Perplexed is the word for me now, for either anything or everything. Life never seem like before, at least happy yet simple. I met up with the girls yesterday from Hon's house, met Aline& Janet first at Compass Point Mos Burger where they had their lunch. Zoe came shortly, we took bus87 down to Hougang, it was pouring and luckily I had an umbrella with me then. We headed to Houang Plaza for pooling, Wan Ling and Gerald were already there. Until fie plus, Yining and Mansi came. I truly enjoyed the times, it's the first time I really concentrate and play and I won some rounds ;D Maybe I will be addicted one day, and it costs la. Yining accompanied me to buy my contact lens(since mine already expired) then Hon texted and said he was hungry so I quickly got western food for us and cabbed back to his house.
*I'm sorry Zann, I don't know if you are angry, I was truly sorry about yesterday for not meeting up with you and Jiayi.
I think I'm going to learn and experience more things now, I think clearly Life is short, we must enjoy it or it will be over so soon, before we know it.
Things I'm going to do. Definitely, maybe.
Join O school with PY and WL in May, learn dancing well, enjoy school. {Update again}
*And I think most of you can't get to see my entries, so I'm switching to a new blogskin soon, but I don't know when. I may be changing url as well, ciaos!
I hate it when I give in so much yet I don't see any appreciation or anything from you.
I hate it when you always put other insignificant things or even items in higher position than me.
I hate when I got no security from you, as always.
I hate that you would not even try to earn my trust at all.
I hate it that you're so immature.
I hate it when you are always so selfish.
I hate it when you take and took my love for granted.
I hate myself for holding you in such high esteem.
I hate myself for succumbing to you, so easily.
There's so many things that I hate.
Hate that I love you so.
Saturday, March 29, 2008:08:20
