I'm working now, so ya I'm at The Kids Lounge in Vivo City. Thanks to Yvonne, who got me her laptop here, it's like I have to do my CSA(Computer, Systems Application) E-learning but I'm really busy. Hectic schedule, working and working. I don't even have time to complete assignments, I'm feeling sick. It's like a full day, I'm really exhausted. Had approximately six hours of sleep last night, and four hours the previous night. Sorry if I sound weak. I'm thinking like, I gonna break down soon. I feel like crying, I'm really down. Throat feeling a bit of sore since I woke up this morning, I felt so discouraged now. Like I was really bent on excelling in academic, but I already find it arudous. It's barely even third week of the school term.
I know you always wanted me to be like this, I know you are elated now
but everything seemed so different.
I guess different could be the correct word,
and ya please don't quit your job because of me.
Maybe, one day you will find me unworthy.
Maybe it wasn't what I thought it out to be.
Labels: It's too random and sudden.