♥ >ELIZABETH-GGH

Saturday, May 31, 2008:07:28

Birthday post. {Edited}

Baobao bought this for me! Despite he's feeling unwell.

I love this 1st cake. Sweet!

Sweet love.

Cutting the cake.

And again.

This is the favourite picture on my birthday! :)
And you know why Baby? Cause I'm with you, and that matters the most.

Taken while Baby and I are on the Sg Flyer.

Lovelies.

And, I'm the lead for that day, yeah! ;D

Jin May, I and Sabrina ;)

Sweeties and I.

Foursome.

The idiots.

This are my lovely girls, I'm in love with them.

Guys in my class.

The "younger" side of us.

Lovely ladies.

Careperson, Miss Debbie Ng and I.

This is the birthday cake my lovely class, 1R02 got for me on my birthday! :)

This is Annabel's hand, she's cutting my cake!

And so, ya this is it. It may be simple, but I love it :)

Yours truly, me!

Hello to all! :) And ya, these recent posts will be related to my birthday! :)

Firstly, I went to stay over at Baby's house on 26th May. Okay, it was because I wantedto spend ths once-in-a-year usefully with Hon. Then, Marcus came over as well. Baby wanted me to stay in the room. He got a Swenson strawberry ice-cream cake for me(and I haven't finish it!) and ya, a card. Last year cake was bigger and better 'cause it was Winnie the Pooh, and friends ast year! :)

Anyway, thanks Baby. ;) Although there were some unhappiness which made me cried around two hurs on my birthday, I shan't mention it. Some close friends already know what happened. Thnaks for cheering me! & initially, I didn't go to school on 27thMay- then my classmates(those idiots) were like calling me and messaging me like crazy. And it turns out that I'm so important(well, cause it's my day!). Laughs, nope but they were very worried for me 'cause I did not respond to them at all. I'm very touched, I cried over the phone when I got surprised and yet still devasated over some happenings. My classmates got a cake for me and they had a celebration for me! ;)

I really didn't see that coming, 'cause it's like everyone is usually busy morever, we just know each others for about a month and a week. However, I guessed we are already used to each other and we are a class. I quickly showered and left B's house and took the cab down to school. It was APEL lesson then, the class asked for a no-lesson and Miss Debbie, our lovely care person was so nice t agree! And the guys sang the different languages for me, and thanks for not throwing the cakes at me! :) I love my class reallly! :) THANKS!

And my lovely girlfriends got me Burberry Summer perfume, a demin skirt and belt from FourSkins. Well, although all of us did not manage to meet up on my b'day, I'm sure one day very soon we will. Darlings, must call me okay?

26th- after school, I went to have a mini shopping trip on my own. I got myself a curler and a bottle of perfume-Escada. This is before I know the girls got the Burberry's for me. :) Thanks sweeties! And then, Bb is owing me a gift 'cause I'm indecisive. I think, a necklace or Coach handbag? Then, ya. My birthday is spent on the SG Flyer with Baby. As for the pictures, you guys can just try a trip on the Flyer :) So at least you guys won't get turn off by the "scenery."

& & & & &

the most important thing is I have to go!

I will update soon, next week is mid-semester tests! I'm trying my best not to flunk for any, I have to go for my dental appointment now. And I think I'm meeeting Yu Ting,. Joel they all for study session(if it's not cancelled) at R.P's Macdonald's.. and and I have to meet Bestie to pass her the skirt @ Kovan later! I might as well fetch my Baby! Yeah, woohoo, Bb less than 30 days, 29days and counting on.

I really love you Bebe! There will be many more like yesterdays.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008:15:06

OKAY! I'M OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN NOW!
;D I WILL BE HAPPY!
AND HOR, BABY JUST GAVE ME MY CARD, FIRST TIME EVER!

Monday, May 26, 2008:15:07

Good Luck to everyone taking O'Level Mother Tongue today, 26thMay2008!
Kathy, Eveleen, Esther, Caroline, Sze Yun and .... I can only think of these sweeties for now(my brain's damaged)but to everyone else too, don't worry too much GOOD LUCK TOO. Remember to bring your dictionary, best to bring the book and digital(both). And bring your watch, IC and the paper.*Important= may get warning!
Plan your time, consider wisely and an A1 is not far away.
I also expected myself to get A2 as the best but I got an A1! Don't worry!
Usually, hard work pays off. That applies to everything, except for mine about...?
I'm really devastated.
But Kathy isn't home yet, this sister of mine is really getting out of hand. Staying overnight outside almost everyday already.

Happy birthday to Keli and Shawn ;D

:14:43

Finally, I just uploaded the project file for the PPT individual project! I'm not happy, just a bit of relieved after getting a load off my mind. I mean there are so many things weighing on my shoulder, everyone's. Plenty of assignments and projects on hand, PILES okay- very soon to be dued. Sighs, they are endless. And it's like school barely started around one month ago. I need, I'm falling sick very soon, again. The doctor gonna earn a lot from me for these three years, I get so weak and fall sick so easily nowadays. I wonder that's got to do with a emotionally-drained mind as well? I just got back from meeting L with his mom and Tiong at Dhoby Ghaut station, right after I left Vivo City at 20:15 like that but reached D.G at 21:15? Four stops=1 hour?
NO! Being the absent-minded and forgetful me, I forgot my Chanel foundation and Cutie(eyeslashes glue) - And girls, don't think this brand is effective, I started using it one month ago and it's my first time started really putting the fakes lashes- I realised my lashes drop off very easily. Anyone, recommend better glues? Then again, I always cry and have teary eyes so it might not be the glue's fault and yes, it's prolly hs fault(if you all know this VIP).
And for academic for now, I gave up the chance of spending more quality-less time with Love. Even during O'Levels, I meet him often. I'm not a good girl I know.
Work, as usual was tiring. I wanted to meet up Bestie just now to collect my birthday gift but everything was screwed up. I'm sorry girl, that you waited for me. Sleep tight okay? Shall meet up if we really can fork out time, very soon I hope.
Cried a lot, even on the train to work think many were looking at me but I'm so used. I know I always have a strong weakness: I'm very emotinal. It's never a secret, 'cause I think those who know me knows it. I can cry, anywhere. Shopping malls- certainly. I don't even care about my image outside- that's a very bad thing.

I don't like getting chided, I try to tolerate 'cause I don't even want to sacrifice this love. At any cost, I will protect it 'cause it really means a lot to me. Then, I realised no matter how much I have change, you will never learn to appreciate me. I have been trying hard, holding onto this relationship with every ounce of energy I have. Only when you hear me crying over the phone, you said that you don't wanna make me cry and said you are sorry but only to let us have everything repeating all over again, everytime?

Labels: Birthday mood dampened, long ago.

Sunday, May 25, 2008:16:08

I don't like! >,<
I detest la. Don't like la. Hate it la.
But I'm left with no choice lah!
Don't care about me!
I'm fine this way, just acting crazy -.-
Sorry if I scared people off, cause a seventeen-to-be should not behave this way!
Bloody hell!

Saturday, May 24, 2008:23:31

I just got back from Baby's house like half-an hour ago. I'm so bored, still have to get to work when I have obviously many more important things to do like completing projects and assignments, then I still got revision to do! For the up-coming mid-semester tests from 02June-06June(if I'm not wrong)
Baby and I slept all the way from seven plus last night till now, he's still asleep now. It's been long since I had such a long sleep. But I would rathr die sleeping than be awake -.- Lol. While I'm away typing at the keyboard now. Nobody's at home, but I'm going out for work soon! Vivo City- if you are free to visit! I'm quitting hooray! Anyway, I want to watch Made of Honour! ;D
Girlfriends, I have decided that I will go try out perfumes later, perfume will be a easy choice. Morever, I'm checking out prices too. Sorry Bestie for not calling! :)
And I've vomited yesterday, hopefully I won't today or it will be disastorous and embarassing, at work!?

:06:26

I'm home! {Edited}
I'm vexed, okay. Feeling unwell since this morning, feel like vomitting but couldn't. Severe headache as well. Had porridge just now, not better yet. Took the bus home with Joel, since he's staying at Sk too. In the morning, I saw KO Sister again! Been talking to him a lot ever since I saw him on bus trips to school :)
Anyway, I'm sorry girlfriends and Baby that you guys have to get vexed over my birthday gifts as well! :( I didn't mean it. And I think on my birthday next Tuesday, I'm meeting my lovely girlfriends up for dinner, Baby and his friends too! Venue is not decided yet, and maybe after that, Baby and I are just going onto the Singapore Flyer two-somely!
I should be resting and taking a nap now- medicine's magic. Heh, I'm going to fetch Baby at his workplace again! See you my love! I can't wait to see you and TALK!
Sickening feling, and I hate this.:( Make me feel better please.
And I remembered last year, I told my friends that no gifts never mind, but I want hand-made cards filled with love. And I think, I received more than 10 cards or more than 15 like that. I still haven't collected one from HuiWen! I mssed her(TTC Head!) But my stupid girlfriends never do for me except Qingren I think! I love her, *pui to the others ;P Kidding!
As for this year, I wanna be greedy. Presents must come, cards too! ;D No hand-made I don't want >,< I think after seeing this, nobody wil give me anything anymore x(
I just vomited :( Get well soon please.

Friday, May 23, 2008:16:52

Hello, it's one-thirty-three now and I should be sleeping now but being a good girl, I have decided to come online and dp the online quiz for Principle of Management. Heh, this is the first time I used Brother's com after he had changed everything new. Then again, I'm a PC noob(for people who don't know, I type with one finger. Don't laugh!) but I love blogging! Anyway, brother signed up for broadband so yeah, I can come online often. Maybe I should also practice dota with Baby if I'm at home right? Haha. I had just completed the quiz, and I only managed to score 16/20. Never mind, I will do better next time(but I got this score w/ the help of notes) ;D
I still have to get up at seven a.m later to go to school, I'm taking bus88 then since it's just below my blk. But bus15 is damn crowded at Pasir Ris Interchange. Oh my, my toothache is still acting up. I have decided not to extract my tooth 'cause it means a lot to me! No, it's because extraction may not be the best solution after all. Do you know?
Actually, if there's a hole(after you extract the tooth) the two teeth beside the hole will actually "slant" it means bending in, you wouldn't want that right? In addition, the tooth above the hole will grow longer and more problems will then arise(deacy on healthy teeth etc.). This is what I read about in the brochure. Accordingly to my friend, she said her friend experienced it and her teeth had space in between and the teeth all moves. So, I think people, if you guys don't want to be in this situation- refrain from consuming so much candies, chocolates, ice-cream and soft drinks 'cause they really harm your teeth and health in the long run. You will even get diabetes.
Anyway, yesterday(22ndMay) was really a tiring day. After school, went to Orchard with Baby, Tionghow and Baby's mom. Saw Sze Yun wrking ;D We shopped, didn't get anything.I might be spending again, soon for Love. :) For lunch, we had at Taka- Marcus joined us too. Shortly after, Gordon and Leroy came too. Walked, but movie was cancelled. Too late and no good seatings. It's changed to the weekends, heh. Hopefully, I will ba able to leave earlier for work to the movies. Auntie(Tiong) is going to serve Ns soon, reporting on 6thJune. I think, I want my birthday to be celebrated with many! I want to be fun, seventeen soon! Yea! :D I'm old, I'm old :(
22ndMay- Happy Birthday to Mei Ling(girl from 1R02 Retail) although I don't really know her.
23rdMay- Happy Birthday to Aaron Quek(Skss) and Shijie
25thMay-Happy Birthday to Emmeline(Skss) Loves*
26thMay-Happy Birthday to Keli & Shawn- 1R01
27thMay- YOURS TRULY & Si Hua
How time flies. :)

Thursday, May 22, 2008:06:25

Currently I'm in the school free access lab, was supposed to do the CSA project with Mandy, Beverley and Sabrina since we have this three-hour break from one to four p.m. Done half-way but we have to do and put everything together in two pages nicely. Hope everything goes smoothly then :) Medicine from the doctor is making me drowsy as usual, I wonder how am I going to concentrate during Retail Accounting lecture later. I'm making myself suffer; got a pack of candies still despite having a toothache, and now my tooth is giving me problems again. Serves me right, I know :( Mid-semester tests are like less than two weeks away, after which everyone will be able to have two weeks holidays. But I don't get a clue about most of the subjects so I think I'm going to flunk badly. Anyway, I hope Baby will then have enough time for me during my holidays and we will be able to go out more often, on a twosome. Finally, I told him yesterday that on my seventeenth birthday, I wanted to have a ride on the Singapore Flyer. I really thought that's like romantic since it's my birthday and since we are like going to be together, without others. Like finally.

Actually I really hope Baby can be like the old "him." I mean I just want him to treat me a lot better which is not demanding at all 'cause he was able to do it well in the past during our honeymoon period for one-year at least. I'm not being greedy, although Baby insists that he had not changed much. But this problem had been bugging me since last November. I had been shedding a lot of tears. I know this is not his fault. Sometimes, I really feel like an imbecile fiasco. I would never have start working if I knew this could bring about his changes. No amount of money can be exchanged for you, Baby. I'm really moody, I have my reasons. I don't even know who to confide in, the one who I love the most whom is my closest friend don't even have the time or patience to listen ior talk to me. I know I sounds really pathetic. I'm vexed. I think I'm going bonkers soon.
I'm leaving, bye!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008:13:08

And I thought somebody said he's willingly to quit his job, so as to give us more time together and give me more attention?

There he goes again, I don't like it.

I detest it. I want my wishes to come true.
I'm demanding, ya I don't deny. I do admit.

Don't worry, we are not quarrelling now
neither will I give others a chance to come between us.
Dream on. That's in your big fat butt.
I love my Baby, I won't give him up.
Look Baby, don't pretend you are not seeing this.
I'm never changing for anyone, and you are the first.
Where's that sweetie-pie I'm yearning for?
Is he gone?
This is a love, that isn't easy to come by.
Baby, lets us just be ourselves.
We know our love isn't those games nowadays people loved to play.
This is one that we both cherished.
Being together isn't easy, in a relationship

it takes both hands to clap.
Only you and I can make this love last,
only you and I.
Would you want to give up this love?

you know I love you.

I need you, and that's the truth. You are a "must" not a "need."
Understand will you? How much I have actually loved you, and cherished.
And because it's you, Leland.

:08:25

Hi! It's like I finally have time to go online and I had changed my blogskin last night before leaving Baby's house with him to meet Clement, Leroy and Gordon at PS. We watched Chocolate at Plaza Singpura last nght, the movie was just alright. I don't think it's worth 10bucks since yesterday was a public holiday, Vesak Day. Praying with Mom was cancelled :(
Anyway, it had been some time since I last updated my blog. Let me update you about my life nowadays. Two days ago, it was Baby's and my sixteenth anniversary. Horray! Even though we didn't go anywhere, it is enough I'm contented 'cause Baby is with me and that is already a joy! ;D On 17th, I cried like hell. This toothache is four-five times painful than a normal one, I think. It's like the tooth had already explode, and there's this big hole. The visit in the morning to the dentist at Compass Point turned out to be hell, spent 100bucks. I will find it alright if everything is then settled but it's not. I spent 100bucks to bring pain to myself. Anyway, I finally reached the workplace at 13:45 like that but I worked only for like three hours then I left in tears and pain. Trust me, I don't think you can take it either. Called my parents and Boy's mom, think everyone was shocked to hear me crying like that. Anyway, it's better now. I'm taking painkillers everyday but it makes me very tired. I'm trying hard to focus during tutorials today, at the movie yesterday and everything. Now all I can do about my wisdom tooth is to wait until 28th of May(which is the day after I turned 17!) to o down to another dentist to enquire. I can only extract it and have a hole there or save it with my hard-earned money :(
The Campus Care Network day was alright too, we did earned! :) The day before, the sweeties(Li Anne& Qian Ru), Bev, Sabrina, Jin May, Annabel and I went baking the cookies of different types at Bev's ah-ma house before we spilt into groups. It was quite enjoyable, though vexed. Anyway, I'm not a good girl, have not been doing homework or studying. Tests are like two weeks away, while my birthday is exactly one week away! I can't wait though I'm also very unhappy due to the hectic schedule in school like assignments and projects.
I think I'm going off to sleep soon, just met Baby just now and we went to Cold Storage ad get our favourite food! :) He's coming back in a few hours time and I miss him!

I love to wake up beside you on your bed, I love to hear you calling me Baby.
I missed those precious time when we do not have to work
and just spend every twenty-four hours we have together, happily
I also love to see you sleeping sweetly on your bed,
and just curl up right next to you and hugging you..
I love you Baobao!

Saturday, May 10, 2008:10:33

These are some overdued pictures I had stole from Keeren's blog :)
Sakae Sushi at Century Square or Tampines Mall, 09May Friday.
Only some of us there, but it's quite fun! I think, it's the most plates of sushi I had on that day. Met Xueling after that, quite fun :)

Friday, May 9, 2008:10:52

Was late for lecture for approximately forty-five minutes today, Principle of Management at nine a.m. I set my alarm at seven but got up at eight. Luckily it's not a tutorial. Then, all five classes attended this bonding session at eleven at Engineering School for the Freshmen, us :) I have a goal now; that is never to be late on Thursdays and Fridays. I gonna plan and achieve it. I'm like only late on these days. Buses were packed like sardines, then I missed up to eight buses before -.- It's really terrible. Fun and food, then I accompanied Bev zhu-zhu for a while before I embarked on my journey here- his house. Changed my blogskin, it's better than the red one yesterday. Was sick last few days so I went to the doctor's on 06May, thanks to my classmates who asked and were concerned about me. I am fine now :D Anyway, hope girlfriend Aline get well soon too :) She's sick as well, and thanks to Bestie for getting the cookies recipe for me for my school Campus Care Network Day(CCN). I gonna tune in to One Million Star2 soon, and complete the tutorial homework for Principle of Management too! See you.

Thursday, May 8, 2008:12:41

Sorry, my blogskin is kind of messed up. I'm using this skin temporarily, no tag board but you can post comments ;D Then no links, sighs. Anyway, I hope I will recover soon from my illness; cough, sore throat and flu. I even had headache and I hope things will get better in school.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ZOE! ;D

And I thought it should have been a wake-up call for you?
Taking me for granted will not get you anywhere.
So much for loving you.

Labels: I should have known better than to lean on you.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008:10:14

{Edited}
Currently in school, in Business school PC lab, Peiying's class is beside me again. ;D 3 hours of lab, Vbus, Friendster, Blogger then Microsoft Excel lesson. I will come again, feel sick and upset.. Lesson had been disruptive with me around, with those incessant sneezing and coughs. Even in lecture, I had been sneezing non-stop. Thanks to all my lovely friends who are really concerned about me :) If I'm feeling better, I will definitely go to school tomorrow. If not, I will give it a miss. I'll certainly miss you all a lot, especially Bev( my precious piggy) and Sabrina, and the ben dan Jin May I love to disturb a lot. If you don't see your names here, it doesn't mean I won't miss you, I do!* I love TP; Komez.

Labels: Flu and sore thorat. Go away, please.

Sunday, May 4, 2008:03:55

I'm working now, so ya I'm at The Kids Lounge in Vivo City. Thanks to Yvonne, who got me her laptop here, it's like I have to do my CSA(Computer, Systems Application) E-learning but I'm really busy. Hectic schedule, working and working. I don't even have time to complete assignments, I'm feeling sick. It's like a full day, I'm really exhausted. Had approximately six hours of sleep last night, and four hours the previous night. Sorry if I sound weak. I'm thinking like, I gonna break down soon. I feel like crying, I'm really down. Throat feeling a bit of sore since I woke up this morning, I felt so discouraged now. Like I was really bent on excelling in academic, but I already find it arudous. It's barely even third week of the school term.

I know you always wanted me to be like this, I know you are elated now
but everything seemed so different.
I guess different could be the correct word,
and ya please don't quit your job because of me.
Maybe, one day you will find me unworthy.

Maybe it wasn't what I thought it out to be.

Labels: It's too random and sudden.

Saturday, May 3, 2008:16:45

Firstly, I wanna post for yesterday.
Happy Birthday to Pearlie Ng! ;D
Yesterday lessons were conducted at Engineering School, it's very big unlike our Business School.
The tutor is kinda weird, but it's okay but I'm determined to do well for polytechnic while having a lot of fun in TP! The CCN day(Campus Care Network) is coming, on 16th May. My class decided to take part too, and I'm planning to do cookies, for sale! Please support and help the poor and needy. Thanks! ;)
After school ended, Sabrina and I went back to Bus Park and have brunch ;)
Left for work at three plus, collected my ez-link card today! I'm so proud to show everyone the card 'cause TP is on it! ;DD
Yesterday was really bad, initially I was feeling really jubilant. But I don't know what took over me and then, I'm in a super all-low period. Smiling seemed arduous, I really was vexed and stressed about everything. THANKS to those who listened to me yesterday, I wouldn't know what to do then if not for you guys.. If I'm able to post about anything, that will be great! But .. I couldn't. Then again, I'm really damn despondent and dejected.
I'm exhausted; who will be my source of happiness and comfort?

I have forgotten how it feels like to be in love with someone.

Labels: A mixture of feelings is stirring up inside me.

Thursday, May 1, 2008:12:47

Fiancee and I, that's a bimbo there! ;D

Fun!

Random, in the toilet.

Business school toilet ;D -.-

I love them.

Okay! Finally, I got the time out of my hectic schedule to update! ;D
I'm working and studying, I'm still thinking if I should quit a not? But I won't have the means to buy the things I desire if I do so. Anyway, I think this is not going to be a lengthy post, there are some over-dued pictures too with babes and bimbo, right Pei Ying?
By the way PY, sorry uh today left you alone at Hockey pitch, haha.
Tomorrow is Labour day, good for many 'cause there's no school but I have to work 12 hours a day. Happy Labour Day! Movie and dinner canceled, thanks to Mr Aw ;)
Just had Pizza Hut pizza and chicken wings, we called delivery. I gonna miss my TP pals and friends since there's no school tomorrow. See you all on Friday. I love TEMASEK POLY! ;)