minute, OR the next second. We should learn to cherish and treat our loved and our closed ones better, before we lose the chance to do so. It's like, life is short too. So people, lets learn to treasure.

In arguments, we tend to say a lot of nasty things and spite one another, and that's because we let anger and pride took over us. We just said things out bluntly, without considering one another's feelings. And it ended up hurting one another. However, after both parties had calmed down and relaxed, they realised they were both at fault and apologized. They found themselves being so silly and childish. Pondering, they realised "I shouldn't have say this to her just now." or "I must have hurt him a lot! I'm so mean!" Then the parties reprimanded themselves in the hearts and curse the brutal ones on themselves, hoping they woukld take back the word they had said. But it's all too late. What's done cannot be undone.

What's the point? But this is Life, Life is short. It's not too late if we start to change now and treat our family members, boyfriends& girlfriends and friends better.

Better to be late than never.

Life is created by God, but it's how we choose to lead our lives. Are we going to lead our lives without goals and dreams? Living it like a wake-up-and-sleep rountine and do nothing meaningful each day?

As we are in control with our lives, we can live our lives every day to the fullest, maximising the every thing we can do everyday. Communicating with our family members, having dinner and small chats. Going that extra mile to meet up with a long-lost friend you missed, however you are always giving excuses that you are busy, yet again.

How about living to the highest standard of our moral values? Doing what is right, we should not abuse drugs or even before 18years ago, we should not even smoke. Cigarettes are nothing but a waste of money. Well, that is to me. Life is already this short, yet we are even decreasing the remaining time to our deaths. You are harming others too by smoking. If you think Cancer is not rushing its way to you, how come there are so many who died each year?

What is Life?

All these reminds me of today Apel's lesson(about decisions and regrets, etc..)

and P.S I Love You. The movie is nice, but the book is better. It's even more heart-wrenching. Have you read it before? It's nice. :)

:05:54

Hello, and I'm now having Apel lesson in school :) School resumed yesterday, and I bet all of us wished it would never end, but too bad the reality sucks. Lets face it man :) At least we get to go back to school and see our lovely friends and classmates and talk crap. Haha. Okay, so I didn't sleep a wink the day before , and then yesterday I slept over at Baby's house again caused I missed the last bus, 372! I bet Mom is unhappy about me again. I'm sorry Mom, it's really unintentional :( I love my family.

Saw my tagboard, I'm so happy 'cos I have got so many entertainers :) Okay, I love all of you! Haha.

So fun to see tags, espically things like that. I have got girlfriends and good friends who rememberd me! :D

And, I wanna say to all my girlfriends, I may be in different school from all six of you all. You girls are either in Nanyang Poly(Jo, Aline, Janet) or Republic Poly(Yining, WanLing,Zoe).

All os us may now have our very own cliques of good friends in schools and everyday, we share jokes and laughter with them. However, you girls will never be replaced and you will always be a part of me wherever I go. I will cherish the wonderful moments, bitter or sweet spent with you all. Love you all girls, always.

Today APEL lesson is very interesting, the topics are very fun. I have always loved Apel lessons, and today happened to be the last one as told by Miss Ng. Miss Debbie Ng is a nice teacher too :) Later we are having Retail Accounting before I can go back to SK and then back to his house and see Baby again. :D

For this morning(blurry), I woke up at five plus a.m. to find that idiot sitting in front of his PC still and saw the Dota Screen on again. I was sleeping since twelve plus a.m. No Euro, but Dota is a everyday-thing for him, lol. No life right, at least that's what I think. Anyway, he switched off the PC quite soon after then came to me and "Baby, we have never cook for ouselves early in the morning and then go to bed after that." And we did that, a pack of Kimchi korean noodles and the Roti-Hotdog. :)

I love things like these, just a simple sweet two-some. It may be a short one hour, but I cherished it.

I love you Honey.

Monday, June 23, 2008:17:43

You made me see your true colors. :(

Karen Mok's song that I love to listen nowadays.

:16:59

I'm still at Baby's house. Should have been home by now 'cause today is the first day of school. Wow, like finally. Two weeks of holidays were over. And then, tests will come again in less than two months. I don't wwnt to continue doing the excel project anymore, I can say CSA this subject- I'm never going to get an A or B. 'Cause I had already failed the excel test on 26th May, I got 6 1/2 over 15. I'm a real stupid and hopeless one at this subject. So to me, it sucks and I will never like it. But I hope, I will not flunk it all the way. About the CDS, I had mostly got Business courses. First will be Psychology, secondly Japanese, thirdly Fundamentals of HTM Mgmt, then Fundamentals of Law Mgmt and lastly, French. However, I missed out on Sociology and Fashion too. I wouldn't mind, I hope I can get my top three choices. Needless to say, the system againb kept us mad and pissed 'cause it's lagged. Anyway, thanks to Charmaine's help :) Thanks girl, she saved everybody's day on 20th.

Yesterday(22ndJune) was enjoyed as well. At midnight 2 plus, it was so not. But there's bound to be bitter times too in a relationship beside the sweet times. I don't wanna bring it up anway. One thing ever for Baby to know is that I love him no matter what happened.
Yesterday, Leroy, Love& I got to bed at around 7a.m. after Gordon went home. Lionel went off at four plus I think. So the three of us got up at about 16.50 and quickly showered and ate. We were supposed to collect the tickets at AXS but it was just way past two mins after 1800. So that's too bad, we didn't get to watch You Don't mess with the Zohan at Vivocity@ 1830 so we booked again. Then 7of us went down to P.S and then caught the 1935 show. Before that, they went and ate at Kopitiam. For the movie, we were seated at RowC. I always hate seating in front, who loves anyway? The movie was hilarous, and it had no storyline. It was cocky, considering it made us laugh a lot after all.
I wanna watch The Dark Knight(Batman), Baby, I & they all wanna watch Hancock too& Hellboy2- The Golden Army. I think Red Cliff like any other war shows are very long-winded and make us wanna sleep.
After the movie, we went to Cafe Cartel had supper. It costed us 150 bucks, considering our financail situation now, with Euro fever still on. Sighs, don't wanna talk about it.
I'm so bored, the guys are having a game of soccer outside, I'm wondering if I should go down and look for them now? I guess I'm giving up my beauty sleep for today, gonnna catch the first bus back home shower and then go to school sumbit project then had lectures then back to Baby's house.
*Sorry, got carried away. Been too long-winded, Thanks Jed and his friend for printing my project for me. Now, I have to burn the things onto disc. @#$%^^%@$%%^$@@ Crap.

Hooray, six days away!
I'm so looking forward! :D

Labels: Couldn't upload pictures.

:03:10

Rules & Regulations of this quiz:
a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people

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If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
If I'm in my right frame of mind, I would probably be very mad. If emotions ruled over me, I would be very heartbroken and forgive him :(

If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1.To be able to be with him as long as possibel, eternity?
2.Family to be safe& sound, healthy&happy.
3.Have money enough t spend on everyone's bday and family& living expenses.

To be a singer or an actor/actress or dancer?
Singer, if I can sing.

Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
It doesn't matter even though I do. Cos we don't even know what might happen to us the very next minute.

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Yes, I did9only on my weaknesses. Like my atrocious attitude. Cos if this is able to make him love& cherish me more.

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are, depending on how one see things. I'm never on the bright-looking side. If he loves me, and I love him back.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Even it takes years, if he's worth it. Given the sitation and everything. Like if it's possible. Say, he had a gf now- I might wait but I'll not do anything to break them up or make the girl feel uneasy. I'll not make my deelings known to they guy or his gf.

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Nobody will kniow, except 1 or 2 I trust. Definitely won't be a third-party as I won't want anyone to do that to my relationship with Love.

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Him. It's always related to those issues.

Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
Used to, it's still him. He's always the one who ,made me feel like this in the past(last few years), and now.

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Him.

Who are currently the most important people to you?
Love, Family, friends.

Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
Yes, but it was not even Love. Let alone True Love.

Do you like studying?
Yes, used to a lot. Now, it had became lesser.

Are you happy with your life?
No, not really. Yesd, at times. I know I'm contradicting, but I can't help it.

Would you give all in a relationship?
I would, for him.

If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
I'll try never to do that. :( I will pick the one who loves me more than the other. 'Cause I know in this way, he will cherish me more. I'd rather be with someone who loves me more than I love him than be with one that I loves more. Just like how my best-est friend used to chat abt. We used to think, we would not be so upset this way then.

fill in the blank.
__________ makes people in relationship difficult to handle but it also makes it beautiful.
Communication&Trust

Do you often wish there was something you could change?
YES, definitely.

What do you notice when you first meet a guy/girl?
Behavior, dressing, talking manner. What he/she dresses.

People to be doing this quiz..
-Aline& ..(cos I think only she will entertain me)
-Beverley
-Sabrina
-Jin May
-Baby(if possible)

Saturday, June 21, 2008:18:05

School is resuming, on the 23rd. And now, I still haven't complete my individual excel Project! :( I'm so disappointed in myself, 'cause I really did motivate myself before the holidays that I will catch up with the schoolwork I has missed on. I just don't get it! Life is pulling me down, and I have got no shoulder to lean on.Friends and cliques, I know you cared. :)
Sometimes, I wanna get your attention and care. A pity you are too busy with other things that are lurking around the corner. And you probably find them more of great signifiance than me.
Just back with Love& pals from their soccer games.

Oh how great, I'm deeming myself as the greatest important person, in your heart!
Big fat hope, dream on, then.

Friday, June 20, 2008:15:57

Click here! (this link) to vote for him!

Vote for him, Mister Singapore :)
This is my cousin :) I'm just helping.
Seriously, I think he's better looking than the other districts for Sgp. Vote for him okay?
One thing I know, he's single. So girls, you may stand a chance. :D

VOTE NOW!

WHY WAIT?

:08:42

Your Birthdate: May
27

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.

In fact, you still have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.

You are usually reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIAN RU SWEETIE :D Enjoy! Xoxo.

Thursday, June 19, 2008:18:24

Revenge.

It's a dish best served cold.

Wouldn't you agree too?

No, not me.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008:19:01

Thanks, for everything.

I did this, inspired by last year's V-day gift by Qingren. :) Aren't you proud?

And I will always stay true.
It's our seventeenth anniversary today, I'm glad you have kept that promise. I'm really glad. :) I just hope to find that angel soon.
I only did this simple card for BB, I don't have art cells inside me. Sorry BB, I know it's hideous. But it's made with genuine love, from my heart to you.
Okay,I'm hungry now, didn't have dinner!
Just a bowl of prawn noodles for the day, yesterday.

Labels: before time runs out, i hope.

:11:08

Presenting to you guys ...

Baby Kiefer!

Salute? I took this picture! ;)

Such a cutie-pie ;D

Do you feel like having your own too?
This little cutie is Yu Ting's baby brother. He's very ADORABLE! He is 4-5days old today :) Met up with Xue Ling and Yu Ting at RP and had lunch. After that, head over to their homes. :) Had a fabulous time, because of this sweetie. Brights up my day ;D

Earlier in the day, back to school- met up with Sa, Bev, Joel and Wei Bin. Supposed to do project discussion, turns out Excel is the urgent one here! I gonna start, tomorrow I will!

Sa, see I'm so nice! Removed that picture! I don't like too, cos very chubby! But well, that's me. Undeniable. I'm wondering if I should lose weight or gain leh! How? Removed video too, couldn't view. Sorry :(

Thanks Sa for teaching me V-LOOKUP, IF AND NOW. I'm dumb, thanks the others as well :)
The guys said I shrinked in size, but no- I have been eating well.

Nobody can. {Edited}

Do you know?
I never learn to envy 'till you started changing.

Labels: I love you :), Xue Ling

Monday, June 16, 2008:18:05

I'm feeling pretty bored, so here I am to blog :) Zzz, today there are two matches on again. Now- Portugal VS Switzerland. And the next one will be Czech Republic VS Turkey.
Good Luck to Baby la, at least I will get to spend more if he wins. Heh, I have got a motive.
I'm going to Bugis with Mum today in the afternoon, hopefully. And Tuesday- I think I will be going back to school for Marketing Fundamentals project with Bev, Sa and the guys ;D
Hopefully, I can get help for Excel project. The thought of it just sucks. Okay, one more week of holidays and they will be gone :(

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I think these tests and quizzes I did these days are pretty accurate :)

Try it!

Labels: Business school, I missed TP

Sunday, June 15, 2008:17:55

Yesterday-Leona Lewis.
Another nice song by her, listen to it. I swear it's nice ;D
I love all her songs.

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh),
but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

Chorus:They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made I'm looking back on yesterday

Chorus:They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)
Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

Alright, good night. Happy Birthday Annabel!

:15:23

And yes, I'm back from a lovely date with my dearest Eveleen, Auntie Elf. ;D
Alright, she enjoyed my accompanion a lot too just like I enjoyed hers.
After having brunch with Baby at his house and he left for work, Elf and I went to have Long John Silver's at Hougang Mall :) It's like I had a proper meal less than two hours ago only then I had Combo1 next. Okay, I'm trying to get more fats, in the right place- and yes, and you got what I mean.
Anyway, while waiting for Auntie Elf, I waited at the bus stop and I saw Goh Wan Ling w/ Charmaine and another girl! This stupid Qingren said she recognised me by my butt. Hello?
My dear, I think I have an ordinary butt. :) I saw Kelly while on the bus too, and I saw Ke Hui with her boyfriend too ;D I love seeing my friends, girlfriends or anyone lovable.
And yes, my little lovely Elf-ly, it's really good to pay attention to products before you make any purchase as it will be very troublesome afterwards if the product happened to be expired or defected, trust me.
And yes, I will be a modern and lovely Mom in two or three years time. No worries, you and Fever gonna be one of my child's god-ma and god-pa too so she or he won't be hoping for a fairy god-mother or god-father. And then, he/ or she will then burn a few hole in your pockets' and Fever's. Haha, I won't forget my sweeties' too who want to be my children' god-parents too. I will make sure they are pampered and loved.
Sister, the time spent with you may be short but it's sweet.
Reminiscing about the past and I cherished these every moment with you.
Lets take more pictures next time, and yes pretty ones ;D
I love you, my little Elf-ly.
And I will be your listening ear too.
Just like you are mine, as always.
Xoxo.

Saturday, June 14, 2008:16:32

This is To To, Ah Si! ;D

Hello! Firstly, I'm here to wish Ah Si, our beloved girl Happy Eighteenth Birthday! ;D

Girl, may you be happy always. ;D

Thanks a lot for being my listening ear whenever I'm in need of one.

Being so patient and nice.

It's really great to have a friend like you,

or rather a sister.

No matter what happens, you know you have MMC* with you.
We love you sweetie! <3
Enjoy your birthday! ;)

Xoxo.

Okay, and my beloved Qingren Wan Ling just got back to Singapore yesterday, 13June2008 from Taiwan. Bet you had a great time there with your family, luckily you are back safe and sound. Your lovely girls missed you here! Blog and update with pictures soon okay? While WL is back, my lovely cousins and their family set off for Japan at 11 p.m. plus yesterday. Bon voyage to them! They are still on the plane, they will be arriving in the morning. ;D

Now in BB's house again, Euro fever still goes on.
Some pictures on 12thJune, with BB, Lionel and Clement at Compass Point new Aijisen ;D

I couldn't finish again.

After a visit to Polyclinic, Baby, Lionel and I went to eat first AT AIJISEN. Clement joined us shortly afterwards that day. Then we went to get a new soccer ball at RSH. After that, game of soccer& basketball at 316 with BB, Lionel, Clement, Gordon, Leroy and I. Not forgetting Tony, who joined us as well.

Who do you think will win?

Italy or Romania? I think the match is ending soon..

Thursday, June 12, 2008:16:43

At Lionel's house just now, BB!
Just taken.

It's shorter, but it's like no difference on pictures.

It's me, hello!

Euro Fever lingers with the guys..

And I'm sitting in the PC room, haha :) Had the whole room all to myself 'cause the guys are having a good time watching soccer outside in the living room. Baby's mom cut my fringe for me yesterday, a lot shorter already. Due to Aline's request, I took 2 pictures to show her on my blog(actually I also wanna camwhore. Heh). HAHA! Aline, you are pretty and I am too! ;P Wahahaha! Actually I'm thinking of new hairstyles now and I just had my Milo ice-cream. Staying over again at BB's house ;D Friends, don't message me 'cos I can't see. Call me instead.

Xoxo.

If your birthday is on the 27th day of the month

You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.

Your Love:

You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008:17:42

Baby went off to work at 1p.m. yesterday's afternoon and I didn't go back to sleep. And yes, talk about sleeping- he had the whole blanket to himself last night! Shiok right BB? I feel cold, so I ran out to the sofa in the early morning. Talk about being pathetic -.- Anyway, I will skip some of the unhappy things.
Late afternoon- I went for lunch with Kathy and Shar at KFC @ C.P. Then, I saw Liping! And yes, girl if you're free-call me first. We will go out together! ;D
Then I went to take bus159 at the interchange, I saw Joanne again. Saw her yesterday with her love too :) I took 159 to AMK to my cousin's house, got my games. Had dinner. I'm like a pig la, four plus had KFC Cheezy Meltz then rice&dishes at six plus.
Left my cousin's house at about nine p.m, I went to AMK interchange to take bus136to fetch BB! BB met Marcus again, we went back to BB's house then as usual the guys(Gordon, Leroy, Marcus, BB) were in the room playing dota and having Euro-fever again.
Good luck to them!
And Baby, don't play till too late. I wanna get onto the first bus to see you soon! Yipeee, he's off today. We are going to meet Lionel again, when we wake up :) Good night people!

{Edited, with pictures}

For me, a Gemini :)

Traditional Gemini Traits:

Adaptable and versatile
Communicative and witty
Intellectual and eloquent
Youthful and lively
Nervous and tense
Superficial and inconsistent
Cunning and inquisitive

Interests:
Communications, computers, broadcasting, reading, writing, acting, talking, debating, playing music, speaking foreign languages

Hates:
The same old routine

Suitable Careers:
Journalist, broadcaster, commentator, travel agent, chauffeur, writer, linguist, secretary, commercial traveler, traveling salesman, postman, telephone operator, navigator

If you are dating a Scorpio male, make sure you love secrets! He loves for you to be sexy, and downright sleazy works for him too. He can make love to you and not be in love with you. His passion can fool women so don't mistake it for love. Oftentimes they are most in love when they can't possess or own you. Jealousy is a big issue with. He stays jealous. He does not care what you do for an occupation, nor your financial status.
Scorpio males want to control you and make you conform to their ideas of living. So if you are not strong in your own identity, you will lose him. Scorpio males like the challenge of ownership. They love you most when they can't have complete control over you. Only the fearless need apply here.
One type of Scorpio will marry you and stay put and dominate the household. The other type will just disappear on you without warning or reason. Be true to yourself with Scorpio males, and let your personality stay on top.

True?

His.

If your birthday is on the 13th day of the month

You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.

Your Love:

Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.

If you are dating a Gemini female, arrive on your mountain bike built for two.

Ask her if she would like to ride over to the bar and shoot a game of pool, because a lot of your buddies hang out there and they are fun! If that doesn't work, then suggest skating, a coffee house, or hanging out at the bookstore. Wear casual clothes and be prepared to talk a lot. Talk about the fascinating people you know the intellectual types, preferably. Tell her about the book you are going to write. Have some original thoughts and be inventive. Creativity ranks high on your Gemini females' list. You'll never know what she is thinking. She is full of surprises. You can take her to the neighborhood dive bar, or to the Governor's Ball. She won't embarrass you. You can find out what she really thinks of you by locating her journal, where all her secrets are kept.Gemini females are not tidy, so it should be lying around in plain sight. There's lots of time before an engagement ring is necessary. Gemini females have to fall in love with your brain first.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008:15:22