NO! Being the absent-minded and forgetful me, I forgot my Chanel foundation and Cutie(eyeslashes glue) - And girls, don't think this brand is effective, I started using it one month ago and it's my first time started really putting the fakes lashes- I realised my lashes drop off very easily. Anyone, recommend better glues? Then again, I always cry and have teary eyes so it might not be the glue's fault and yes, it's prolly hs fault(if you all know this VIP).
And for academic for now, I gave up the chance of spending more quality-less time with Love. Even during O'Levels, I meet him often. I'm not a good girl I know.
Work, as usual was tiring. I wanted to meet up Bestie just now to collect my birthday gift but everything was screwed up. I'm sorry girl, that you waited for me. Sleep tight okay? Shall meet up if we really can fork out time, very soon I hope.
Cried a lot, even on the train to work think many were looking at me but I'm so used. I know I always have a strong weakness: I'm very emotinal. It's never a secret, 'cause I think those who know me knows it. I can cry, anywhere. Shopping malls- certainly. I don't even care about my image outside- that's a very bad thing.
I don't like getting chided, I try to tolerate 'cause I don't even want to sacrifice this love. At any cost, I will protect it 'cause it really means a lot to me. Then, I realised no matter how much I have change, you will never learn to appreciate me. I have been trying hard, holding onto this relationship with every ounce of energy I have. Only when you hear me crying over the phone, you said that you don't wanna make me cry and said you are sorry but only to let us have everything repeating all over again, everytime?
Labels: Birthday mood dampened, long ago.
