


Morning. Reached home at nine plus after doing my hair. Cried, yeah it's about my hair. You will understand when you see me okays? I'm upset but oh well, it's gone and now I gotta update some pictures of myself taken some days ago with my beloved hair. I'm in a wanna-die mood but I told myself "I will never ever be happy again unless I learnt to take things in stride."
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Just got home, spent sixty plus for manicure& pedicure. It's so-so only, Baby commented it's really too expensive. Many too, esp when it's so not gorgeous. Never mind, nothing about me is anyway. :( Spent a total of hundred plus again today, sighs. The feeling of being penniless once again sucks to the core. Was with Clem, Gordon and Baby at B's house downstairs. It's not Gordon's day today, 'cause he lost twenty over dollars when each bet is abt 50cents? Haha. Bad, I'm gloating over others' misfortune. Anyway, L's PK with Gor's like so exciting. Actually, I'm really very elated at the thought of Chinese New Year and now, everything is gone. I'm no longer happy!! Ciaos, have to wash away make-up and get to bed& hope I won't flare up again at Love's tonight.
P.S I LOVE YOU.