In the morning, I was supposed to meet Eveleen to ther doctor's but it was cancelled. Anyway, I woke up early, wanted to prepare American Breakfast for Hon, haha. He sure laughed, what I did in the end? 1 egg and 2 hotdogs which are not that nice, he had a stomachache after that. I ate those that I cooked too so it has nothing to do with me! Lol.
Hon, you better feel blissed 'cause I don't cook for anyone, you are the first!
Actually I don't wish for him to work and he knows that, 'cause I'm just so used to him. And now, we may not even meet everyday. April is arriving and in about two to three weeks plus, I'm starting school. New atmosphere(butterflies in the stomach, new location, new people and friends. I don't like changes but I know all of these is inevitable too.
Actually if my friends and girlfriends don't know, one thing I quit earlier is because I wanna spend more time with him, not only to rest and relax. For my closed ones, I've confided in you all and said that I realised he had changed, ever since I started working in Novemeber 2007, till now I'm waiting for him to change back. I know I was truly stupid and dumb to have treat him shabbily, I took him for granted before and now, I'm trying hard to cherish this love. I love him a lot, and I don't wish to lose him. I just hope he will behave though he knows I have no trust in him), and not do any thing bad behind me. Please honour all of your promises, to me. Break my heart no more, will you?
This song is for you, and because you are truly my everything.
The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)
You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be, be my everything
*Chorus Repeats
[almost spoken:] Every night I pray down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything!
And now, I will learn to wait for you, my love.
Labels: I feel lonely and down, without you here.
