Initially, I was really feeling happier. And now I'm not at all.
Now at Leland's house, just now earlier on he came with his friend, Marcus to fetch me from work. I was feeling happier on as it's my off day tomorrow! I get get some rest, planning a day off then I'm going to get my nails done with Bestie at Bugis tomorrow. But an early bird tomorrow, I'm getting my hair done too and it's like very early in the morning. Seriously, I also don't know what to do with my hair. Just that I felt that I should change my hairstyle after having this for so long(one year plus about two?)
Wednesday, January 30, 2008:22:39
Tuesday, January 29, 2008:01:53
Sha la la laaaa...
Good Morning! Last night was simply too tired to blog, so went to sleep instead. Last night, Mom's good daughter wanted to visit Fairprice with Mom after her work but somebody wrecked my plans and decided not to let me go home. Unreasonable isn't it?
Mood: Happy yeterday and today. Today I'm happy because I'm off, woohoo! Like it's so tiring la, sucks. Wished to quit soon but there'll be no money to spend. x( Some kind soul can sponsor me everything I want? ;DD Lol. Talking abt yesterday, haha. I rang up my uncle at workplace told him my results and everything, courses etc. They didn't expect me to get this grade, at least 20-plus. Because I wasn't such a good girl in the past. Only getting the Prelims results spur me on to work harder. It's true that you reap what you sow. Yeah, I'm so happy 'cause Uncle promised to sponsor me athousand buck for laptop. I'm really elated. Life's seems to be getting better for me, and I will not give up. I will do anything not to let things go downhill. I'm just going to pray hard to get into HTM though it seems impossible. And I love my family and relatives so much. I not gonna let them worry for me already because I've grown up. I'm sorry. Ya, I spent one hundred plus bucks on Lingerine today. Talk about saving up money for rainy days.. And I amended my JAE application abt twenty mins ago, there flies another ten bucks. Lol.
Time waits for no man.
Good Morning! Last night was simply too tired to blog, so went to sleep instead. Last night, Mom's good daughter wanted to visit Fairprice with Mom after her work but somebody wrecked my plans and decided not to let me go home. Unreasonable isn't it?
Mood: Happy yeterday and today. Today I'm happy because I'm off, woohoo! Like it's so tiring la, sucks. Wished to quit soon but there'll be no money to spend. x( Some kind soul can sponsor me everything I want? ;DD Lol. Talking abt yesterday, haha. I rang up my uncle at workplace told him my results and everything, courses etc. They didn't expect me to get this grade, at least 20-plus. Because I wasn't such a good girl in the past. Only getting the Prelims results spur me on to work harder. It's true that you reap what you sow. Yeah, I'm so happy 'cause Uncle promised to sponsor me athousand buck for laptop. I'm really elated. Life's seems to be getting better for me, and I will not give up. I will do anything not to let things go downhill. I'm just going to pray hard to get into HTM though it seems impossible. And I love my family and relatives so much. I not gonna let them worry for me already because I've grown up. I'm sorry. Ya, I spent one hundred plus bucks on Lingerine today. Talk about saving up money for rainy days.. And I amended my JAE application abt twenty mins ago, there flies another ten bucks. Lol.
Time waits for no man.
Sunday, January 27, 2008:17:25
After work, I quckily went to catch the train. Alighted at Hougang (no bodyguards today, sad :( .. ) Dinner at Mall's with Gordon, Clem and Leland. Went Hg Plaza after that, they played billard. Saw Cheng Wai there and he got L1R5-15. Mine's a L1R4-15! I'm utterly upset! I'm so ashamed of myself.
I hate to say this, but you sucks! I'm Sorry.
I hate to say this, but you sucks! I'm Sorry.
Saturday, January 26, 2008:17:59
Okays, hello! I'm back at home now. Took nightrider from Somerset. After work, I got four lovely bodyguards to wait for me outside my shop, namely Bebee, Auntie, Clem and Gordon ;DD I always got "envied" because of this. Lol. Haha. Went Cineleisure, we caught The Mist. Waste of money!! Why? Its sucks- the ending. Initially, it can be quite entertaining. It's lame la. Lol. Can be quite hilarous, bits of gross. Most importantly, I'm waiting for CJ7! My Xing Xing! Love him man ;))) And hurry! New Year, please arrive soon, I wanna be w/ gfs, and everyone else! I can't wait! Thank God, Ah Ma and everyone! Loves.
Bytheway, people please comment should I re-perm my hair, make waves or reborn it? Tag me and say. I SERIOUSLY NEED THEM. ;D
Friday, January 25, 2008:17:57
Dearest& I ;)
Love her so. Lol!
Thought Ah ma look so cool(Ah Lian's head) in this because she's smoking ;P
{Edited}.. Seriously, I also don't know if I'm really happy or not. Yesterday, 24th January was the most important day of our lives, many people's. This is a turning point of our life, so finally we got to get our results yesterday. In the morning, I chatted with girlfriends- Aline, Zo happily from one like that till about three plus. The Bestie called in, conferencing happily. & I really missed these moments with my girls- a lot. Most of us went to bed about four.
.. Eleven like that- I got woke up by Miss Oon, she said I've got to pay the school fees or I will not get my cert, chatted then I told her I was like so worried :( She continued "Don't worry, you will be surprised girl." And I'm feeling better though I don't know if I should believe her. I'm not confident. Because I always know my standards.
And it's twelve plus, I set off from home to school with a heavy heart. It's my last day wearing the school uniform again and I gonna miss it. And I'm certainly nervous and terrified of the road that seemed to lie before me. Went to office, saw those sweeties(very elated) then finally realized Kat paid the school fees in Dec, was relieved.
Finally, it's about two plus- went up to hall w/ Si& Bestie, many of us had tears rolling down our cheeks. Principal had his speech, Mr Wong too..
Results released starting from Char- thump thump& my heart beats on..
I'm index no.4 and so i got my results very soon, and I passed my Science and Maths! I can't believe it, and I got an A2 for Combined Humanities! But English was disappointing because I was hoping for an A2 :( My science was the best improvement ;DD
For that moment, I had tears of joy in my eyes. I wanted so much to thank Mdm Sharifah(my favourite teacher& i love her hell lots!) Mdm Frieda, Miss Oon, Miss Tan, Ah Wong! Mdm Koor too, because they're the ones who helped me so much. Not forgetting Miss Loh, and Miss Ong. And I hugged them! And my pals, darlings who's there for me! ;)
In the end, my results was what I set for my goals in the beginning of the year 2007, that is-
L1R4- 15 but I don't have any CCA points. I'm happy because I passed all my subs.
And now my only wish is to get into TP, my desired course.. And study very well.
{gonna continued} I'm going home, ciaos!
.. Eleven like that- I got woke up by Miss Oon, she said I've got to pay the school fees or I will not get my cert, chatted then I told her I was like so worried :( She continued "Don't worry, you will be surprised girl." And I'm feeling better though I don't know if I should believe her. I'm not confident. Because I always know my standards.
And it's twelve plus, I set off from home to school with a heavy heart. It's my last day wearing the school uniform again and I gonna miss it. And I'm certainly nervous and terrified of the road that seemed to lie before me. Went to office, saw those sweeties(very elated) then finally realized Kat paid the school fees in Dec, was relieved.
Finally, it's about two plus- went up to hall w/ Si& Bestie, many of us had tears rolling down our cheeks. Principal had his speech, Mr Wong too..
Results released starting from Char- thump thump& my heart beats on..
I'm index no.4 and so i got my results very soon, and I passed my Science and Maths! I can't believe it, and I got an A2 for Combined Humanities! But English was disappointing because I was hoping for an A2 :( My science was the best improvement ;DD
For that moment, I had tears of joy in my eyes. I wanted so much to thank Mdm Sharifah(my favourite teacher& i love her hell lots!) Mdm Frieda, Miss Oon, Miss Tan, Ah Wong! Mdm Koor too, because they're the ones who helped me so much. Not forgetting Miss Loh, and Miss Ong. And I hugged them! And my pals, darlings who's there for me! ;)
In the end, my results was what I set for my goals in the beginning of the year 2007, that is-
L1R4- 15 but I don't have any CCA points. I'm happy because I passed all my subs.
And now my only wish is to get into TP, my desired course.. And study very well.
{gonna continued} I'm going home, ciaos!
After going home, went Bugis with Zo, Aline and Yumin ;) Wamted to get some new year clothes but didn't get to do so yet. Slacked, went Baby's house- did sushi. Some uhappiness but there's happiness too ;DD
Wednesday, January 23, 2008:17:39
Just sent Baby to bed and then cabbed home alone. Been so unhappy with the transport fees nowadays, came to blog so decided to say this the bus fares and train fares sucks, I’m paying out of my own pocket! :( Cabbing is exorbitant too! Poor baby he is so tired. Heart-wrenching, the most dreaded day is going to take place tomorrow. Ok, I’m prepared but not fully. I just hate myself for not studying hard since years ago. Seriously, I don’t even know what to do and how to face myself and others. Sighs.
Bytheway friends, this book I've finished reading it in total of three hours. Not bad uh, Khim lent it to me- it's called Yazuka's Moon ;) It's about a Gangster's daughter, about her life. It is so sad at times, but she's staying stong throughout. Try it!
Sunday, January 20, 2008:04:26
{Edited}Hello! ;D Yesterday happenings'- Si came over to my house in the morning and passed me my contact lens. Thanks a lot girl! She even accompanied me to RP 'cause in the first place, I wanted to get Bebee his PSP Slim to surprise him ended up didn't. And it was a flop! My Sushi set Meal- even created names for them and spent some money on everything. I'm an imbecile fiasco! :( Will update the pictures for One-Year soon, went to Underwater World yesterday. This boyfriend of mine is so inquisitive. He's like everything also wanna know and feel. First he's touching the puffer fish then the little harmless sharks. Baby even asked me to touch, not to be so-not sporty, i really put my hand in to touch. Then the list goes on, finally touched the stingrays. And when we entered the Tunnel, I was initially terrified, very!!! Thoughts like "What if the glass break? .. I can't swim leh though I passed Sec1 swimming test.. etc. Then what if I got bitten by sharks and got stung by stingrays?" Funny uh, don't laugh at me! I kept clinging onto Baby, and guessed he fallen in love with the place 'cause he could not bear to leave. And so, we got into the Tunnel the second time and I felt much okays already. Lol. After Sentosa, Baby and I walked around Vivocity for a while(I wanted to find new-year clothings but his face is so black), and I got to see my Adel dear at Cp today! ;) Be good ok darling? You said so.
Tang Yanyou, I love you la! But the sushi was a flop! Didn't bring for him to taste though. Haha. I miss you girl, will meet up for lunch! Love you.
Tang Yanyou, I love you la! But the sushi was a flop! Didn't bring for him to taste though. Haha. I miss you girl, will meet up for lunch! Love you.
Friday, January 18, 2008:18:23
After my work, I walked all the way from Ngee Ann City to Heeren to find SiSi and Bestie. We went to have Wanton Noodles just around Action City. I'm considering if I should just join Action-City after Max Mara. Went Cine after that, missed my favourite Table Hockey! ;DD Had fun! And I won!! By the way, if you guys don't know- I'm working in Max Mara; it's the Sister-company of Max&Co ;D And about the noodles- Self-proclaimed that it's like so nice, I doubt so. Mabye you guys try it before at 4th or the 5th level? I don't think it's that nice, except for the soup. Met up with Janet at CP for awhile, and Si sent me home. Thanks. I've been spending quite a lot lately, maybe I should really save up because money is really hard to earn.
Most importantly, Happy One Year Anniversary to Baby& I! ;) I will post more then.
PS. I shall grab some beauty sleep lest I scared off Baby by being a panda tomrorrow.
Most importantly, Happy One Year Anniversary to Baby& I! ;) I will post more then.
PS. I shall grab some beauty sleep lest I scared off Baby by being a panda tomrorrow.
Thursday, January 17, 2008:15:52
Oh God! Hate it, this feeling- it totally sucks. Sucks sucks sucks! 'm getting sick and tired! Somebody help me -.-"'
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Bad Night!
:15:43
Home swweeeet home! ;) Haha. Back to work this morning, sales was not that good at the shop today but it's okays. It does not affect me, bad bad. I'm so not-the thoughtful. Sorry, just that I feel happy about meeting half-ways lesser. Hohoho.Didn't meet Baby for the second day today and in about an half-an hour time, it's just one day to our One-Year Anniversary! It's my off day on the 18th, but still Baby has to study. It's okays, I'll wait for you Baby. Because you're the one I'm willingly to wait for. And I thought I said I'm coming back house to tidy and pack the rooms, ended up I didn't. And now here I am blogging. Ooops. Saw Yanyou(Octopus Ball) just now at Cold Storage again! It's such a coincidence b'cause I just saw her and Beloved Wan Ling the other day. See, Yan- your name is here& I miss you. We gotta get together at town and have lunch ok? Tag me darling ;D
As for Bestie, I miss you lah! And hurry, give me the date for the rehersal when we have to get back to secondary school for the New Year Concert! Love ya ;)
I've been trying to run away from reality. Is that the real me?
I don't know if I will ever muster up my courage and face myself?
I'm really getting more dejected and despondent.
All are gone, in a day. And that day is so near. I'm really afraid..
As for Bestie, I miss you lah! And hurry, give me the date for the rehersal when we have to get back to secondary school for the New Year Concert! Love ya ;)
I've been trying to run away from reality. Is that the real me?
I don't know if I will ever muster up my courage and face myself?
I'm really getting more dejected and despondent.
All are gone, in a day. And that day is so near. I'm really afraid..
Tuesday, January 15, 2008:21:38
It's pouring out now, and I just got home with Mom. Had lunch with Mom and her colleague just now, went Fairprice with Mom to get some groceries and etc. Woke up earlier in the day to pack up my things and tidy up the house before the Chinese New Year. Hurray, Kathy and I have the TV for ourselves in the room now, haha! I'm off again today! ;D Came to upload some pictures during chalet too, didn't manage to get pics with girlfriends but I know there's definitely many chances to do so! Ok, Mom's out of the toilet now and I better hurry to get the dust out now so the house will be lovl-ier and cosi-er!
I miss you.. I'm feeling vexed and despondent. You made me felt that I'm not as important as what I think I am in your life. Just days away from our one-year anniversary, I'm still having this feeling that you are the same. And no matter what, this is going to stay on. And I hate this feeling.
:14:58
Ok, now here I am sitting in front of B's computer, got forced to get out of that seat and he's now hogging his bro's com. His bro just sent his girlfriend home. It's my off day again today and B and I slept till five plus- nope, he slept till six plus. Wanted to get him out of the bed as well, but a pig is always one ;DD Lol. Went chalet with B yesterday after my work, Bestie, Sayang, Qingren, Si and their friends were there. It's a pity Janet and Aline were not there. B and I cabbed back to his house at seven plus. Chalet was quite bored, mainly because many were in foul moods.
Qingren, just wanna ask you to cheer up and not think so much first. Everything is not finalized, he didn't say he loves you no more my dear. Don't wallow yourself in despair, there's always hope. And remember you're not me- so you gotta stay strong and be optimistic. In life, we should always look on the bright side. If he's really meant to be yours, he will be back right? There's no use even if he does not want to get back together, sop know all you have to do is perk up your mood, touch him with your sincerity and prove to him that you love him still, and that you will wait for him no matter what happens. Let him have some days of peace, letting him to have some time to himself to ponder over you' guys relationship. I love you girlfriend. I mean like, I've been through break-ups and many others too. This is part of growing-up. A break-up just makes us learn more and grow stronger. Mistakes that we have committed in a relationship- we learned that we should repent and not do them again. Even if one day his answer comes and it's not ideal, let him go if he'll be happier. I mean what most important is that both of you have really been in love before and you guys were really happy. Nobody even him, can take the beautiful memories away. And there's not a single thing in this world which will last forever. Even when a couple get marry, they spent fifty years happily together. Eventually, death stills separate them and cruelly tears them apart. This is life, and he'll always be a part of your life although he may no longer be your the other part.
As for this part of my entry today, it's for Si. You've always been a strong girl to all of us. Seeing you like this seems abnormal.. But well, all of us are human-beings and we have our frail sides and weaknesses. Although I've not seek your permission to post about you here, I hope you don't mind. Dear, you've to understand again that this is part of life. Every thing happens for a reason. As adults, I'm sure they know what they're doing, I mean like outsiders, we don't know the cause, sometimes we cannot poke our noses in as and when we like. You've still got us, things might take a turn for the better. We'll never know what happens to us the next minute, let alone second. Life is short girl, we might as well try and gt on and live happily rather than wearing a sad look every now and then.
As for myself, I'm not feeling happy inside too, seeing my loved ones like that. I really hope you girls are not feeling like that now, hoping to take away the pain and hurt you all are feeling inside now. I've too been through a break-up and it leaves me feeling very upset. I mean, yes sometimes it feels so much better to drown yourself in sorrows but this harms your health. Drinking only makes your mood worse, and throwing up isn't good either. Just imagine sticking a finger down your throat, if that's sadness you're getting rid of, I will gladly encourage you to do so. I will also want o stick my finger down into my throat a million times, because I'm not feeling good too.
Qingren, just wanna ask you to cheer up and not think so much first. Everything is not finalized, he didn't say he loves you no more my dear. Don't wallow yourself in despair, there's always hope. And remember you're not me- so you gotta stay strong and be optimistic. In life, we should always look on the bright side. If he's really meant to be yours, he will be back right? There's no use even if he does not want to get back together, sop know all you have to do is perk up your mood, touch him with your sincerity and prove to him that you love him still, and that you will wait for him no matter what happens. Let him have some days of peace, letting him to have some time to himself to ponder over you' guys relationship. I love you girlfriend. I mean like, I've been through break-ups and many others too. This is part of growing-up. A break-up just makes us learn more and grow stronger. Mistakes that we have committed in a relationship- we learned that we should repent and not do them again. Even if one day his answer comes and it's not ideal, let him go if he'll be happier. I mean what most important is that both of you have really been in love before and you guys were really happy. Nobody even him, can take the beautiful memories away. And there's not a single thing in this world which will last forever. Even when a couple get marry, they spent fifty years happily together. Eventually, death stills separate them and cruelly tears them apart. This is life, and he'll always be a part of your life although he may no longer be your the other part.
As for this part of my entry today, it's for Si. You've always been a strong girl to all of us. Seeing you like this seems abnormal.. But well, all of us are human-beings and we have our frail sides and weaknesses. Although I've not seek your permission to post about you here, I hope you don't mind. Dear, you've to understand again that this is part of life. Every thing happens for a reason. As adults, I'm sure they know what they're doing, I mean like outsiders, we don't know the cause, sometimes we cannot poke our noses in as and when we like. You've still got us, things might take a turn for the better. We'll never know what happens to us the next minute, let alone second. Life is short girl, we might as well try and gt on and live happily rather than wearing a sad look every now and then.
As for myself, I'm not feeling happy inside too, seeing my loved ones like that. I really hope you girls are not feeling like that now, hoping to take away the pain and hurt you all are feeling inside now. I've too been through a break-up and it leaves me feeling very upset. I mean, yes sometimes it feels so much better to drown yourself in sorrows but this harms your health. Drinking only makes your mood worse, and throwing up isn't good either. Just imagine sticking a finger down your throat, if that's sadness you're getting rid of, I will gladly encourage you to do so. I will also want o stick my finger down into my throat a million times, because I'm not feeling good too.
Saturday, January 12, 2008:17:15
Hello! I just got home, just watched One Missed Call with Leland at Cine Leisure for the 2130 show just now ;) It was okays only, the ending was like quite-- hmmmms why not you catch it yourself? Spilling it out here may cause the theatres to earn lesser money for the movie. Okays, spilling them out here may cause the industry to earn lesser money for this movie too. And yeah, things were not sailing out as smoothly as I wished it to be. Sad to say, Leland and I quarrelled over silly things once again. It would have been a laughing stock if you all were to know what it's about. The only thing which probably cheered up my day is my new top! I love it, yellow also gives a feeling of sunshine! ;D I love watching Tom & Jerry cartoon, haha! Although it's quite costly, but I love it anyway! Hurray! The front has Jerry and the back has Tom! I'm feeling so unwell, probably getting a sore throat soon and I've got a bad flu.
And now, the Flu Bug has come to accompany the Love Bug, Hooray!
Friday, January 11, 2008:17:43
I'm all about you- Aaron Carter
There's something that I've got to say
You're always with me even though, you're far away
Talking to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I know you worry sometimes,
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the place of my number one girl
It's true I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere
I'm all about you I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are goin' out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you...
There's something that I've got to say
You're always with me even though, you're far away
Talking to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I know you worry sometimes,
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the place of my number one girl
It's true I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere
I'm all about you I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have to question my love
And every night there's a new crowd
But it's always you that I'm singing about
There is only one these words are goin' out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you...
:17:30
Hello! I just got online now, came to blog. It's like a everyday-thing for me now. Haha, I don't know why but it just makes me happy at the thought of blogging.Perhaps this is where I feel that I can only get my freedom of speech. Although I don't really express myself here, since some times ago- I had already learnt to keep things to myself, not confiding in anyone else basically because there isn't anyone worth trusting. Heh, and well- it's like sometimes when you tried to whine to someone and pour out all of your sorrows, that person will go "Yeah.. I understand how you are feelng now. I've been through it." Bullshit,this is one of the topics Mei Ling(colleague) and I talked about yesterday. Pondering, and so I've decided to wallow myself in despair and sorrows. And yes, the manager in-charge is coming over tomorrow, see I can never pack the stocks peacefully :( Sad thing again: B fetch me at CP today and I thought happily to myself that I'm finally able to visit my once favourite place- the library! Sad to say, the librarian told us it's the time for Closing. Disappointing for me. I've been finding chances just to go there and borrow some books. Reading was and is still my favourite pastime. A Happy news though- Hurray! Because Mei Ling is not getting a transfer to MAXF after all, or I gonna miss her to death. Zann, I'm so sorry I didn't get to accompany you today to the new school, I will try and take time out for you. I miss you my darling!
Thursday, January 10, 2008:16:04
It's a tiring day as usual. Reached home at about ten plus, it's quite early already for me. Haha. Went Pizzahut with B, it's finally my treat this time!;) He has always been a gentleman, always vying with me over bills. Lol, today my sales was not bad. Lay Khim(senior) said it too, but well I'm a part-timer there. I don't earn anything but the basic pay. :( Poor girl.
If only sometimes life is simpler, as well as the living too. To be able to live happily and in peace together. Why can't one just live contentedly? Why? I mean even behind a pretty face, there's one hideous side of a person too. The character one has, it can just turns you off totally and sometimes it hurts too much just to know the truth. And then you realised suddenly that frankly,there isn't a single person in this whole wide world that you can trust completely- isn't that sad?
Can the blues just go away?
Wednesday, January 9, 2008:14:15
Just reached home only, it was my off day today. Was over at B's house again, I've changed my hair colour more to a red one already. Accompanied B down to tua today, saw Qilong there w/ his gf too. Saw colleague, Wanting who lives near there too. Have to work tomorrow again. See you ;)
And I still love you..
And I still love you..
Sunday, January 6, 2008:16:25
Just came back home from R.P with my two lovely bodyguards, Leland& Clement. After knocking off, F3 went over to my school’s coffeeshop there and eat. Auntie was not here with us today, ohman. I'm freaking tired everyday, but please. I didn't even lose one pound or even one gram :( Can anyone tell me how to lose weight? Baby didn't even call me yet when I didn't reply his message. Have you forget about me???!!
MR AW, YOU'RE DEAD! It's just twelve more days to our One-year anniversary!
MR AW, YOU'RE DEAD! It's just twelve more days to our One-year anniversary!
Saturday, January 5, 2008:15:48
Yeah,f4 out again. If you're wondering, it's just Baby, Clem, Tiong and I. Sounds lame and funny but they love it anyway :) Went down to Hougang and had western food, yummy! Because I missed it, haha. After that, they wanted to play pool so we went up Hougang Plaza. Saw many friends there, wow. It seemed like ages since I saw them. The feeling is different. Work was arudous as usual, 10% difficult and 90% tiring. Told Lay Khim(colleague) that I wished I was back studying now! At least I'll not be so tired :( If I ever got a chance to study all over again, I'll fare well. I'll study hard. And oh- stop that. Time cannot be reversed just like many things. In life whether we are happy or not, we have to live it. But well- you choose the route. Many of regrets in my life- they were endless. I hope my life is happier though.
Will yu be the one to impact me life?
Will yu be the one to impact me life?
Friday, January 4, 2008:12:40
Went to the doctor in the morning alone today, it was crowded. Eyes swollen and red. Waited very long(about 2 hours), and alone. Finally, I got to see the doctor and bla bla bla- the doctor said I've a lot of illnesses. Lol. Guessed what I asked him today, I was like "Hmmms. Do you as a doctor encourage people who want to go on diet the medicine you guys prescribed?" He replied "No. And why you need it?" Stupid right(becsuse i'm fat la!) Then met Bestie and Sisi at school today and saw ANG fishball too :) So we slacked together at school and at the coffeeshop too. Bestie accompanied me to school for the cheque then we all sat at the canteen and talked. Actually I was supposed to go back for work then the senior staff called and said I don't have to go back. ;DD HAAH! Happy birthday to Gordon and the netballer.
Today is a special day for me too(maybe not to him). On this very day last year, it was the first day of school and he sent me to school. I squeezed a bottle of orange juice myself for him today and he did not appreciate it! I don't do it for just anyone and so much for my kindness~!
Fishball, please be good& go to school everyday!
Today is a special day for me too(maybe not to him). On this very day last year, it was the first day of school and he sent me to school. I squeezed a bottle of orange juice myself for him today and he did not appreciate it! I don't do it for just anyone and so much for my kindness~!
Fishball, please be good& go to school everyday!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008:17:04
It's officially the first day of a 3New Year! Happy New Year to myself!
Some new resolutions for me:
1. To slim down quickly, quit eating so much chocolates and sweets.
2.Stop loving him, and find a new guy soon! :) just kidding.
2.(Real) To save up more money for myself for future uses.
3. To be a better girlfriend, so he won't be upset so often.
4. To study hard if I still get the chance to do so, really.
5. Do more good deeds, like to try donating blood.
6. To treat my family members better, friends too.
7. Learn to be a more responsible& helpful person.
And to Mei Ling(colleague), Nisa, Bingyuan, Shi Han,Janet, Aline, Wan Ling& Sayang: Happy new year to you guys too! I'm simply too lazy to reply. Sorry. Haha :)
Sayang, congrats to you and your new boyfriend! Treat him well okays? Blessings. Bestie, you guys'll be so happy now w/o that freako. Qingren, PTS, Net, all of us will be very happy right? I love you all. Most importantly, I wanna thank you- stupid dota-lover, for being with me. Loveya.
Some new resolutions for me:
1. To slim down quickly, quit eating so much chocolates and sweets.
2.Stop loving him, and find a new guy soon! :) just kidding.
2.(Real) To save up more money for myself for future uses.
3. To be a better girlfriend, so he won't be upset so often.
4. To study hard if I still get the chance to do so, really.
5. Do more good deeds, like to try donating blood.
6. To treat my family members better, friends too.
7. Learn to be a more responsible& helpful person.
And to Mei Ling(colleague), Nisa, Bingyuan, Shi Han,Janet, Aline, Wan Ling& Sayang: Happy new year to you guys too! I'm simply too lazy to reply. Sorry. Haha :)
Sayang, congrats to you and your new boyfriend! Treat him well okays? Blessings. Bestie, you guys'll be so happy now w/o that freako. Qingren, PTS, Net, all of us will be very happy right? I love you all. Most importantly, I wanna thank you- stupid dota-lover, for being with me. Loveya.
:15:45
It's my last post for 2007! Happy New Year to everyone, hopefully it's a brand new start for everyone now. :) For the ones awaiting for our results, hope this new year brings about more luck! That'll be so great, everyone will be healthy and happy in family and friends! My girlfriends and sisters will be still lovey-dovey with their respectives too ;D And lesser quarrels and unhappiness for me with Mr Aw too, right Baby? Enjoying dota again.
We're now in his house, not going anywhere to countdown. Unlike you guys the luckier ones out there, because I got to work tomorrow. Pity me, because it's 01-01-2008 when the clock strikes twelve in about forty-plus minutes. I still have to get to work, for those little ones who are starting school on 02 January- please study hard. Kathy bought a white Nike bag for school already and I'm still considering to get the NewUrbanMale one not, depending on how she treats me first. LOL!
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Okays, fifteen more mins to go and it's HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!
We're now in his house, not going anywhere to countdown. Unlike you guys the luckier ones out there, because I got to work tomorrow. Pity me, because it's 01-01-2008 when the clock strikes twelve in about forty-plus minutes. I still have to get to work, for those little ones who are starting school on 02 January- please study hard. Kathy bought a white Nike bag for school already and I'm still considering to get the NewUrbanMale one not, depending on how she treats me first. LOL!
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Okays, fifteen more mins to go and it's HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!
