Ok, now here I am sitting in front of B's computer, got forced to get out of that seat and he's now hogging his bro's com. His bro just sent his girlfriend home. It's my off day again today and B and I slept till five plus- nope, he slept till six plus. Wanted to get him out of the bed as well, but a pig is always one ;DD Lol. Went chalet with B yesterday after my work, Bestie, Sayang, Qingren, Si and their friends were there. It's a pity Janet and Aline were not there. B and I cabbed back to his house at seven plus. Chalet was quite bored, mainly because many were in foul moods.
Qingren, just wanna ask you to cheer up and not think so much first. Everything is not finalized, he didn't say he loves you no more my dear. Don't wallow yourself in despair, there's always hope. And remember you're not me- so you gotta stay strong and be optimistic. In life, we should always look on the bright side. If he's really meant to be yours, he will be back right? There's no use even if he does not want to get back together, sop know all you have to do is perk up your mood, touch him with your sincerity and prove to him that you love him still, and that you will wait for him no matter what happens. Let him have some days of peace, letting him to have some time to himself to ponder over you' guys relationship. I love you girlfriend. I mean like, I've been through break-ups and many others too. This is part of growing-up. A break-up just makes us learn more and grow stronger. Mistakes that we have committed in a relationship- we learned that we should repent and not do them again. Even if one day his answer comes and it's not ideal, let him go if he'll be happier. I mean what most important is that both of you have really been in love before and you guys were really happy. Nobody even him, can take the beautiful memories away. And there's not a single thing in this world which will last forever. Even when a couple get marry, they spent fifty years happily together. Eventually, death stills separate them and cruelly tears them apart. This is life, and he'll always be a part of your life although he may no longer be your the other part.
As for this part of my entry today, it's for Si. You've always been a strong girl to all of us. Seeing you like this seems abnormal.. But well, all of us are human-beings and we have our frail sides and weaknesses. Although I've not seek your permission to post about you here, I hope you don't mind. Dear, you've to understand again that this is part of life. Every thing happens for a reason. As adults, I'm sure they know what they're doing, I mean like outsiders, we don't know the cause, sometimes we cannot poke our noses in as and when we like. You've still got us, things might take a turn for the better. We'll never know what happens to us the next minute, let alone second. Life is short girl, we might as well try and gt on and live happily rather than wearing a sad look every now and then.
As for myself, I'm not feeling happy inside too, seeing my loved ones like that. I really hope you girls are not feeling like that now, hoping to take away the pain and hurt you all are feeling inside now. I've too been through a break-up and it leaves me feeling very upset. I mean, yes sometimes it feels so much better to drown yourself in sorrows but this harms your health. Drinking only makes your mood worse, and throwing up isn't good either. Just imagine sticking a finger down your throat, if that's sadness you're getting rid of, I will gladly encourage you to do so. I will also want o stick my finger down into my throat a million times, because I'm not feeling good too.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008:14:58
