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GHGOH KSAW..

You are simply, Irresistable..



Monday, March 31, 2008:12:39

Venue: Hon's house.
Went to/s for today:My house, Rivervale Plaza, Central, Compass Point, Hon's house.
Hi! I'm in the computer room while he's sleeping on the sofa in the living room, he must be very exhausted. He just started working yesterday, that's not a bad thing after all. Though I get to spend lesser time with him, he get to earn money and not laze around or his parents may be unhappy. I went to fetch him again at Central, Clarke Quay. Most of the shops are not operating yet, but it's quite big considering the size. I got myself two tops and a hair pin there, elated! ;D After fetching him, we went to Subway to grab a bite as Baby was famished. Anyway, I think David Tao Ze was there today for those Autograph session with some mediacorp stars like Wang Jian Fu and Ben, and Cheng Zhi Cai. Hon took a picture with Cheng Zhi Cai 'cause he thinks that he's man and mature, but Cheng Zhi Cai said if the picture is not nice, he would knock my head. In the end, I got knocked even though it's not that ugly -.- Lol, anyway, he's quite friendly and does not put on airs. During January when I worked, I remembered Xiang Yun coming into our shop, and she does not put on airs too. I love stars or superstars like that. Before embarking on our journey home on the train, Baby and I sat before our famously "Singapore-River" and chilled out. Then we went back home, he's working again tomorrow when we are supposed to be out on a date. It's gone, again.

Chatted with Liping and Xiaoting at RP Mac Donald's today while waiting form my lovely Mom, I love her. Nowadays, whenever I'm free I will go down and fetch her from work and for lunch. Ain't her blissed to have such a sweet daughter? I told her I wanted a camera for my birthday. She told me to get it myself x(

I'm starting to enjoy Life, as it is.

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Sunday, March 30, 2008:06:45

Alrights, I'm now alone at Baby's house, his mom and dad are at home. It's just that alone here means I'm without Baby now. Oh god, I missed him, a lot. Less than two hours ago that I still see him(beside me), I sent him to his workplace just now. And now, I wanna say I feel like crying, I miss you.. I know I sound so pathetic and so not independent.
In the morning, I was supposed to meet Eveleen to ther doctor's but it was cancelled. Anyway, I woke up early, wanted to prepare American Breakfast for Hon, haha. He sure laughed, what I did in the end? 1 egg and 2 hotdogs which are not that nice, he had a stomachache after that. I ate those that I cooked too so it has nothing to do with me! Lol.
Hon, you better feel blissed 'cause I don't cook for anyone, you are the first!
Actually I don't wish for him to work and he knows that, 'cause I'm just so used to him. And now, we may not even meet everyday. April is arriving and in about two to three weeks plus, I'm starting school. New atmosphere(butterflies in the stomach, new location, new people and friends. I don't like changes but I know all of these is inevitable too.
Actually if my friends and girlfriends don't know, one thing I quit earlier is because I wanna spend more time with him, not only to rest and relax. For my closed ones, I've confided in you all and said that I realised he had changed, ever since I started working in Novemeber 2007, till now I'm waiting for him to change back. I know I was truly stupid and dumb to have treat him shabbily, I took him for granted before and now, I'm trying hard to cherish this love. I love him a lot, and I don't wish to lose him. I just hope he will behave though he knows I have no trust in him), and not do any thing bad behind me. Please honour all of your promises, to me. Break my heart no more, will you?

This song is for you, and because you are truly my everything.

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams

are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
You're the breath of life in me

the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)
You are my everything (you are my everything)

Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be, be my everything
*Chorus Repeats
[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything!



And now, I will learn to wait for you, my love.

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Saturday, March 29, 2008:08:20

Perplexed is the word for me now, for either anything or everything. Life never seem like before, at least happy yet simple. I met up with the girls yesterday from Hon's house, met Aline& Janet first at Compass Point Mos Burger where they had their lunch. Zoe came shortly, we took bus87 down to Hougang, it was pouring and luckily I had an umbrella with me then. We headed to Houang Plaza for pooling, Wan Ling and Gerald were already there. Until fie plus, Yining and Mansi came. I truly enjoyed the times, it's the first time I really concentrate and play and I won some rounds ;D Maybe I will be addicted one day, and it costs la. Yining accompanied me to buy my contact lens(since mine already expired) then Hon texted and said he was hungry so I quickly got western food for us and cabbed back to his house.
*I'm sorry Zann, I don't know if you are angry, I was truly sorry about yesterday for not meeting up with you and Jiayi.
I think I'm going to learn and experience more things now, I think clearly Life is short, we must enjoy it or it will be over so soon, before we know it.
Things I'm going to do. Definitely, maybe.
Join O school with PY and WL in May, learn dancing well, enjoy school. {Update again}

*And I think most of you can't get to see my entries, so I'm switching to a new blogskin soon, but I don't know when. I may be changing url as well, ciaos!

I hate it when I give in so much yet I don't see any appreciation or anything from you.
I hate it when you always put other insignificant things or even items in higher position than me.
I hate when I got no security from you, as always.
I hate that you would not even try to earn my trust at all.
I hate it that you're so immature.
I hate it when you are always so selfish.
I hate it when you take and took my love for granted.
I hate myself for holding you in such high esteem.
I hate myself for succumbing to you, so easily.
There's so many things that I hate.
Hate that I love you so.





Friday, March 28, 2008:00:10

Good Morning. Hello! What am I doing here in the morning? Alrights, I got woken up by Baby and his brother. They went off for their things, I'm left behind. Bad baby! We slept at around four a.m, yesterday and all three woke up at around seven plus. Baby's mom is off today and his dad had just went to work for about an hour ago. Sneeze* I'm having a flu. I can't get back to sleep 'cause I think I'm really suffering from insomnia. I barely had enough sleep these days, oh god. I think I have stopped growing, I only get wider each day but not taller. I'm so fat, I really need to get rid of those fats and Baby, when are we going for our jogs which we used to have?(which are so seldom)
Al rights, and I'm now waiting for my Love to be back with my shui-kwey(I missed it), should be around noon time I think. I'm bored, I think I should just blog hop a bit, Friendster and see if there's anything to do.. And I'm meeting with the sweeties today, I think(if everything goes okays) ;D See you.
Hee, my birthday is two months away. Rather bad but happy too. Cause I'm old yet can have gifts.

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Thursday, March 27, 2008:14:17

I love you, truly& deeply.

@ Thai Express with Hon.
Bastard. He just loves to break my heart non-stop.


Hit Vivo City with Hon just now, in the afternoon. Before interview, we had Thai Express. For spicy food lovers, do try some of their dishes. I sweared it's really! We went for the interview, hope everything goes smoothly. I know he hoped it does not, sighs. Anyway, we caught Step Up 2 The Streets, not bad. Anyway, it was worth watching 'cause it's only five bucks per ticket. I used the GV vouchers, heh. Saw Nini & Fifi ;D I love them, and oh I love& miss 4e5 so much!! Loves. I only managed to take a picture with Fi Sweetie but not Nini. Had a fun chat with Fifi ;D I got myself a top at Zara too. Anyway, things were not that pleasant too, we quarrelled at CP due to that. Then Clement came to meet us. I cried a lot again, but I love him still. It remains and will not change, that's me!








What Elizabeth Goh Gek Heng Means




You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.


You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?



Wednesday, March 26, 2008:08:38












Hon is still sleeping away, zzz -.- What time already, well he's a pig. Lol, time check it's five thirty-three in the evening. Lol, I just got back from Compass Point alone. Barely reaching Hon's place for like ten minutes, I stepped out again to help his Mom get some things at Cold Storage at Compass Point. I bought Hon's korean noodles for him, I know he love to eat, as always. I love eating with him, lol. I love him cooking for me whenever I'm hungry, but there's always room for improvement for his culinary skills. Haha, I showered at one plus when I woke up in my own house, took pictures till three plus in my room then went Rivervale Plaza looked for my Mo. She's working morning shift for this week, accompanied her for lunch while I had green bean then to the market to get fruits, flowers for praying tomorrow. Went back house then I took 372 here, and later having prawn noodles for dinner by Baby's Mom. Wake up soon Baby! P.S: Thanks Aline for the History ;D Well, I'm a PC& Blog noob >,<












Your True Birth Month Is October





Selfish

Decisive

Romantic

Emotional

Concerned

Daydreamer

Sympathetic

Just and fair

Loves to chat

Bad tempered

Loves outdoors

Very opinionated

Strong clairvoyance

Attractive and suave

Easily lose confidence

Always making friends

Does not lie or pretend

Touchy and easily jealous

Inner and physical beauty

Treats friends importantly

Seldom helps unless asked

Easily hurt but recovers easily

Soft-spoken, loving and caring

Loves those who love in return

Spendthrift and easily influenced

Does not care of what others think

Loves to travel, the arts and literature






Saw this and did for fun, while viewing Caroline's blog.
My dear girl, I understand what you feel. I've been through it and as always, I'm so near to you too and I can always be your listening ear too. The Aw brothers are like that, I'm always in the same house as them and I can see what's he is doing anyway. Cheer up, loves.

Sorry, I know I'm a cam-whore.



Tuesday, March 25, 2008:06:45

Before going to Jalan Kayu that day.
Looking so fat again here.

My hair is still so short, I shouldn't have perm and cut it then. I missed my hair.
I took one of myself, I know this isn't nice.
This is the only picture we took last few days(Jalan Kayu), Baby changed already won't cam-whore with me anymore! >,<>
After showering, went w/ B to Cp for awhile.
{Edited, with pictures. Don't be freaked out by my faces.}
Over at Bebee's house again. Wanted to meet up Yining for purchasing contact lens but she had to accompany Si for her netball match in school and so we didn't meet up. Good luck Si! This Wednesday I'm probably going to meet up with Pei Ying and Wan Ling to go down to O School for our enrol-ment, and before that I think I'm going to a job interview, hope I can get in! ;D Hope it's fun, if Baby doesn't mind, I'm hoping he will go down to the interview with me, cause I both of us can get the job! Anyway, I just enrolled myself for TP non-residential camp on 07-08April, going with Pei Ying, Asrayf and Joey ;) She got her bf, and I don't have >,< School's starting in a month and I hope everything turns out okay and not not-okay! I wanna upload pictures of myself and some with Bebee but I don't wish his files to get corrupted again(don't know what's wrong) Nothing to do with me, haha! But I don't wanna risk my phone too! ;DD Bear with the lengthy paragraphs, friends :)

Please learn a lesson, I'm doing all these for your own good. I did everything because I LOVE you. No one deserves my love more than you, 'cause Baby I have seen all the things you used to do for me and I know you really love me a lot. You are not like them who used to do those terrible things behind, and I really hope you know how I cherished you. With you, everything is different and I hope this stays on. I wished that no matter where I go, you will always be the one beside me, holding my hand and guiding me the direction when I get lost; piggybacking me when I threw my tantrums and grumbled I'm tired when you are too. Baring your heart and soul out to me, just to let me know how wrong I was but you forgive me after all and that's all because you love me.
Happiness is when I wake up on the bed beside you, knowing I'm still yours and you're mine. I prayed that it's for eternity 'cause I truly love you. Baby, thanks for everything you have done for me.


With loves,
Elizabeth

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Sunday, March 23, 2008:07:25


B's house, my second home.
Aww, I missed my hair!


{Edited}
Over at Baby's house still, it's my second day staying overnight. Usually, I sleep over at B's house on alternate days then I go back to mine ;) Actually, it's just that I feel that I needed more time with him. I was bad, year 2007 I promised Baby that after my O'Levels I will have the world of time for him then I went working all the way from November'07 till February'08. That day, B went for interview with his pals already- I think he will get the job(though I seriously pray hard, not >,<) he will not have time for me then. I hope to be able to spend more time with him 'cause I'm going to enter TP soon, I'm afraid we will meet up lesser. And I want this relationship to last, I'm serious.
Anyway, yesterday at eleven plus- Baby, I, Tiong, Clement, Gordon, Marcus and Leroy went Jalan Kayu for dinner. Haha, poor them- they went the day before already but 'cause B and I stayed at home that night so they ended up going for two days. B ate a lot with Clement too. When we first arrived, it was crowded. Baby and I then waited for places but then this family of uncivilized appeared. It seemed like the first time they come out to eat and don't know how it works in Singapore. Anyway, we walked back to B's house again and B was dota-ing with them again. I waited until four plus in the morning until I gave up again, to succumb to B's bed . These days, I've been sleeping late and little. It's not healthy, and I hate it when spots and blemishes appear on my face @#%^$!~@##@!# Ok, Baby is awake now and I'm going off line, ciaos! I haven't even submit my TP Enrolment package!

After leaving B's house, I met up with my blood sister, Kathy and her boyf. We took bus163 down to my Uncle's house at Dedap Link(YCK), it's his birthday. Happy Birthday! ;DD Then another lovely Uncle of mine sent both of us home then B and I met up and went with them for billard&Pool sessions at Hougang Green. Bck to B's house and he cooked for me. Isn't it blissful to have your love to cook for you? He always do that for me, thanks hon. Then I cabbed home.


You are The Lovers


Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.


The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.


Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I've got nothing to do so while viewing Eve's blog, I did this. By the way, THANK YOU Eveleen& Pei Ying for being here ;DD Loves.

And this is Baby's.


You are The Devil


Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession


The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.


Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

Woah, Baby is a powerful man ? Hard to resist ?!


What Tarot Card are You?
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Saturday, March 22, 2008:09:05



Bored, he's on dota again.


I love my baby . I'm Leland Aw.
{Edited, by Elizabeth}

This post seemed so empty. And I'm going to plaster my face(s) here! Heh.
Sometimes I hate to wait, while waiting for photos to be uploaded, I'm going to crap.
I hate waiting for buses, I hate waiting for cabs, I hate waiting. I hate waiting for Leland to finish his games of dota, yet again.



Friday, March 21, 2008:10:25

I know this was one of his favourites, back then.
I missed those happy times, you beibei wo >,<
This post is especially dedicated to thank my guardian angels(actually not so great lah! ;P). A big thank you to Tan Yining, To Man Si for being so nice to accompany me on 18th March(14th but I'm still crying), thanks Zoe Yak on 20th too for being there on my line& Zann (20thMarch) ;D Thanks for being my pillars of support, thanks for being such good listening ears. A bit of better is better than nothing at all, thanks girls. Went to meet Zann in the morning, we walked around at Lido's, Takashimaya(Ngee Ann City), Far East but I only got a simple top at Forever21. Mango, Zara, M)phopsis, Topshop, Adidas didn't catch my eye at all, we both think there's nothing really fabulous. Thanks girl, for listening to me whining. I wanna get more tops, dresses! And I went back to Max Mara and get my pay cheque and returned the uniforms. I slept at around three a.m and woke up at seven plus in the morning.

Thanks a lot, for those dark circles and puffy eyes.Actually I'm pretty guilty of what I did to my boyfriend dated last few months back then(mostly year2007) It turns out that Year 2008 was a torturing year for me, never fabulous. Until the day you assured me, until the day you treat me all over like your princess again, until the day I occupied the whole of your heart(again). It was like we had some sort of heart-to-heart talk yesterday, I cried a lot, he dropped some tears too. At least, we talked and then crapped a lot bla bla bla. I really missed those times. Bf still got no idea what I want all these while. I mean I didn't want to be a cold blanket, I wanted to be his supportive girlfriend too(I need time to change, I have already come this far with you. And I'm learning to cherish you more than everything I HAVE. I'm really sorry. Please be patient with me :)

Sorry guys I bore you out by reading 'cause I'm just repeating myself all over and over again with every entries. I'm sure tired! And I hate this fucking period, hate this fucking feeling.. I really hate everything. Seriously I can't stand myself a lot of times too, that unreasonable character, I can pretty childish at times too. I will blog all these as I guessed he will be too busy to be here, reading my blog. He went for a job interview with his pals, guessed he will be getting a job really soon. I'm not lonely, I got my friends/gfs too. I will learn to be independent(always am) but due to this r'ship, he has always been my shoulder, I feel that I can rely on him at times to help me complete the unfinished businesses, I really thank him. During the times that I took you for granted, I thanked you in my heart and that's why you're still living in there now, I'm sorry I didn't change. I'm not going to apologize to you in person 'cause I know you hate it and me too. I'm just trying to confide myself in this entry, just a tweeny little bit. 'Cus during this one year plus(regardless I'm with you or not), I've been bottling too much inside me and I truly really feel tired, my heart is getting heavier each time with every problem and I'm sick of all these. Well, I deserved it- it's ok. I've been crying a lot lately, I'm afraid if school starts I might not be free for this session for myself anymore. I can only pray that nothing changes, and I know my heart for you remains unchanged. I will learn to tolerate and bear with everything, I will just pray that time pass fast everyday 'cause I know everything will be different without you and this feeling sucks. Girlfriends, please remind me to control my temper too, I know I have to go through this phase and I'm trying hard now. I certainly cannot continue leading my life this way too, I'm sorry for neglecting you all and not meeting up too. And then, I will learn to be strong all over aain. So don't worry about me ;) I'm smiling. I'm waiting for you to wake up and have dinner, piggy..

P.S: I don't have any illness, my dear gfs. Happy and healthy as you are, and I eat as much as you do too.

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Monday, March 17, 2008:12:18

My new primary picture :D
Taken by his beloved.


The three, er- guys.
He thought he looked cool -.- So not.
On the long journey to Vivo City, bus 80.

Cam-whoring :D

It's my own turn.
Still on the bus.
Me, myself and I.
So ugly, me.
Ad for Pink Dolphin, lol. :)

My boyfriend's lovely girlfriend had just cooked a nice meal of Mee Goreng(Maggie mee) for both of us. :) I'm full, hee. I'm a nice and good girlfriend :D Boyfriend is playing dota again -.- We caught "Rule #1" yesterday with Clement and Gordon at Vivocity. We took the long journey of bus80 down to Harbourfront from Serangoon. 'Cause we accompanied B down to his Chinese sinseh yesterday before the movie. We watched the seven o-clock show, anyway we managed to smuggle their Burger Kings meal inside, after all. It was quite entertaining, not that horrifying. Not bad though :) Don't be confused by the scenes though, and I dreamt of Shawn Yue the night before this movie :x Bon voyage to Salina who went to Hong Kong yesterday and Congrats to my dearest Wanting, for yesterday it's her last day at Max Mara Forum. Sorry that I didn't go and fetch you up my dear :)

I love this song.

Funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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Friday, March 14, 2008:04:35

I'm now at Boyfriend's house, he's sleeping still. Ha ha, I finally completed my Medical check-up and X-ray this morning at Raffles Medical AMK, I woke up at around seven a.m again like yesterday. And I saw Mom's friend's daughter who is going to TP soon. Many that I have seen today are going to TP :D And I got 1cm shorter by the clinic's measurement, but 41.2 kg. I 'm thinking if the machine is reliable -.- Horray, another load off my shoulder. After that, I went to AMK Hub, got 6's doughnuts then 7's pies for my lovely family and Baby's. I got something for B and I too. And I saw Mei Ling(ex-colleague) at Compass Point yesterday :D But she told me they couldn't get my Armani Exchange belt for me. Cry out loud! :( I'm going back to MMNA soon to get cheque and return the uniforms.

Was chatting with Bebe's mom again just now, heh. Went to dig out those old photo albums again, to see my adorable baaby! I felt like seeing the pics again. :) He's so cute!(only when he's younger) First time in front of B's mom, I said "See, that wang ba dan again!" Lol, B and I didn't quarrel yesterday and it was truly a good sign. I hope we can always be like this. Yeah, and I wanna finish the TP Enrolment thing soon, then go out and buy more clothings and save too for school! Yipeee! :) Now I have to wait for the lazy bum to get up then shower so we can get down to Serangoon to consult his chinese Sinseh with his Mom. I have to photocopy some documents too then geta picture for my Ez-Link card.



Thursday, March 13, 2008:03:00

Hi all. I'm currently at Man Si's house, Yining was supposed to be here with me too but she went back home to sleep. Anyway, I woke up at six plus just for the Medicial Check-up and X-ray thing. Only to realise when I arrived at Ang Mo Kio's Raffles Medicial that I have to print out these forms and that. What a hassle, and Man Si kept saying "My R.P don't need.." Why is TP such a troublesome? I'm not envying, hurs >,<>@#$$#@!!@$%$% Money is so hard to earn, and I have to pay for my own expenses most of the time(Cause Mom and Dad are earning hard money, I can't always put my hand out and ask) Anyway, I just wasted a hell load of time! Initially, I organised the day beautifully, fetching Bebe from school then take my Ez-Link card picture, buying my make-up remover, and contact lens solutions, doing and completing the Enrolment thing online and everything just turns out this way.. I can't help thinking I'm such a stupid fool who's so confused and lost. I felt so helpless that I wanted to cry just now, why is that many things in my Life are not going in the way I wanted them to be, I'm so useless and yeah, you are probably right. I only know how to cry, and never stop. Just crying my eyes out, make-up smudging and everything. A beautiful girl can still afford to cry, 'cause she will still be pretty when she has tears on that face. And yes, I'm ugly- extremely hideous in those eyes of yours.


I'm crying myself to sleep every night, again.
Never mind that I'm having dark circles under my eye.
Never mind that I'm crying my eyes out.
Because it doesn't matters to you.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008:09:05


Miss Oon, still yet-to-be Mrs Tan, walking down the aisle, with her Dad.
And Mr Tan gave her a surprise which made her touched. He presented a bouquet of 99-roses suddenly 'cause during his proposal he didn't get even a rose. It's definitely beautiful! They were both so nervous on that day.Exchanging the vows, putting on the rings, and putting down their signatures and continue their journey as one in Life.
Wan Ling& I.

Officially, Mr and Mrs Tan!

Blur picture taken by Jasmine, thanks uh. Now we know why Nelson won't let you hold the camera already, jk :D
Wan Ling's finger so extra! :) Heh. Mrs Tan's wedding.

I missed all these moments. I cherished.
They will always be loved, by me.
Everyone is paying attention to the people in front, well except us who're so busy capturing our faces, to get the pictures up for ours next time.
My darlings& I.


My beloved Mrs Tan and I. Isn't she gorgeous?
I love all my girls! :D
A beautiful sight being captured, for eternity it stays.

Those tarnishing-image pictures..
And again.. My 1/2 face there, lol.


Pei Ying was so upset to leave us that day! heh.
Cam-whoring on the train.
..

Zoe have no face! :)
These are the pictures on Mrs Tan's wedding that day,08032008! It's 3 8 Fu Nu Jie on that day too :) These pictures bright up my day for today :)
To my girlfriends and sisters, I'm so elated to be with you girls that day, 'cause we are going our separate ways so soon, April2008. :( I will certainly miss you all a lot, NYP, RP be it any poly- I still miss you all. We must still meet up ok? 4E5'07 rocks all the way.
I told my girlfriends I will be the next to walk down The Aisle with someone I loved. Fine, I'm day-dreaming again.

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