Currently I'm in the school free access lab, was supposed to do the CSA project with Mandy, Beverley and Sabrina since we have this three-hour break from one to four p.m. Done half-way but we have to do and put everything together in two pages nicely. Hope everything goes smoothly then :) Medicine from the doctor is making me drowsy as usual, I wonder how am I going to concentrate during Retail Accounting lecture later. I'm making myself suffer; got a pack of candies still despite having a toothache, and now my tooth is giving me problems again. Serves me right, I know :( Mid-semester tests are like less than two weeks away, after which everyone will be able to have two weeks holidays. But I don't get a clue about most of the subjects so I think I'm going to flunk badly. Anyway, I hope Baby will then have enough time for me during my holidays and we will be able to go out more often, on a twosome. Finally, I told him yesterday that on my seventeenth birthday, I wanted to have a ride on the Singapore Flyer. I really thought that's like romantic since it's my birthday and since we are like going to be together, without others. Like finally.
Actually I really hope Baby can be like the old "him." I mean I just want him to treat me a lot better which is not demanding at all 'cause he was able to do it well in the past during our honeymoon period for one-year at least. I'm not being greedy, although Baby insists that he had not changed much. But this problem had been bugging me since last November. I had been shedding a lot of tears. I know this is not his fault. Sometimes, I really feel like an imbecile fiasco. I would never have start working if I knew this could bring about his changes. No amount of money can be exchanged for you, Baby. I'm really moody, I have my reasons. I don't even know who to confide in, the one who I love the most whom is my closest friend don't even have the time or patience to listen ior talk to me. I know I sounds really pathetic. I'm vexed. I think I'm going bonkers soon.
I'm leaving, bye!
Thursday, May 22, 2008:06:25
