♥ >ELIZABETH-GGH

Friday, February 29, 2008:14:40

Hello, I've trying to update my blog but my brother had been hogging onto my home's PC these days, on his games apparently. Probably due to examinations' stress? I don't know, anyway I think that most of the Polytechnic students are having exams recently, good luck to them! :) Yes, I'm so happy and sad. Why? It's my last day at work tomorrow, remember it's the 29th? Anyway, the new colleague(also a part-timer) her name is Shi Yin came to report on the 26th, pretty friendly :) I've been guiding her for these days, I felt reluctant to leave but well, I have to eventually. Anyway, I'll be going to visit them often(if can, but I still feel that it's a bit of weird and awkward.) I will miss Mei Ling(The Best), Wan Ting(Short& Cute), Annie(my cute little supervisor), Lay Khim(the doting Aunt) & Nelly(oh the sexy). And the newbie, Shi Yin. Though the days spent with them are rather short, they're still beautiful memories. I love this part of my life where I learn so many new things and experience the more things in Life. I felt really like a young adult while working here, it's nice and enjoyable with them, I love them. Anyway, getting into this job I think it can help me more since I'm going into Retail Management soon. && Koh Pei Ying(Pei pei) called me today! Congrats to her that her Sayang is getting to Tp tooo! She's feeling jubilant! & I'll too if only my Love is there so I'' get to see him :(Yes, we'll probably be considering about getting a HTM diploma after our Retail's, alright girl? We gonna set off for our goals! I can't wait to spend everyday with you. :)
More about me these days:
Reading has always been my favorite pastime, and now I've began reading a lot again. Since February, I had got myself four books from Kinokuniya already, I don't mind this part where I spent quite a sum on. Haha. I'm back to being a Bookworm! :) I don't mind getting books as gifts, and friends- if you guys stumbled upon very nice or interesting books, do tell me! I wanna get them or lend it to me. :D Thanks. I've been thinking, I'm going on a diet after quitting this job. I gonna be Mummy's girl and help her with the house chores. (and earn some quick bucks) Then I gonna prepare myself for school, I'm wishing to get my lap top soon, oh and get some tops or dresses for school. Well, at least I've to look presentable then Miss Oon's wedding on the 08thMarch, Kellyn's birthday chalet on the 3rd I think? There are gifts to get, and for my lovely colleagues too :)

Things I'm going to do:
- Get gifts for those people.
-Change to be a better person.
- Go on Diet! & Grow tall!
-Be a good Mommy's girl. ;)
-Get a new specs done ;D So maybe you'll catch me roaming around TP in a pair of nerdy specs. Laughs.

Enough, I've got such a long entry today, hooray! I'm feeling happy! :) I'm going to walk home with L now :) Good night! I'm off, miss me! ;D

Tuesday, February 26, 2008:05:31

Realised I have not post this, I missed this.

I'm coming home to you, everyday.

A picture of me on 23th.

After knocking off.

I'm probably on my project dieting soon, 'cause I have a voracious appetite after I've recovered. :(

Hi! Good Afternoon, apparently I'm off today :) Where's my Love? He's sleeping away, finally after missing school for like a week, he decided to have a change and be Mama's boy ;D Then he rang the teacher and realised there's no lesson for him today. Oh goody, yeah- today the 25th and I'm four days away from leaving Max Mara. Alright, with that bit of reluctance. Yes, I'm probably going to the doctor's later at Rivervale, my eyes were and still are bloody red. It's either the lens again or that Missha make-up remover. Oh, I hate this. Was on the phone with Aline for about an hour just now, it turns out that many of them bought(Bingyuan, Janet,Aline) their laptops already. By the way Darling, thanks for listen to me whining about this and that just now. Oh my god, I seemed so out. Wonder when my uncle is free -.- I'm also thinking if Dell's better, or Acer, Compact, LG or what-so-ever. Anyway, I'm going off for my shower soon and get some bottles of milk at Fairprice later. HAHA, before everything gets out of hand and when it's too late. Oh. And Kathy, aren't you blissed? Your wonderful sister got you a box of Choc Hello Panda despite money is hard to hard to earn and I'm losing source soon. I realised I spent my hard-earned(about 2000+) within three months already.

P.S Had a beautiful dream last night, but yet far from perfect.

And I'm changing, do you realise that? I'm doing this for you, for me and for us.

Monday, February 25, 2008:12:43

Attention to the babes of 4e5!!! :) Please kindly read on, please message me at my number(and if you don't have, pls try to get it) AND inform me if you are going to Miss Oon's church wedding on 08March2008. PLS GET BACK TO ME ASAP. CALL IF POSSIBLE. :) Please pass this message around. Thank you. BINGYUAN, HENRY,GERALD PLS PASS THIS MSG ARD TO THE OTHER PEOPLE OF 4E5 AND GET THEM TO GO. :) THANKS!

Order by Miss Oon, 24Jan08.
P.S She must be afraid of having no guests. Just kidding :P
My eyes are red! :(

:04:50

I'm now at Leland Aw's house, bored though many of his friends are here. We just cae back from 7-11 anyway. I have nothing better to do, Ok so I came to blog. Today is a Sunday. It sucks 'cause there will be many people at Orchard and I will have a hard time meeting half ways to pass goods. There are many maids around too, painting their nails like it's their houses there and they an do anything there(Orchard I mean.) Anyway, I thought about a lot yesterday. I just hope for the better for my future. I gonna pray hard ad God, please bless me for letting me have a great future, filled with regrets no more. Because it will certainly sucks, Ok and I'm five days away to my last day at work. Did I mentioned that 29th Feb will be my last day? My freedom, I can regain them again, lol. Monday, 25th is my off day! Hurray! :) I have to get down to do my facial too, accompany Baby for his haircut too. Ya, Aline is coming along to quit! Yeah! And I'm going to be her hair-dresser soon, I'm going to dye her hair for her. So nice of me right? Anyway, I thought about that Life is really short and I should try and lead it happily. Might as well do that, or I will be upset and wallow myself in despair some more. Yeah I gotta believe in that.
A quote from Walt Disney (which apparently is not true!)
If you can dream it, you can do it! Cause I never succeed.

Friday, February 22, 2008:13:51

{Edited}
I hate liars, Aw Kah Seng! :)

THANK YOU to Zann , Gerald, Peipei and Bingyuan :D At least, you guys read my entry and I'm not forgotten. Thank you Zann for messaging me in the morning, your message touched me though it's a short one. I always cherished my Baobei ;)
About yesterday's: I was pissed off! Firstly, I'm still THERE with my results, JAE, DAE thing. Secondly, Shirley the Manager came. I don't really have a thing against her but she wanted me to freeze to death. I mean Ngee Ann City is like so cold(for me ok?) I know Max Mara ia a high-class boutique and I'm wearing a family-brand jacket. She forbid me to wear it so I ended up wearing a short sleeve inside my long-sleeved top. Anyway, though Annie(my supervisor) won't get to see this, I'd still love to say a "THANK YOU" to her, I troubled her in the morning to do some alteration for me as I went to work without bringing my uniform. Yesterday sales was $888, so poor and all of us cannot believe that it's so accurate. Such a lucky number. Hopefully, it will bring me luck for the interview. Anyway, I know I should feel happy 'cause I'm going to be a TP student so sooon. BUT I'M SO NOT! I know I'm going to dread going to school 'cause of this bloody course. I'm sorry but I still think it totally sucks! Yes, 29th is my last day at Max Mara Ngee Ann. I gotta miss all of them so much! But there's always something people yearned and missed for, after all we still have the memories with us.

Sorry Mei Ling and Wanting, I gootta visit you all!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008:13:07

Apparently, I got into the lovely Temasek Polytechnic, but it's not my desired course I was assigned to! I just cannot believe it, I hate it that I'm at such a disadvantage 'cause I got no CCA deduction point. It sucks so much that I didn't get into Hospitality& Tourism(my most sought-after course) or even Leisure& Resort Management. Ok fine, I'm far from Hospitality 'cause the cut-off is like 11? But at least, I'm just 1 point away form Leisure, 2 points away from Law. I'm dejected, disappointed and despondent. I think that the system here in Singapore really sucks. I mean this is my future, I reluctantly add in those extra courses for the JAE Application for the fear that I might have no schools to attend that's why. I don't like Retail in the first place, well it sucks for me! I hate it, I FUCKING HATE THIS! I ONLY HAVE INTEREST FOR LIKE THESE FEW COURSES! I can't cultivate interest in the others. They are so not me anyway. I don't wanna get into a course which I totally have no interest in(who wants?) and I even dreaded this, I mean get into this course study and excel then get a Diploma three years from now then ten years down the road, I'm in this line, this type of job and I'm definitely regretting this! FUCK! I'm really frustrated. I mean I'm totally 100% interested in Hospitality& Leisure. I'm so Enthusiastic about studying! I'm definitely going to pull up my socks so freaking high and study real serious hard. And how come God is so cruel to me this time, leaving me with no choice. I mean well, I didn't study hard and smart only to panic at the eleventh hour and pass my freaking O's. I blamed myself for not getting an A2 for English and a B(at least) for Mathematics. Met up with Aline and Zoe for appeal in T.P, freak man. I'm so pisssssssssssssssssssseeeeeeeedddddddddd!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK! Ok, you got it. I'm so not-the-happy. I'm so very unhappy and the Singapore Tourism-related industry gonna lose me, a talented one!(Never mind about me, I'm just going crazy!)

OH SORRY MY DEARS, MY ENTRY IS SO FULL OF FUCKINGS& whine-ings GOING ON.
It truly really sucks that I'm caught in this situation now. Even a Burberry Blue Label, LV bag or a Gucci can never cheer me up now. Time's not going to heal this deep wound inside me now, Edison's already a disappointment for my fragile heart.
P.S : Thanks Baby, for trying to cheer me up with your kisses and hugs. :) Loves.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008:18:07

This is for the sweeties who bright up my days. I love all of you!(HEY. Don't say you are not looking nice in this pic. 'Cause pictures are for memories-purposes)

This is me for the day.

This is one of the two pictures we took on V-Day's.

I just can't put this book down! Brights up my day.;)

Okays, I’m so super nervous now, I can’t wait for morning to arrive so soon. Okays, it’s very early in the morning now. I want the time now to be eight plus so I can quickly get my results! I want my desired posting results! Ohmy, let it be that! & yes, Baby and I had our 13th yesterday- the 18th we have been waiting for every month. He gave me a surprise, not that beautiful but it’s a twosome that I yearned for always and often. Watched Jumper at Plaza Sing, my rating for this movie is probably 3/5, thanks to the male lead which looks rather Okays. It’s a different movie but had a rather stupid ending I’d say. Love thinks that there’s a part two. By the way, we caught Ah Long Ptd Ltd the other day too with my darlings and B’s they all, it’s not bad too. For Singapore’ productions, it’s not too bad already. Entertainment I’d give, it’s a 3/5 too. I haven’t got to watch CJ7 yet, and yuck- Baby wants to watch Jay’s movie and I said no, he’s too hideous though talented. Sorry to his loyal fans. For P.S I Love You, between the novel and the movie- the novel is definitely better!
Add-ons!
I saw Pei Qing and SOMEBODY(BEN DAN YAN YOU) while meeting half-way today at Wheelock place there while meeting up with Wan Ting the cutie also a shortie ;D Then I talked to Wan Ling ‘cause Octopus called her! Today after the movies, I met up with Aline& Janet, we all took the train home together and guess what, it’s a girls day- okays, (all of us took today off 'cause we've got to appeal) and I love Girls' Day! Haha, and a happening on Valentine's Day in Ngee Ann City- apparently, the fire alram exploded so-called. I heardit from the Security guy whom came in today to our shop, hesaid that on that day, the flames of the many couples, the deep passion they had inside for each other are too "high" and so things like that happened. Hahaha. -.-"' Good night Baby. Sleep tight. Baby, don't think so much, he's just a friend and I'm concerned for him just as a friend. It's over like since a year plus?
P.S I Love You Baby.

Monday, February 18, 2008:15:58

Hi ya! Okays so did you enjoyed your Valentine’s? I seemed a bit of out duh, haha. Third day since V’s day and I’m like posting now. My Valentine’s as follows: Firstly, a big quarrel with some fists-actions going on, it’s on for two hours(four to six plus?) Next, it’s kinda solved and we took a train down to Plaza Sing. Baby’s treat to Aijisen, yes and I gonna make it a point not to choose Volcano yet again. I’m going to try out new things. Watched P.S I Love You. What touches most should be what Gerry did for Holly in this movie. I preferred the novel, there’s more! I got the book in Kino’s like days ago(last week?), there are three editions but I think there isn’t any difference in any of them. Thanks Pei Ying by the way! Try the book people! ;)
16th- Saw Yan Luan on the train, had a nice long chat from Dhoby Ghaut all the way to Seng Kang. We chatted about our dearest 4e5, we missed all of you!! Chatted about O's and every little things. It's just so nice seeing someone so close and sweet. I'd love to see everyone I lovee everyday, good luck people. It's the 19th sooon! Yipee!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008:04:47

Felt like listening to this song again.

Moodless, but then troubles brew up again. I really thought people tend to mature as they grow up and not get mad easily over trivial matters. Especially women, we tend to mature few years faster than guys at our age. Seriously, it's like so a joke if people learns of it. Seventeen soon, and yet we are facing this. Misunderstanding or not, you girls know it well yourself. Being like this now, ask yourself if you feel happy and satisfied? Is it worth? I really don't know what to say, everyone not involved is trying to help you twos or maybe threes. This is part of life, this is something most of us went through before. I hope when you all are feeling better, get a talk. Being a friend is better than being a foe. Are you all trying to say in these four years, you've not get to understand one another? Why can't the other give in? Everything can be solved amicably. Why are you girls acting to be so bo-chap about one another, are you willing to give up these years of sistership? Do you think it's worth breaking up this sistership by those things you said to one another? Please wake up, come to your senses, do some soul-searching.

Monday, February 11, 2008:11:54

And then, this is then my hair after perming, get it? (P.S esp Henry, Yuan) For Wanling, Aline who never bother to read everything, it's perming again. Lol. This is my new shades, Mom said it's big for me 'cause I'm petitie.

And I'm still sick, so took a Sick Leave off again. No money, haha. But tomorrow's off! Weets. Went to the doctor's with Kathy today at Hougang Mall. 'Cause R.P one's resumed at four, couldn't wait. I got so much medicine, for flu, fever, sore throat and etc. Then sister and I went to eat, saw Esther and her parents :) After that, Kathy left to meet her friends while I meet Zanny Baobei up. She's also sick. My dear girl, drink more water uh. Anyway, I lost three kilos to four like that recently, because I'm sick. So I would rather not get well, lol! Okays, I have decided to quit around the twenty-something this month. 'Cause I wanna play and relax! And when I enter Polytechnic(TP please, desired course pleasee!) , I gonna study real hard! Ciaos people. I'm waiting for the 19th, so are you right? Let's pray hard people esp 4e5!

And I'm turning too emotional again recently, blues came 'cause of the red ..

Friday, February 8, 2008:20:50

Happy New Year day#2!
I'm feeling worse now, wanna die! At Bestie's house now with Si they all. Lost and won.
And it's no longer the same. This will stay- for long.

Thursday, February 7, 2008:22:12

First and foremost, let me wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! :) To my lovely 4e5 pals and loved ones, you all must be gleaming 'cause you have got too many red packets. I miss you guys, a lot! And I miss Love so much, he's like sick for so many days. And yeah, I'm meeting him later on. We're going to his Grandma's house later on. ;) And I'm sick now. Sore throat, headache. But I felt better after having a Panadol Extra. I didn't even have the strength to walk this morning, wanted to go Tao Payoh and pay respects to my ah-ma but I was feeling too weak. Yeah, I bought my Chanel foundation last night, and a pair of Aldo shades :) Now I'm waiting for May to get my Burberry Blue Label from Japan by my colleague. On eve, I saw Ain& Nini(these two sweeeties) at Wisma Atria. Oh god, I really misses 4e5. Everyone, we must get to Miss Oon's church wedding okays so I will get to see all of you! I saw Kathy's friends too, then I took a train down from Orchard to Yio Chu Kang to Uncle's house, to have reunion dinner with relatives. And I helped to wash the dishes yesterday(nice of me right?) Lol. I helped Mom and Dad clean up the house too, I think I will be doing more often 'cause I wanna lose weight. Ciaos! Enjoy tremendously people!

Friday, February 1, 2008:15:58

And I really love this hairstyle of mine!

I missed it! I really have feelings for my hair.. :(

And I gonna miss this hairstyle soooo much.. :(

Morning. Reached home at nine plus after doing my hair. Cried, yeah it's about my hair. You will understand when you see me okays? I'm upset but oh well, it's gone and now I gotta update some pictures of myself taken some days ago with my beloved hair. I'm in a wanna-die mood but I told myself "I will never ever be happy again unless I learnt to take things in stride."

{Edited}

Just got home, spent sixty plus for manicure& pedicure. It's so-so only, Baby commented it's really too expensive. Many too, esp when it's so not gorgeous. Never mind, nothing about me is anyway. :( Spent a total of hundred plus again today, sighs. The feeling of being penniless once again sucks to the core. Was with Clem, Gordon and Baby at B's house downstairs. It's not Gordon's day today, 'cause he lost twenty over dollars when each bet is abt 50cents? Haha. Bad, I'm gloating over others' misfortune. Anyway, L's PK with Gor's like so exciting. Actually, I'm really very elated at the thought of Chinese New Year and now, everything is gone. I'm no longer happy!! Ciaos, have to wash away make-up and get to bed& hope I won't flare up again at Love's tonight.

P.S I LOVE YOU.